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1. 451 快 Quick Transmigration: Becoming the White Moonlight Who Makes Powerful Men Weep 快穿：穿成虐哭大佬的白月光 Miss Cat一只猫小姐Modern Romance2.4M WordsCompleted At first, none of them liked her. Later, she became the unreachable first love in their hearts! A scum-trashing Mary Sue romance, with regretful exes chasing their wives! After cultivating for a thousand years, the parasitic vine spirit Si Si finally succeeds in ascending. But during the Ascension Ceremony, her superior gets her in trouble. The Heavenly Dao orders her to help cannon-fodder supporting heroines in three thousand worlds fulfill their wishes. Only after earning enough merit can she 12.8kReads9.1Score833Shelves

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   Bai Yueguang's quick travel type, highly recommended [Like]

2. 452 我 My Bionic Girlfriend 我的仿生女友 The Bewilderment of Fireflies萤之惑Urban90k WordsCompleted (Very sweet and full of everyday moments, but a warning: there’s a major tearjerker later on.) Lu Ren, a 26-year-old shut-in writer, encounters a mechanical bionic girl outside his rental apartment. No one knows where she came from. She can become a red-haired beauty, a white-haired ice queen, a domineering female CEO, or a sweet girl next door. She can even effortlessly pull off the look of anime characters. From then on, Lu Ren’s life undergoes a complete transformation. Yes, his bionic girlfr 308Reads8.7Score—Shelves

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   A disobedient android and a two-dimensional protagonist

3. 453 反 Villain: Memories Exposed, the Heroine Begs for Forgiveness 反派：记忆曝光，女主跪求原谅 Yaoyao Is on Fire瑶瑶火爆了Eastern Fantasy402k WordsCompleted Demon Emperor Ji Chen, the strongest villain on the Xuanling Continent! He slaughtered countless people, built formations with blood, and brought destruction to heaven and earth and the Nine Provinces! He betrayed those closest to him and committed every imaginable evil! In the end, the male lead and his heroines joined forces to attack him and sealed him inside a formation! Just as he was about to be refined, his memories came to light! It turned out that everything he had done was only to prot 183Reads8.4Score—Shelves
4. 454 人 Life Is About Doing Your Best 人生啊，尽力就好 Su Chenyan苏晨宴Urban106k WordsOngoing An original story, adapted from real life. Minors, please don't send tips. If something is wrong, speak up. Don't face it alone! I'll always be here! A gentle reminder: the author is a student, so updates are limited to weekends and school holidays. This book is oppressive, dark, suffocating, and realistic, and contains some tragic elements. (I guess some of you will be drawn in by the words "two male leads"...) If you can't handle it, please leave of your own accord. I'm a new author, and my wr 46Reads—Score—Shelves

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   That must be my book!!!

5. 455 蝴 Butterflies and Cicadas 蝴蝶与蝉 Chan Licheng颤立诚Urban48k WordsOngoing I know those summers, just like youth, will never come back. After an accident leaves Zhang Xuanye with only a month to live, she meets the love of her life, but fate plays a cruel trick on them. After being reborn, she meets Hu Yudie again, but Hu Yudie no longer remembers Zhang Xuanye. —Reads—Score—Shelves

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   There are many thieves with knives [laughing evilly] [laughing evilly] [laughing evilly]

6. 456 我 Singing for a Living in a World of Immortals 我在修仙世界卖唱讨生活 The Past Is Smoke往事如烟Eastern Fantasy308k WordsCompleted I sang “Tears Behind Bars” in the prison cell and “Ten Kneels for Father and Mother” for the demon lord. Don't think I'm all that impressive. I'm just trying to stay alive. I've been kind my whole life and never done a single bad thing, yet none of life's hardships have spared me. The world is a fine place, but I won't be coming back in my next life. A kind young man had hoped to spend an ordinary life singing for a living. But after being deceived and betrayed time and again, he was led down a 3.9kReads8.9Score192Shelves
7. 457 离 On the Day of My Divorce, I Ran Into My First Love, Who Fled from Our Wedding Five Years Ago 离婚当天，意外撞见逃婚五年的初恋情人 Quan Xin荃昕11k WordsCompleted On the Day of My Divorce, I Accidentally Run Into the First Love Who Ran Away from Our Wedding Five Years Ago 543Reads—Score—Shelves
8. 458 跟 After I Divorced Her, My Ex-Wife Went Crazy with Regret 跟我离婚后，前妻后悔疯了 Quan Xin荃昕10k WordsCompleted After Divorcing Me, My Ex-Wife Went Crazy with Regret 637Reads—Score—Shelves
9. 459 我 I Became the Global Administrator of Hell's Games 我成了全球地狱游戏管理员 Ancient Ferry古渡Mystery1.2M WordsOngoing “From the moment the game begins, inferior, weak humans will be stripped of the right to breathe.” This world has no nations. It is ruled by five top conglomerates, and the gap between rich and poor is enormous. The wealthy feast behind their red gates while the poor freeze to death in the streets. The rich districts blaze with light and bustle with people, while the slums are shrouded in darkness and rife with violence and crime. This is an age of capitalist revelry, an age of splendor built up 1.2kReads9.2Score193Shelves

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   The first book is very sharp. The front part of the second book has the sword of the first book. The third book does not have the sword of the first two books. The first volume of the fourth book is very sharp at the end.

10. 460 变 I’ll Live Well Even as a Girl 变成女生也要好好生活 Xiao Qianying小千影Urban220k WordsCompleted After his parents divorced, the boy had spent all this time deliberately remaining neutral. In the end, he became a burden neither of them wanted. Fine, if they didn’t want him, he could live on his own. But then, one day... 145Reads9.3Score—Shelves
11. 461 环 Pacific Rim: The Great Wall's Vigil 环太平洋-长城守望 How High the Heavens天之高兮Sci-Fi & Apocalypse637k WordsCompleted Luo Sen looked up at the steel giant. This thing had only ever appeared in movies and comics. It wasn’t until the “Seagull Project” was launched that men’s dreams finally became reality. To fight monsters, we created monsters. (Hong Kong Shatterdome Base:) 1.1kReads9.3Score155Shelves

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    This, absolutely this

12. 462 相 My Childhood Sweetheart of Seven Years Is Marrying My Best Friend 相恋七年的青梅，她要嫁给我的好兄弟 Quan Xin荃昕9k WordsCompleted My childhood sweetheart of seven years is going to marry my good friend. 201Reads—Score—Shelves
13. 463 原 Genshin Impact: After a Hundred Lifetimes, I Don't Want to Leave 原神：百世结束，我不想走了 Mu Ruobai幕若白Anime Fanfiction560k WordsCompleted Mo Jiu transmigrated to Teyvat and lived through a hundred lifetimes, only to remain in the final one. She had planned to simply live out her days in peace... Unexpectedly, after a hundred lifetimes, they began to gradually recover their memories... 56Reads8.9Score—Shelves

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    Besides a knife or a knife

14. 464 我 There's No Way I'd Fall for Wumei Niuma 我才不会喜欢上乌梅牛马 Mei Jiu Is Beyond Saving玫玖没救了Modern Romance185k WordsOngoing [Youth and campus] [Super sweet 1v1] [Hilarious and goofy] I met a boy whose life was far too dull, so I decided to stir things up for him. If the rain keeps falling, then I'll be your sunshine. Ye Zhir an seems aloof and socially anxious around others, but in private he's a quirky, hilarious, scheming guy. Su Xiaoli seems calm and haughty around others, but inside she's a crazy, adorable, silly girl. Ye is like a dancing breeze, and glasslike Li; fallen blossoms cover the hills, filling my thou 4Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Sweetness first and then sharpness are the most deadly

15. 465 全 Everyone in the Sect Is Love-Brained, Except Me, a True Lunatic 全宗门都是恋爱脑，唯我是真疯批 Paper Tiger纸老虎Ancient Romance1.3M WordsCompleted The complete print edition of A Double Crossing is now available on all platforms. Relationship blogger Lin Du died of a broken heart after being driven crazy by hopeless romantics. After death, she transmigrated into a tragic romance cultivation novel, becoming the beautiful, powerful, yet doomed junior uncle who paved the way for the protagonists' great love with her own ashes. After reading the script, she slowly typed a question mark. “Have they dug up every wild vegetable on this sect's mou 237.6kReads9.7Score27kShelves
16. 466 原 Genshin Impact: After the Whole World Misunderstands Me, I Go Raise the Dendro Archon 原神：被全世界误会后去养草神 Black Rabbit Hiding the Stars藏星星的黑兔Anime Fanfiction205k WordsOngoing Genshin Impact + Reborn + Redemption Leyang Yan is a devoted player of Genshin Impact. Many characters in the game have painful regrets and dreams left unfulfilled. After transmigrating as the Light God, he gains the power to set things right. So even if it means shouldering the characters' pain and suffering, Leyang Yan is willing to help them change their fates. But in the end, battered and wounded, Leyang Yan never receives the trust and affection he deserves. Instead, every character he help 1.7kReads8.8Score148Shelves
17. 467 难 A Summer Too Lovely to Hide 难藏夏日 Ning Yuchen宁雨沉Modern Romance380k WordsCompleted [The print edition is now available] In her senior year of high school, Yun Xiang was brought home by Cheng Xiao, one of her father's old comrades. Cheng Xiao had a son, a cocky, arrogant guy who loved looking down his nose at people. But he was good at school and great at video games. The first time Yun Xiang met Cheng Che, he stood on the stairs to the second floor and coldly laid down the rules. “Don’t come near me, don’t look at me, don’t tell anyone at school you know me, and don’t touch an 31.9kReads9.5Score5.2kShelves
18. 468 尘 Fragrance of Dust, Like the Days of Old 尘香如顾 Quan Xin荃昕9k WordsCompleted The Scent of Dust, Like You 489Reads—Score—Shelves
19. 469 影 I Calculated the Actress’s Fate 影后的命，我算的 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀7k WordsCompleted I Read the Actress’s Fate 325Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Book of knives,

20. 470 未 My Fiancé Tortured Me to Death, Then Wanted to Die for Me 未婚夫把我折磨至死，他却要殉情 Quan Xin荃昕Modern Romance9k WordsCompleted My Fiancé Tormented Me to Death, Yet He Wants to Die for Love 331Reads—Score—Shelves
21. 471 皇 The Empress Gets Her Revenge on the Spot 皇后有仇当场报 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Ancient Romance11k WordsCompleted The Empress Gets Her Revenge on the Spot 209Reads—Score—Shelves
22. 472 雪 Snow-Buried Eyes, Love Reduced to Zero 雪葬双眸，爱意归零 Quan Xin荃昕10k WordsCompleted Snow buries her eyes, and love fades to nothing 394Reads—Score—Shelves
23. 473 江 Mr. Jiang, She Really Isn't Coming Back This Time 江总，这次她真的不会回来了 Quan Xin荃昕9k WordsCompleted Mr. Jiang, She Really Isn’t Coming Back This Time 1kReads—Score—Shelves
24. 474 他 He Found My Suicide Note 他捡到了我的遗书 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀8k WordsCompleted He Found My Suicide Note 625Reads—Score—Shelves
25. 475 缅 Reborn: Escaping a Telecom Scam Compound in Northern Myanmar 缅北电诈园重生逃亡记 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀10k WordsCompleted Reborn and Escaping a Telecom Fraud Compound in Northern Myanmar —Reads—Score—Shelves
26. 476 宝 Baby, I'll Love You Again in My Next Life 宝宝，妈妈来生再来爱你 Quan Xin荃昕Modern Romance10k WordsCompleted Baby, Mommy will love you again in our next life. 210Reads—Score—Shelves
27. 477 欠 I Owe My Ex-Wife Two Million 欠了前妻二百万 Ancient Ruins in the River河中枯古Urban453k WordsCompleted On a sunny afternoon, I’ll brew a cup of green tea and pretend to be deep in thought as I reminisce, remembering what has already passed, yet is still happening… 118Reads7.3Score116Shelves

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    I don't know if it's a knife or not, but I think it looks good.

28. 478 美 The Secret in the Beautiful Woman’s Hands Made Me Stop Resisting 美妇手中的机密，让我停止了反抗 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Sci-Fi & Apocalypse6k WordsCompleted The Secret in the Hands of a Beautiful Woman Made Me Stop Resisting —Reads—Score—Shelves
29. 479 最 The Last Red Apple 最后的红苹果 Quan Xin荃昕9k WordsCompleted The Last Red Apple 235Reads—Score—Shelves
30. 480 校 The Campus Belle Tormented Me Body and Soul, So This Reborn Simp Cuts Her Off for Good 校花虐我身心，重生舔狗断爱绝情 Loves Peanuts爱吃花生米Urban1.2M WordsCompleted (One female lead, mutually devoted, both reborn, two obsessive competitors, wife-chasing funeral pyre, captive romance warning, criminally intense warning, entirely fictional) The female lead is domineering and possessive, takes what she wants by force, behaves terribly, and ultimately seeks redemption. The male lead is morally upright, lives in darkness but yearns for the light, and cares about the common people. The woman has the upper hand early on; they are evenly matched in the middle; by t 3.1kReads7.3Score186Shelves
31. 481 他 He Risked His Life to Protect Me, and Gave Her His Heart 他以命护我，以心予她 Quan Xin荃昕11k WordsCompleted He Protected Me with His Life and Gave Her His Heart 207Reads—Score—Shelves
32. 482 他 He Killed Me, Then We Shared a Body 他杀了我，然后和我共用一具身体 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀9k WordsCompleted He Killed Me, Then Shared My Body 66Reads—Score—Shelves
33. 483 盗 The Thief Stole Three Women and the Country 盗贼偷了三个女人和这个国家 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀6k WordsCompleted The Thief Stole Three Women and This Country 24Reads—Score—Shelves
34. 484 花 Blossoms Fall Upon the Inkstone 花朝落砚 Quan Xin荃昕18k WordsCompleted Huachao Luo Yan —Reads—Score—Shelves
35. 485 卧 Undercover Policewoman 卧底警花 Li Zhuoma李卓玛Mystery191k WordsCompleted He Yu, a young policewoman fresh out of the police academy, is assigned a highly specialized undercover mission: to enter Changhe Corporation, the largest business conglomerate in Yingang, and find evidence of smuggling. How will she cope with the materialistic world of business? As she struggles to find evidence, she is also worn out by the advances of the conglomerate heir. This young policewoman faces a severe test of both heart and body... 478Reads9.1Score105Shelves
36. 486 你 You Broke Up with Me, So Why Are You Crying and Coming Back? 你提的分手，干嘛哭着来找我？ General Xing Daorong上将刑道荣Urban381k WordsCompleted “This is the fourth time. Let’s end it here!” Faced with yet another absurd breakup demand from the girl he loved, Huang Miao finally let go. Kang Lanmeng was his first love. He had placed all his hopes and dreams about love in her, and there was no doubt she was the only one for him. But in the end, her unreasonable tantrums, time and time again, completely wore away Huang Miao’s patience. Watching Huang Miao walk away, Kang Lanmeng didn’t think much of it. She believed that if she just waited, 129Reads5.5Score—Shelves
37. 487 魔 A True Account of Starting a Business at a Demon Realm Resort 魔界度假村创业实录 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀9k WordsCompleted A True Account of Starting a Business at a Resort in the Demon Realm 12Reads—Score—Shelves
38. 488 澜 Dream of Lan Ciyu 澜辞钰梦 Quan Xin荃昕14k WordsCompleted Lan Ci Yu Meng 231Reads—Score—Shelves
39. 489 我 I'm Almost a God, and You Kick Me Out of the Party? 我都快成神了，你把我踢出队伍？ Yingmei Is Number One in the World荧妹天下第一Eastern Fantasy815k WordsCompleted [The Ex Who Regrets Letting Him Go] [Former Girlfriend Regrets It for the Rest of Her Life] [Heartache] [Romance] [Light Novel] Also known as: After Leaving the Party, the Young Ladies Regretted It Once a powerful adventurer who had reached the top floor of the Tower of Ascension, mastered every route, and nearly become a god. Treated like a dispensable replacement? Fine, I quit being your support. You can climb on your own from now on! After leaving the party and making a clean getaway, Lin En 10.5kReads8.5Score998Shelves

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    I don't know if it's a knife or not, but I think it looks good anyway.

40. 490 皇 The Empress Only Wants to Be Empress Dowager 皇后娘娘她只想当太后 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Marriage & Romance9k WordsCompleted Her Majesty the Empress Only Wants to Become the Empress Dowager 262Reads—Score—Shelves
41. 491 我 I Died on Mid-Autumn Night, and Mr. Lu Went Mad with Regret 我死在中秋夜，陆总悔疯了 Quan Xin荃昕12k WordsCompleted I died on the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival, and General Manager Lu went mad with regret. 333Reads—Score—Shelves
42. 492 不 Sorry, I Won't Love You Anymore 不好意思，我不会再喜欢你了 Xiao Cai肖材Urban306k WordsCompleted [No cheating, no NTR] A sweet urban romance “I want to take one last gamble. If I succeed... well, never mind. Even if I fail, I won't keep clinging to this anymore.” This wasn't the first time Chen Tian had confessed to his childhood friend, Xia Rourou. He wanted nothing more than to put an end to their friendship and become something more. “I'm sorry, Chen Tian. How many times do I have to say it before you understand? We're just friends. If you keep bothering me, we won't even be friends anym 3.7kReads8.4Score192Shelves
43. 493 宗 The Sect Tournament: I Won First Place with My Thesis 宗门大比，我靠论文拿了第一 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀14k WordsCompleted I Took First Place in the Sect Tournament with My Paper 9Reads—Score—Shelves
44. 494 朋 My Friend 朋友呀 Hot-Tempered Wind Who Loves Lufengosaurus喜欢禄丰龙的火气风Urban1.1M WordsOngoing The rating just came out, and it'll go up later! Don't let it scare you off [Youth and campus life + friendship + dark humor + antihero + philosophical reflection] The night before last, I had dinner with a buddy I'd known for over twenty years. We hadn't seen each other in more than three years, but he seemed alarmingly well. We talked about work and life, and he even offered to teach my son guitar. Everything seemed almost too normal. As he left, he turned back beneath the streetlight and s 336Reads8.3Score—Shelves

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    In the latest chapter, the female protagonist leaves without saying goodbye, and the male protagonist becomes depressed and ill.

45. 495 关 About My Transformation into a Girl 关于我变身成女孩子这件事 The Nostalgic Su念旧的苏Urban429k WordsCompleted [Gender transformation + daily life + mild angst + school] Even after all these years, Jiang Li still remembered that winter. Her homeland, where it was springlike all year round, was blanketed in heavy snow that night. She trudged alone along the snow-covered concrete road, leaving home, and from then on, she was on her own. By a twist of fate, she came to a completely unfamiliar big city and started over at a prestigious high school under a new identity. There, she met the friends who would st 4.2kReads9.3Score361Shelves

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    The community said that the back is definitely more cruel (the same goes for the front)😭😭😭

46. 496 男 Male Side Character: After I Leave, the Heroine Will Regret It! 男配：我离去后，女主追悔莫及！ One Squid at a Time一口一个鱿鱼仔Urban2.4M WordsCompleted You spent your life helping me become a legendary songstress, yet you stayed cold and distant toward me? I treated you as the person I loved most, but you wanted to take my heart and become an immortal? I endured every hardship to become your master and teach you, but you wanted to carve me up with a thousand cuts? I was your sharpest blade, helping you become a legendary empress, but once you were done with me, you discarded me like a hunting dog and hid away your bow? You promised we’d grow ol 320Reads8.1Score—Shelves
47. 497 疯 The Mad Emperor Imprisoned Me in a Shrine and Made Me His “Bodhisattva” 疯批皇帝把我囚在佛堂，让我当他的“菩萨”。 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Ancient Romance9k WordsCompleted The mad emperor imprisoned me in the Buddhist temple and made me his “Bodhisattva.” 28Reads—Score—Shelves
48. 498 校 Campus Belle, Stop Acting So High and Mighty. I'm Getting Married 校花别傲娇了，我都要结婚了 Lin Ying麟影Urban591k WordsCompleted [Reborn + Campus Beauty + One Female Lead + No System or Golden Finger + Light, Everyday Romance] After his bad friends egged him on, Luo Geng confessed to the campus beauty Qi Qianru. All he got in return was a smiling, “I don’t believe you.” Luo Geng thought she was testing him. To prove he really liked her, he pursued her even harder. Only later did Luo Geng realize that “I don’t believe you” really meant, “I want you to keep being my doormat.” After he finally worked himself to death in a ho 3.1kReads9.2Score381Shelves
49. 499 狐 Fox Spirit Matchmaker: Severing the Ties of the Past with My Sword 狐妖小红娘：剑斩前缘 Amo Xilin the Wounded Wanderer殇客阿莫西林Anime Fanfiction166k WordsCompleted [Hilarious + Showing Off + Shameless + Wildly Rewritten + Arrogant] [Timeline: Begins before Dongfang Yuechu is elected Alliance Leader.] Boom! A thunderous crash rang through the sky, and a total nobody made a dazzling entrance! The chuuni nobody boy Li Ran suddenly finds himself in the world of Fox Spirit Matchmaker! What changes will someone who was never supposed to exist bring to the world of Fox Spirit Matchmaker? Allow me to tell you all about it! 79Reads5.2Score—Shelves

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    This can be done

50. 500 涅 Nirvana: Journey to the Isle in the River 涅槃：走向在河之洲 No Idea What to Call Myself不晓得叫啥名Modern Romance731k WordsCompleted (An interschool secret-crush story. Come see whether it’s to your taste.) Is it a crime to love Shen Tingzhou? Why did this sincere secret crush become a joke? Is it a crime to want to become a better person? Why have all my efforts been in vain? Is it a crime to long for someone’s true affection? Why do those smiles conceal betrayal and scheming, again and again? Yes, she is guilty. From the moment she bubbled in the wrong answer on her test sheet, she was already beyond forgiveness. 14Reads—Score—Shelves

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