Looking for a Heartbreaking Read, One That’ll Tear Me to Pieces 求刀，刀我，太久没被刀了，求，千刀万剐那种

1. 401 安 An Yu's Wall 安屿的墙 Lupi鲁皮Modern Romance388k WordsCompleted (Slow burn / secret crush + regrets + contemporary romance + long-distance relationship + youth) A story where “not a single word says ‘love,’ yet every sentence does.” Tang Yu'an and Su Yan: a love that missed its chance by four years. While Su Yan was secretly in love with Tang Yu'an, another man entered her life, and Tang Yu'an learned how to “use people” through his dealings with him. In the end, fate gave them another chance, only for everything to fall apart again the morning after a night 7Reads—Score—Shelves

   Reader note

   It's not a knife after knife that you can see, but when you notice it, it's already covered in cuts and bruises

2. 402 都 I'm Reborn, So Why Would I Still Play Esports? 都重生了谁还搞电子竞技啊 Tiny as Dust微未为尘Urban321k WordsOngoing To escape the suffocating pressure of facing his mother, Zhang Rui resolutely left home to pursue a career in esports. But fate dealt him a rough hand, and, consumed by obsession and thrown off balance, he eventually lost himself. Luckily, fortune smiled on him, and he unexpectedly came back reborn! Having finally come to his senses, he begins to enjoy life. With a carefree school life, a smooth-sailing entrepreneurial journey, and a beautiful woman by his side, life couldn’t be sweeter. Until t 447Reads—Score—Shelves

   Reader note

   Isn't it nice to be happy? [Laughs]

3. 403 尔 Harbin, Awaiting Your Arrival 尔滨，等待你的莅临 Sulfur Purple Ammonia硫紫氨26k WordsCompleted Erbin, waiting for your arrival. —Reads—Score—Shelves

   Reader note

   Before meeting a real person, I never believed in rainbows. After meeting Da Yu in the clinic, I discovered that maybe rainbows are the real love.

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