Sweet torture to the extreme [Like] [Seeking attention] [Seeking attention] [Sparrow Eater Masterpiece] The scene of Lin Jingyan chasing Peng Yang's bus in the heavy rain reminds me of myself who cried until I was deprived of oxygen at the train station ten years ago - it turns out that some stories will never go out of date, because human beings' obsession with "unfinished" is always the moonlight and blood stains engraved in their genes. 1. The ultimate romance of campus novels: a moonlight trap woven over ten years. The moment when the heroine Peng Yang had a "glance for ten thousand years" at Lin Jingyan at the opening ceremony, it was like the "first critical blow" in each of our youth. The notes hidden in textbooks, the chance encounters at the canteen window, and the cheers at the sports meeting constitute the most primitive emotional code. The author is well versed in the essence of campus literature, and does not use outrageous abortions or car accidents to create conflicts. Instead, he uses Zhang Xiaofei, a "Cheng Yaojin"-style love rival, to peel away the sourness of secret love and the complexity of human nature. When Lin Jingyan said to Zhang Xiaofei at the door of the repeat class, "I am not the person who will grow old with you after all." I suddenly thought of Tong Zhenbao in Zhang Ailing's works - the white moonlight is the holiness that cannot be obtained, and the cinnabar mole is the ardor that has been lost. But the most cruel thing about this book is that it makes Bai Yueguang and Cinnabar Moles appear in the same time and space at the same time: Peng Yang is the moonlight of Lin Jingyan when he was young, and Zhang Xiaofei is the blood stain that burned him as an adult. This double torture is very much like the "if only I had been braver" we chewed over and over again late at night. 2. The emotional dilemma of adults: repeatedly jumping between "got" and "not got" When Peng Yang saw Zhang Xiaofei holding Lin Jingyan's arm on the streets of Beijing, I remembered the heartbreaking theory on Douyin: the reason why you left the last man will often become the reason for you to leave the next one. Lin Jingyan's choice of "evasive cold war" in a long-distance relationship is essentially using his "unfinished" obsession to avoid "already owned" responsibilities. This mentality is especially common in the fast-paced modern society - we always think that the next one will be better, but forget that "white moonlight" and "cinnabar mole" are just two sides of the same coin. The details that moved me most in the book were the nanomaterials that Lin Jingyan repeatedly debugged in the laboratory. This metaphor of "precision control" precisely exposes the emotional dilemma of adults: We wrap our emotional desires with a rational framework, but one night we are penetrated by the moonlight in our memory. Just like a Douban netizen said: "White moonlight is an unattainable ideal, while cinnabar moles are an unforgettable reality." 3. Rebirth in Regret: What Those Years Taught Us Zhang Xiaofei said to Lin Jingyan under the red wall of the Forbidden City, "It's time for us to grow up." It reminded me of Hiroko's relief under the snow-capped mountains in "Love Letter". The meaning of youth is not perfection, but the moments that make us painful and ultimately teach us how to reconcile with ourselves. Just like the core logic of Zhihu's popular article: Resonance comes from real pain, not false perfection. The most subtle thing about this book is that it dissolves the opposition between "white moonlight" and "cinnabar mole" in the long river of growth. Peng Yang finally understood that the real redemption does not lie in retrieving the past, but in accepting the self who worries about gains and losses in love. This transformation coincides with the essence of the modern concept of love: mature love is not about possessing, but about making each other better people. Conclusion: The inspiration of life in the moonlight and bloodstains. When I closed the novel, the lyrics of "White Moonlight and Cinnabar Mole" popped up on my phone: "When the white moonlight shines, you remember her goodness." The moonlight outside the window was still cold, but I suddenly understood Zhang Ailing's profound meaning: What makes us hurt is not that we can't get it or have lost it, but that we are still unwilling to admit it - the essence of love is to see one's own soul in regret. Perhaps this is the most touching part of this book: it allows us to see our own shadows and the light of growth in the stories of Peng Yang and Lin Jingyan. As a Douyin netizen said: "I don't expect to be anyone's white moonlight, nor do I want to be someone's cinnabar mole. If I'm lucky, I want to be the little red flower that you have to protect at all costs." After all, true happiness never lies elsewhere, but in the moment when we are willing to bloom for each other.
Chapter 227 [Psychological Description] Shen Qianqiu's psychological activities are wonderfully written! "Take a gamble. The world is not worthy of him becoming that kind of person" - knowing that he might be killed in the future, he still chooses to believe in the present. This sober gambler's mentality makes a complex protagonist stand firm.
The fish in the pond is taken from "The bird in the pond is nostalgic for the old forest, and the fish in the pond is thinking about the old abyss". She suffered from depression and had a patriarchal mother at home who only cared about her younger brother's preferences and needs and never turned her attention to her. For example, this mediocre bowl of egg noodles never occurred to her. A person trapped in darkness often does not long for light.
🐽This! 💮①Sadism+Sweet Pet🃏🃏Men are not coquettish and women are not loving. In this season of summer, it always makes people feel restless! 🔆The entanglement of fate and the power of love, two hearts made a lifelong agreement in their innocent childhood.
😊I love this book because its words are like fairy, fantasy, dream and poetry. The beauty of its artistic conception is intoxicating; the depth of its emotions is moving. It's like entering a magical world that makes people forget to leave. Come and take a look, gentlemen! 😎
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