Any BE Novels That Aren't About Mutual Torment, but Are Full of Regret? 有没有那种Be小说，不是互虐，是充满遗憾的

1 窥 Seeing Through 窥破 Yi Jiang一姜Modern Romance201k WordsCompleted [The print edition of Farewell Ceremony is now available on all major platforms.] [Reclusive, cold, troubled girl × possessive, hot-tempered young rogue] Wan Li pressed her fingerprints ten times, and from then on, lost her heart. “Tsk, it's not like you're signing a contract. Don't be nervous.” The young man raised an eyebrow slightly, a smile tugging at his lips. Everyone said Ji Lanzhuo was a dissolute playboy no one could control. Wan Li wasn't afraid. She threw herself in headfirst and fell 1.9kReads9.3Score279Shelves

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The female protagonist has a secret crush on the male protagonist, who is a prodigal son. In the end, the prodigal son returns, but the reality is always so unsatisfactory. Two people who love each other cannot be together. The love they had when they were young cannot withstand the reality.

2 恶 The Wicked Villainess Is Everyone's Favorite [Quick Transmigration] 恶毒女配是万人迷【快穿】 Hua Cheng华澄Ancient Romance571k WordsCompleted [Green Tea + White Lotus + Scheming + No Goody-Two-Shoes + Everyone’s Darling + Love at First Sight + Sweet Romance] Xin Miao is always either a vicious villainess or an utterly forgettable passerby, yet in the end, the male lead, supporting male characters, and villains all fall in love with her. [World One] The Half-Sister Who Stole Her Sister’s Credit After transmigrating into a book as the vicious half-sister who stole the legitimate daughter’s jade pendant and took credit for saving the ma 36.9kReads9.0Score2.5kShelves

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The second world extra is not sad but full of regrets. If you miss it, you will never be able to make up for it.

3 宫 The Willow by the Palace Wall 宫墙柳 Dream Doll梦娃Ancient Romance166k WordsCompleted Why must the imperial consorts compete for the emperor’s favor? A smash-hit, heart-wrenching historical romance that burst onto the scene in 2019! Recommended by countless tearful readers, this unconventional palace-intrigue novel will stay with you long after you finish. In the lightest of styles, it captures everyone’s deepest regrets. In May of the year I turned fourteen, with the pagoda trees in fragrant bloom, I sat in Yong’an Palace, propping up my head as I dozed. The man’s laughter held 60.3kReads9.7Score9kShelves

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The first book: If there is a fairy tale in the forest, please take me to see it. In the end, the heroine jumped into the sea. The second book: Xiao Liu'er is not Jiaojiao after all, so in the end she can only say "who are you" and three words of thank you. The third book: I originally thought it was a sweet story, but I didn't expect that the female protagonist had died long ago, and everything was imagined by the male protagonist. Book 4: "There is light in life. Before I extinguish it, it is all I can do to illuminate you a little. I love you, you must remember me." Book 5: I said I love you in heaven, but it's a pity that it's too late. BE Literature yyds

5 惊 Leaves Fall in Autumn 惊秋落叶 Not a Good Day to Talk今日不宜讲話Modern Romance62k WordsCompleted [Campus Tragedy] [Mutual Secret Crush] Tang Qiu and Pei Jingnian On Ningchuan No. 1 High School's wall of outstanding graduates (its wall of fame), Pei Jingnian took the top spot that year, while Tang Qiu was relegated to the very bottom. "Wasn't Senior Tang Qiu a good student back then? Weren't she and Pei Jingnian the twin stars of the arts and sciences? How did she end up at the bottom?" "She wasn't even on the wall at first. They added her later." "I heard she didn't do very well on her exam 80Reads—Score—Shelves

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In fact, their separation is destined. Cowards are not worthy of love.

6 念 Thoughts and Longing 念与望 Tang Shi棠詩Modern Romance57k WordsCompleted Campus | Mutual pining | BE A gloomy boy plagued by misfortune | A sensitive girl always afraid of losing what she has The breeze swept past the window, lifting an orange-yellow journal that shimmered in the sunlight. On the first page, someone had written: “If you can't forget, your feelings will be answered.” Jiang Wang, the name that ran through Shen Nian's teenage years. Her first crush, at eight. Then, at fourteen, she saw him again. She stayed by Jiang Wang's side in silence. She didn't da 54Reads8.0Score—Shelves

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Regret for life, be aesthetics, two-way secret love, mutual redemption

7 我 My Childhood Friend Ascended the Throne 我的竹马登基了 Guang Jun's Promise广君一诺Ancient Romance332k WordsCompleted [Comedy + Zhihu-style storytelling + Ridiculous antics + Strong Male and Female Leads + Childhood Sweethearts + A Little Angst] My name is Gu Xiang, and I’m a celebrated female general. Qi Yan and I have been at odds since we were children. He’s a petty man who loves to kick people when they’re down. As for why Qi Yan loves picking on me so much, it’s because he’s jealous of me. Jealous because everyone loves me and even the flowers bloom when they see me. Chapter excerpt: “Qi Yan, what do you 219Reads6.3Score—Shelves

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This is full of regrets. They both love each other very much and have not hurt each other, but things are unpredictable and the situation forces them to

8 满 Snow Across the Mountains 满山雪 Jinshi Yi今时一Ancient Romance476k WordsCompleted [Traditional Historical Romance + Tragedy + Devoted to Each Other + Tragic Ending] [Important: This is NOT a strong-female-lead story!!! It is NOT sweet romance!!! The heroine longs for warmth and love early on, and is not a proper death warrior, so this is a tragedy!!! The heroine is plain-looking at first and only becomes beautiful after entering the prince’s manor, so please avoid this if you only want a beauty heroine!!! The story also hints at a male-male pairing, so please don’t read if th 8Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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In the first book, the male and female protagonists did not get a happy ending due to the situation (PS deputy CPs are two male protagonists). In the second book, the two parties did not get together due to a strange combination of circumstances. There was no misunderstanding between the male and female protagonists and their feelings were sincere. The author's writing style is delicate. Please see the novel introduction for details.

10 虐 Tragedy!!! The Kidney Debt 虐！！！肾债 Xi Fengyue西枫月8k WordsCompleted Heartbreaking!!! A kidney debt 88Reads—Score—Shelves

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Ultimate BE aesthetics

18 裂 Sunlight Through the Cracks 裂缝里的阳光 Reclining in the North高卧北Urban169k WordsCompleted From childhood onward, Zhuang Zi'ang was the kind of kid everyone called “the child other parents wish they had”: a model student every year and always first in his class. But after his parents divorced and his father started a new family, he became a child neither parent loved. At just eighteen, Zhuang Zi'ang is diagnosed with a terminal illness and given only three months to live. With his final three months, he decides to let out his rebellious, wild side and be truly himself for once. While 114.7kReads9.8Score13.9kShelves

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If you think about it, there is nothing to regret, but I think this is what you want.

19 潇 The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain 潇潇雨声迟 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance120k WordsCompleted Years after graduation, a gossip post begins circulating on the message board for City Experimental School. The school's 2011 beauty, Ye Xiao, and its most handsome boy from the same year, Ruan Yusheng, are a couple. Their classmates, who know them well, rush over to set the record straight: it's pure rumor. There was never any spark between the two of them. Ye Xiao's profile even says, “Person I hate most: Ruan Yusheng.” People in the know go so far as to say, “Ye Xiao feels nothing but hatred 123.8kReads9.7Score19.8kShelves

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What a shame, they had a crush on each other but missed each other. After they got married, they almost gave up and found out that they had a crush on each other.

20 她 She Stopped Comforting Him 她不哄他了 Autumn Chill秋日凉Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted A heads-up before you start ❗️: One of the side couples is a gay couple, so please skip this if that bothers you. [The print edition under the same title is now available] [Healing × Love that grows over time × Angsty school romance] Sweet, gentle, well-behaved student × rebellious, handsome bad boy That midsummer seemed hotter than any before. The girl in the graduation photo smiled sweetly, with a boy in a white shirt grinning boldly behind her. They met in midsummer, and parted in midsummer t 107.8kReads9.6Score18.9kShelves

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Be the ceiling. Look for candy in the glass shards. I feel really bad. This book is really good for crying. It's really hard to calm down in my heart. Very sad.

21 入 A Love That Cuts to the Bone 入骨三分的爱情 Darting Shadow, Little Cutie掠影小萌Modern Romance210k WordsCompleted Past and present lives + historical romance + modern romance + immortals. The historical and modern storylines weave together, and it's a must-read. You won't regret giving it a try. The modern storyline is full of wild ideas. She spent two lifetimes loving him, only to face one obstacle after another. In her first life, after she died, she told the immortal Ziyu: “I promised him I'd marry no one but him in my next life. If I can't be with him again, I'd rather be reduced to nothing!” In her sec 5Reads—Score—Shelves

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The heroine in the previous life was forced to marry the son of the current princess. After her death, she made a deal with Po Meng to renew her relationship. They met and fell in love with each other in the modern city. The hero became a soldier and the heroine became a novice in the workplace. The hero and heroine silently paid for each other. Yyds, you will not lose money if you invest in the stock (past and present life + ancient sayings + modern sayings + gods)

22 替 I’ll Go See You in the Moonlight 替月亮去见你 Little Chen Never Sleeps小陈不睡觉Modern Romance123k WordsCompleted [Lin Jiu, a girl wounded by her family, vs. the gentle, brilliant student Jiang Shiyue] [School life + reunion after years apart + healing] If someone asked Lin Jiu whether she regretted falling in love with Jiang Shiyue, her answer would be no. When she was nineteen, the boy came beneath the moonlight, his eyes filled with countless stars. “Lin Jiu, there’s no moon in the sky tonight, but I’m here behind you. From now on, on every dark night, I’ll come to see you in the moon’s place.” Those wor 68Reads8.1Score—Shelves

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Be text, not mutual abuse, not mutual abuse!! The full text is about redemption and reality. The heroine has been slowly coming out due to the influence of her original family. She met the second male lead who redeemed her, returned to school and met the male protagonist, experienced some things and came together with the male protagonist, and then separated due to the irreversible reality. In the end, the male protagonist died on the way to meet the female protagonist, but the female protagonist never knew it. Instead, she guarded their memories in another place and remained unmarried for the rest of her life. It can be considered a be for all members, everyone has their own regrets and unavailability of love. I really love the second lead actor Zhou Jinhuai. [Cry][cry][cry][cry]

23 等 Wait for Me, Come See Me 等你，来看我 The Hero Who Saves the World拯救世界的大侠Modern Romance355k WordsCompleted “Will you miss me?” “I will.” “Will you come find me?” “I will.” “If I came to see you, would you be happy?” “I would.” “You’re lying.” Years later, Zhao Yan, who has spent half her life quiet and careful, always following the rules, sets off to wander just like her friend Xue Ni. She once fell in love with a boy she shouldn’t have loved. As fireworks filled the sky, she was too embarrassed even to confess. When they meet again after years apart, she chooses to run away on her wedding day. - Xue 23Reads—Score—Shelves

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It's not about mutual abuse, it's about love, friendship and family, sometimes there are scars, it's more about redemption. But it is precisely because of concern and care that the separation of one party is more heartbreaking. More real life

24 暗 The Sad Little Thing Called Unrequited Love 暗恋这件难过的小事 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted Lin Xu has a crush on the popular boy Ye Feng, and she remembers countless little details about him. Every day, Lin Xu times her departure down to the second, getting dressed and putting on her shoes in a hurry, all for the chance to catch a fleeting glimpse of his back. The music playing during the long break outside her classroom is Xu Song’s “Moon over Luzhou.” Lin Xu knows it’s the favorite song of Ye Feng, the school radio station’s announcer. Lin Xu has even stayed up all night organizing 92.1kReads9.7Score16.7kShelves

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There is also respect for the mountains and rivers, the clear river and the sea, and the late rain. After autumn, seeing spring is full of regrets.

29 厉 President Li, Your Wife Doesn’t Deserve to Die 厉总，夫人她罪不至死 The Music Never Ceases笙笙不息Modern Romance3.4M WordsCompleted Shen Zhichu had given him her whole heart for sixteen years, only to be told to leave with nothing, just so he could make room for the woman he had always loved. Li Jingshen thought he would be happy once that woman was gone, until he received her diagnosis... He rushed over in a panic, only to find her holding someone else’s hand. “Why didn’t you tell me you had stomach cancer?” “Weren’t you hoping I’d die sooner?” Shen Zhichu laughed scornfully. “Li Jingshen, I don’t want to spend the last of 12.4kReads8.7Score2.3kShelves

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The first one is super cruel

30 那 That Year, High Summer Had No End and the Ginkgo Leaves Had Yet to Fall 那年，盛夏未央银杏未落 Listening to Blue, Dwelling at Dusk聆蓝栖晚Modern Romance150k WordsCompleted This is a personal scrapbook that travels through time, belonging to me, a post-80s generation native who grew up in Wuhan, Jiangcheng. The story begins in the late 1990s, a year when the old and new intertwined, and a pure, awkward young love quietly took root. There were no complicated schemes, only the flustered rush of a racing heart, tentative words left unsaid, and those tiny yet unforgettable moments that time has gilded. Now, based on real experiences, I gather up the pearls scattered al 6Reads—Score—Shelves

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A memoir-style first love story about real people, be

31 恋 I’ve Never Forgotten Our Love 恋恋不曾忘 Gardenia and Jasmine Play in the Rain栀茉戏雨Modern Romance214k WordsCompleted [Sweet campus romance + modern-day angst] Petite girl Li Hui has a crush on handsome campus heartthrob Lin Xun. While pursuing him, she accidentally ends up working two jobs at once. During college, the two share one heart-fluttering moment after another. Just as they are about to get together, Lin Xun suddenly announces his relationship on social media, and they go their separate ways. This unrequited love began in summer and ended in winter. Years later, after facing setback after setback, a 23Reads—Score—Shelves

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Be, both regret. "I liked you then" "But you couldn't see that I liked you", the secret love in college ended abruptly due to misunderstanding, and when they reunited 7 years later, the heroine learned that the hero also had a crush on her back then, but missed her frequently. When the hero started pursuing her again, the heroine had lost the ability to love due to depression. How would she choose this time...

32 易 Yi Xun Is Hard to Find 易洵难寻 I'm Duoduo我是朵朵吖Ancient Romance99k WordsCompleted Love is like a mountain spring, its gentle current winding all the way to Jiangnan. [Though I know your heart is true, I cannot find you. I hope you will turn back again and ease this longing of mine.] Qi Wan, an illegitimate daughter of the Qi family in Jiangnan, has been overlooked since childhood. She has no interest in business and only wants to live out her life in peace and freedom. Then Yi Xun appears and changes everything. He teaches Qi Wan the ways of business and stays by her side day 65Reads—Score—Shelves

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These four books are all ah [crying] I fainted from crying

36 病 A Fevered Kiss 病态热吻 San Nai Guozi三奈果子Modern Romance317k WordsCompleted Original title: A Sickly, Passionate Kiss Rebirth and redemption + obsessive, sweet romance: a gloomy, insecure boy and a sweet, gentle little angel At nineteen, Jiang Nian was a pampered heiress with everything she could want. At nineteen, Yu Si was starving and freezing, a violent monster in everyone’s eyes. He had no parents. He had been beaten and left out in the cold, and had fought dogs for food. His body was covered in scars. But she never imagined that this brooding boy would one day bec 6.5kReads9.4Score713Shelves

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Believe me, it's pretty The storyline is very attractive

39 不 An Imperfect First Love 不完美初恋 Bittersweet Berry莓心微苦Two Female Leads121k WordsCompleted [Two female leads + college campus + sweet at first, then heartbreaking + tragic ending] One falls in love at first sight; the other falls in love over time. When freshmen arrive on campus, Wang Yu’an, volunteering to help, meets the girl she may spend her whole life trying to forget. “Hello, I’m a volunteer here to help you carry your luggage.” “Hello.” By the time Wang Yu’an realized she had feelings for her, she was already in too deep. She wanted to keep those feelings a secret, but the girl 559Reads8.4Score120Shelves

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Be article, I personally don't think it's mutual abuse, and I feel sorry for the relationship between the two.

40 初 The Days of First Love 初恋岁月 Yan Xiaosong颜小嵩Modern Romance236k WordsCompleted During the three years they knew each other, she experienced love for the first time in her life, and he gave her a beautiful romance. No matter how things ultimately turned out, whether they came together or drifted apart, she was still grateful that he had come into her life. 1Reads—Score—Shelves

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A Gemini man is not worthy of a Capricorn woman's affection, and a Capricorn woman will never want a Gemini man to fall in love with her.

42 江 Fishermen’s Lights on the River, Keeping Me Awake with Sorrow 江枫渔火对愁眠 Can't Catch不能扑Modern Romance54k WordsCompleted She waited for him all her life, but he would never come back. 1.3kReads8.6Score216Shelves

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In the first book, the heroine called the police because she was harassed and she only met the hero. In the second book, the male protagonist and the female protagonist are each other's first love. The third one is a fast-travel novel, and the first story is particularly sad. In the last book, the male protagonist and the female protagonist like each other, but they always miss each other due to various reasons.

45 占 A Brief Taste of Pleasure 占得片刻欢娱 Whales Live on Weizhou Island涠洲岛里有鲸鱼Ancient Romance137k WordsCompleted [Possessive Pursuit + The Husband Chases His Wife to Win Her Back] Blurb One “He Jiuzhao, I don’t hate you anymore. I forgive you.” By the bedside, Li Baigu mustered all her strength to grasp the man before her, who trembled with fear and unease. “I ask only one thing of you: take good care of my child.” With that, Li Baigu left, full of regret and pleading. “I want you to raise him well, teach him martial arts and send him to school. Make him a decent, upright man, just like the general.” For 7Reads—Score—Shelves

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[Shy][shy][shy][shy]

47 致 To Our Youth That Will Fade Away 致我们终将逝去的青春 Xin Yiwu辛夷坞Modern Romance276k WordsCompleted At eighteen, Zheng Wei told Ruan Ruan, “Who am I? I’m the unrivaled Jade-Faced Little Flying Dragon. What could I possibly fail to get?” At twenty-two, she stood on a mountaintop and shouted, “America, you evil capitalist country! I hate you! Give me my man back!” At twenty-six, slightly tipsy, she looked at him and said, “I can’t keep believing you, again and again. I can’t…” Zheng Wei, who calls herself the “Jade-Faced Little Flying Dragon,” is brimming with youthful energy and deeply in love 1.9kReads9.6Score331Shelves

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I must have this book. It's a very old book but a classic.

48 栖 The God Who Dwells in the Wild 栖野神明 The Dramatic Genius Girl天才少女抓马Modern Romance500k WordsCompleted [Sweet on the Outside, Dark on the Inside True Heiress × Charming Male Siren, Happy Puppy] [Campus Ensemble Cast | Healing Each Other | About More Than Romance] [Two Endings | Check the Content Warnings | The Extra Chapters and Main Story Complement Each Other] - Zhou Qiye first saw Chen Suiyi when they brushed past each other at the elevator. At first glance, he thought she was beautiful. At second glance, she looked like a little nun. Everyone noticed the string of prayer beads on her left han 6.3kReads9.3Score944Shelves

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This!!! Super nice

49 你 The Things You Don't Know 你——不知道的事 Ouyang Manman欧阳蔓蔓13k WordsCompleted The Things You Don't Know 1Reads—Score—Shelves

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She had rushed to him enthusiastically, and he had made a solemn promise, but a text message not sent by her cut off the line between the two.

50 忘 Forget Not Your Beloved at Wangchuan 忘川不忘君 Ye Yulingxue夜羽凌雪Ancient Romance11k WordsCompleted I Remember You Beyond the River of Forgetfulness —Reads—Score—Shelves

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Some of these books are all regrettable BE aesthetics, the kind that makes you feel uneasy after reading them.