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This Book Made Me Cry All Night, Even Though I Thought I Had a Heart of Stone 这本书让我哭了一整夜哪怕我以为我是铁石心肠

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1 Bound by a Madman's Grudge 怨骨疯缠 Peerless Scallion a绝世一根葱aTwo Male Leads470k WordsCompleted Publication rights have been signed. Originally titled Grudgebound Bones [Double madness + a truly ghostly male lead + twisted love + forced confinement romance + lovers bound by pure hatred + happy ending] “We're better off hating each other. Never tell me you love me, or I'll kill you.” The two had been inseparable friends at the orphanage, once linking pinkies and promising never to part for the rest of their lives. Then one year, a wealthy couple came to adopt a child. They took a liking to 91.4kReads9.6Score18.4kShelves
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Just, at first it was just because it looked crazy and exciting, but I couldn't stop crying when I watched it [I almost cried] The despair caused by the sense of fate is really too painful [crying] The more I read the work, the more in-depth it becomes, in short, it's really not a loss to invest in it [Like] If it doesn't look good, just come back and build a building and scold me
2 The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain 潇潇雨声迟 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance120k WordsCompleted Years after graduation, a gossip post begins circulating on the message board for City Experimental School. The school's 2011 beauty, Ye Xiao, and its most handsome boy from the same year, Ruan Yusheng, are a couple. Their classmates, who know them well, rush over to set the record straight: it's pure rumor. There was never any spark between the two of them. Ye Xiao's profile even says, “Person I hate most: Ruan Yusheng.” People in the know go so far as to say, “Ye Xiao feels nothing but hatred 94.3kReads9.7Score15.2kShelves
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I cried so much that my heart ached. Abuse
3 After Her Release From Prison, Her Childhood Friend Leaves Her Mute and Mindless 出狱后，她被竹马虐得又傻又哑 Cheng Zhi城稚Modern Romance166k WordsCompleted [Angst, childhood sweethearts, physical torment, heartbreak, groveling for a second chance] As the saying goes, “Fools are blessed.” But Yuan Xi, this little fool, had no such luck. That little fool never had a blessed day in her life. In the end, she was left with nothing. She didn’t know how things had ended up this way. They weren’t supposed to be like this. It was cold, so terribly cold. Why didn’t anyone care? In the corner of a dark room, the girl trembled silently. “Please don’t abandon m 16kReads8.2Score1kShelves
4 Sunlight Through the Cracks 裂缝里的阳光 Reclining in the North高卧北Urban169k WordsCompleted From childhood onward, Zhuang Zi'ang was the kind of kid everyone called “the child other parents wish they had”: a model student every year and always first in his class. But after his parents divorced and his father started a new family, he became a child neither parent loved. At just eighteen, Zhuang Zi'ang is diagnosed with a terminal illness and given only three months to live. With his final three months, he decides to let out his rebellious, wild side and be truly himself for once. While 136.3kReads9.8Score15.5kShelves
5 Hidden in Midsummer 藏于盛夏 Autumn Chill秋日凉Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted A heads-up before you start ❗️: One of the side couples is a gay couple, so please skip this if that bothers you. [The print edition under the same title is now available] [Healing × Love that grows over time × Angsty school romance] Sweet, gentle, well-behaved student × rebellious, handsome bad boy That midsummer seemed hotter than any before. The girl in the graduation photo smiled sweetly, with a boy in a white shirt grinning boldly behind her. They met in midsummer, and parted in midsummer t 82.8kReads9.6Score14.6kShelves
6 The Mission Starts Over a Hundred Times 任务重来一百次 milieModern Romance20k WordsCompleted “You came to save me, so why can’t you look only at me? Why do you have to give your attention to those one, two, three insignificant people?” “You seem so shy. You never take my hand first. Even just now, you only did it because of someone else.” “Now that you have me, you don’t treat me as well as you used to. There wasn’t any strawberry milk today either, was there?” 7kReads8.6Score1.4kShelves
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A sad story, the second one is okay, the first one has a twist and the extra chapter broke my guard, the third one is really... You must read the fourth one, it breaks my heart.
7 I Request Permanent Account Deletion 我申请永久注销账号 Ming Yuxin明玉心Modern Romance22k WordsCompleted There isn't much of a synopsis. This is simply the story of a life born on the wrong track, reset to zero... Shen Shi'an: "The world is so vast, yet when I look around, there's not a single person who loves me!" There are bonus chapters, so check out the author's notes in Chapter One! #The tags don't match the story. The author didn't choose them (breaks down)# My new work is here! Welcome to read my story. I hope you'll enjoy it. Your support motivates me to write, and I'll do my best to tell 3.8kReads8.1Score498Shelves
8 Diary from a Conversion Therapy Center 戒同所日记 Youthful Years, Thinking of the Brocade Zither华年思锦瑟Two Male Leads29k WordsCompleted A diary recording the final two months of my life... Maybe I'm just not meant to be loved. Otherwise, why would everyone who loved me leave? 13.1kReads8.2Score2.8kShelves
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Don't look at the low score of the second one. Damn it, I haven't been mad yet. It's really awesome. These three books are considered the best on Tomato. If you feel uncomfortable with the third book, read the fourth one.
9 Dr. Zhou's White Moonlight Is Dying 周医生的白月光快死了 Ten-Line Que十行阙Two Male Leads219k WordsCompleted [Fragile, ill bottom VS cold, aloof top] [Heart-wrenching angst + mutually exclusive devotion, 1v1 + bad ending + extreme bottom fans, beware] Wen Ci had terminal stomach cancer. The doctor said he had at most thirty days left, and Wen Ci could live those thirty days for Zhou Ying. But Wen Ci died on the twenty-seventh day. After his death, Wen Ci left behind twenty-seven unread letters, a rabbit, a book, and a crushed red maple leaf. 19.7kReads9.3Score3.3kShelves
10 Happiness, or the Lack of It 幸福不幸福 Dian Lan滇岚Modern Romance1.3M WordsOngoing If memories were a game, Happiness would have died many times over. If reality were a game, Happiness would often be left battered and bruised. She wanders the streets of memory, where every shop is shuttered. It seems this world has no room for Happiness. Even as she scrapes by, enduring harsh words and cold looks, she still isn’t ready to give up... 51Reads—Score—Shelves
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What about this one?
11 After I Died, My Forensic Pathologist Husband Dissected Me with His Own Hands 我死后，法医丈夫亲手解剖了我 Stealing a Moment of Pleasure半晌贪欢Modern Romance10k WordsCompleted After I died, my forensic pathologist husband dissected me with his own hands 589Reads—Score—Shelves
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Very sharp
12 I Saved Him from a Fire, but He Mistook Someone Else for His Savior 救他火场重伤，他却错认恩人 Stealing a Moment of Pleasure半晌贪欢Modern Romance11k WordsCompleted I rescued him from a fire when he was badly injured, but he mistook someone else for his savior. 117Reads—Score—Shelves
13 After My Sister Was Paralyzed, I Became Her Substitute 姐姐瘫痪后，我成了她替身 Stealing a Moment of Pleasure半晌贪欢Modern Romance10k WordsCompleted After My Sister Was Paralyzed, I Became Her Replacement 59Reads—Score—Shelves
14 The Substitute 替身 Stealing a Moment of Pleasure半晌贪欢8k WordsCompleted Substitute 803Reads—Score—Shelves
15 A Blossom, A Cup of Wine, An Immortal Life 一花一酒一仙人，亦眠亦醉亦长生 Eat a Billion Less少吃亿点Eastern Fantasy1.0M WordsCompleted [This book is also known as The Nine Tales of Peach Blossom Spring] [The print edition of The Nine Tales of Peach Blossom Spring goes on sale at 7 p.m. on November 15!] [Immortality + taking disciples + no female lead + lighthearted comedy, no tearjerkers] When your master serves food, you spin the table; when your master chants a spell, you chatter away. When your master rests, you sing; when your master sleeps in, you bang on a pot. Your master is immortal, but your life is short; your master 228.6kReads9.5Score25.8kShelves
16 Genshin Impact: Nine Lifetimes of Endless Erosion 原神：九世轮回，我经历无数磨损 Old-Age Rice Scoop老年饭勺Anime Fanfiction628k WordsCompleted After transmigrating to Teyvat, Xiuyuan learns that the System requires him to experience nine lifetimes of reincarnation. In his first life, he becomes Hu Tao's grandfather. He teaches her manners, responsibility, and how to write limericks. “Once Grandpa is gone... remember to eat well... and sleep in your coffin less... Coffins are cold, and you'll catch a chill...” “Be good... Xiao Tao, smile more. When you smile... you really are beautiful...” In his second life, he awakens the se 10.3kReads9.7Score1.5kShelves
17 Genshin Impact: Poor Little Ningguang, Invested By Me 原神：凝光还是小可怜，被我投资 Huaihuaihuai Nian怀怀怀念Anime Fanfiction1.0M WordsCompleted Fang Xun accidentally transmigrated to Teyvat and discovered that the timeline was twenty years earlier. At this time, Little Ningguang was still a poor barefoot girl selling goods everywhere. Little Qiqi was sealed inside amber, lonely and longing for friends. Little Beidou wandered from place to place, enduring scorn and being treated as an ill omen. And there were little Shenhe, little Ayaka, little Keqing, little Sara... Fang Xun met the little ones and began a heartwarming story. From then 4.6kReads9.6Score516Shelves
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Don't look at the low score of the second one. Damn it, I haven't been crazy about it yet. It's really awesome. These three books are considered the best on Tomato. If you feel uncomfortable with the third book, read the fourth one.
18 The Husky and His White Cat Shizun 二哈和他的白猫师尊 Meat Bun Won't Eat Meat肉包不吃肉Two Male Leads1.4M WordsCompleted [The audiobook adaptation of the same name, starring Gu Jiangshan and Sanshi, is complete. Tune in and give it a listen!] Mo Ran thought becoming Chu Wanning's disciple had been a mistake. His master was far too much like a cat, while he was like a silly dog wagging its tail and fawning over him. Dogs and cats can't reproduce together, and the silly dog hadn't wanted to reach out his fluffy paws toward that cat in the first place. He'd always thought dogs should be with dogs, like his senior bro 108.1kReads9.7Score21.7kShelves
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Doesn't anyone understand Erha? [Crying] Although it's he, it's really sad. I can't even count how many sad points there are in the article. I won't be able to get out of it for a few days. It's so sad! [Cry]
19 Who Can I Tell My Grudge To? 恨谁诉？ Youthful Years, Thinking of the Brocade Zither华年思锦瑟Two Male Leads122k WordsCompleted Each chapter is a standalone tragic love story with an open ending, so use your imagination. Some stories are set in ancient times and others in the modern day, but they're all tragic. If that's not your thing, feel free to skip them. 672Reads8.7Score141Shelves
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Knife, special knife
20 Ten Days to the End 十日终焉 Pest Control Team Member杀虫队队员Mystery3.2M WordsCompleted 2024 Tomato Novel Annual Peak Rankings TOP 1 | 2024 China Online Literature Influence List | 2024 China Good Novel Award | Over 2 million copies sold (No harem, no formulaic tropes, no invincibility, no System, no mindless antics, no wish fulfillment. Read with caution if these bother you.) Just when I thought it was an ordinary day, I discovered I had been captured and taken to the End. Just when I thought I could escape by continually taking part in death games, people began awakening supernat 1.7MReads9.9Score228kShelves
21 Save Me, Not the Drunkard 渡我不渡醉 Bamboo Song Pear竹音梨Modern Romance283k WordsCompleted [A guarded, wounded hero × a gentle, steadfast heroine who saves him | Mutual devotion · Rekindled Romance] “Everyone who gets close to me comes to a bad end. You should leave.” “It's not your fault, Jiang Zui. You haven't done anything wrong.” Kneeling in the light, she led him out of the shadows and told him he wasn't a curse. He deserved to be loved. This was a silent standoff, and a gentle salvation. Jiang Zui thought his life would never see the light until he met Su Yuhe at seventeen. Afra 4kReads—Score256Shelves
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With a broken character who forbears deep affection, Jiang Zui, with his gentleness and solitary courage, can become the god of all romance male protagonists! This book is very good, the characters are very delicately drawn
22 Whose Simp of a Male Supporting Character Gets Held and Kissed by the Male Lead? 谁家舔狗男配被男主抱在怀里亲啊 Dreaming of Night Plays夜戏梦Two Male Leads377k WordsCompleted [Irresistible bottom, bittersweet romance, angst first and sweetness later, livestream variety show, a chaotic love polygon, two male leads, both virgins, happy ending] Wen Yanyu, a universally hated supporting character who hounded the male lead relentlessly and dragged himself into a storm of public outrage, suddenly awakens to his own consciousness. The System binds him and sends him off on missions. After countless cycles of torment leave him exhausted in body and mind, Wen Yanyu returns wit 68kReads9.5Score8.9kShelves
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Let's take a look at these two. The first one feels sorry for Rabbit. Rabbit is the animal that can endure the most pain. The second one feels sorry for Cat Man. Cat Man never gets to eat the cake he misses until his death.
23 Tomb Raiding: The Walnut Seller 盗墓：那个卖核桃的 Xue Yin薛喑Two Male Leads174k WordsCompleted [Dual Male Leads] + [Angst] + [Severe Protagonist Suffering, Not for the Faint of Heart] 2026 editor’s note: Please read the author’s statement in the book’s discussion section. Thank you, everyone. The protagonist is completely love-struck, extremely so, and there will be no switching love interests. If you can’t accept that, feel free to leave using the top-right corner. Li Cu × Qian Heng After spending seven or eight years out in the dirt, Qian Heng had thoroughly wrecked his health. With now 3kReads9.3Score572Shelves
24 I Completely Succumbed to the Gentle CEO's Advances 温柔女总裁攻势下，我彻底沦陷 Reclining in the North高卧北Urban172k WordsCompleted Lin Mushi is a wealthy heiress, the very picture of beauty and privilege. Unfortunately, she is still single at twenty-five and dreams of finding a romantic love of her own. While moving, she finds a notebook and meets Zhaosheng, a kind and upright firefighter. While preparing an animated film, she also meets Yu Chenghua, a handsome, aloof artist. The two men have completely different personalities and give her two entirely different experiences. The thrill of dating them both is beyond most peo 11.4kReads9.4Score1.3kShelves
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Come and fight yourself
25 Life with the Goddess: I Feel Like I've Seen You Somewhere Before 女神同居往事，我好像在哪见过你 Reclining in the North高卧北Urban126k WordsCompleted Li Huangxuan was a recent college graduate, stuck in a miserable nine-to-five job and always broke. Like every young person just starting out, he felt lost and uncertain about the future. He longed for a love that would leave a lasting mark. He had a crush on his coworker, Xu Wanqing, but was too timid to approach her. Then one day, his roommate moved out, and a goddess named Lin Ximeng moved in next door, turning his life upside down. A month of living together gradually drew the two of them cl 49.3kReads9.7Score4.6kShelves
26 Spring Returns to the Branches of a Sick Tree 病树枝头又逢春 Sweet Melon甜甜的瓜Ancient Romance476k WordsCompleted [Print edition now available] Sang Nian accidentally climbs into the world of cultivation and becomes the vicious supporting female character who meets a tragic end in the book. System: Your mission is to marry the male supporting character, Xie Chenzhou, abuse him, humiliate him, and then get killed by him. Sang Nian: OK (brandishes little whip) (hits herself) (collapses with a thud) System: (silence) (stares at the sky) System: Mission changed. Win him over, or go mine coal. Sang Nian: (smiles 242.9kReads9.5Score36.5kShelves
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The first book was really cruel, my eyes were swollen after reading it, but luckily the ending was good; the second book really made me feel sorry for Zaozao, because her father didn't care for her, and her mother didn't love her (even though they had no choice), and she felt like she was the only one left in the dark; in the third book, the heroine wanted to avenge her friends, and she didn't hesitate to risk her own life to win the favor of several other male protagonists (these male protagonists I mentioned are all bullies), and then take revenge harshly, and The heroine's father and mother are not good people; there is no need to say more about the fourth book; the fifth book is probably about the real daughter being abducted, and when she was found, she found that no one loved her anymore (and during the abduction process, she was also subjected to cruel and inhumane experiments, which left a shadow). Later, the heroine died, and her family members found out that they had misunderstood her after reading her memories, but it was too late... (This is my first book review, and it is not very good, don't mind)
27 Everyone in My Family Is the Main Character, and I'm the Only Real Cannon Fodder! 全家都是主角，唯有我是真炮灰！ Heartbroken Puppy心碎puppyModern Romance1.9M WordsOngoing Only after dying did Lu Zaozao discover that this world was one enormous, melodramatic crossover novel! Her father, Lu Aotian, is the male lead of some web-fiction site. His golden finger is maxed out in every possible way. To put it simply, after a few little setbacks and bumps in the road, he breezes to the top of the world, becomes Asia’s richest man, and takes control of countless economic lifelines. Her mother, Shen Xingyao, is the melodramatic romance heroine of Tomato. Countless people 2kReads7.3Score193Shelves
28 Infinite Burning Madness 无限灼心疯 Tangerine Sand桔沙7k WordsCompleted Infinite Burning Heart Madness 19Reads—Score—Shelves
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I thought that being separated from my loved ones in this life would not be such a heartache. I saw that I could predict the death of most people in my family and have the ability to make them live happily. However, my mother could not let me use this skill. I couldn't even cry out of tears. By the time I could cry out, I was already extremely sad and tired.
29 Poison Hidden in the Gardenia 栀子藏毒 Summer Cicada Song夏日鸣婵Modern Romance289k WordsCompleted [A cast of madmen, none of them kindhearted · heroine’s revenge · melodrama · plenty of love-triangle clashes] Ning Zhi was the goddess of Saint St. Academy: kind and delicate, with breathtaking beauty. Every smile and frown seemed to come with a soft-focus glow. The academy’s three most sought-after guys all fought over her, each falling at her feet: Jiang Yuan, the fierce, arrogant school bully who used to avoid girls and had a violent temper, clutched her hand tight. “Xiao Zhi, I was wrong. C 4.4kReads9.2Score474Shelves
30 Memory Judgment: She Doesn't Want You Anymore 记忆审判：她不要你们了 Xing Yan66星衍66Modern Romance693k WordsCompleted [Everyone's redemption arc + lightning-fast face-slapping + no forgiveness + satisfying angst] After an attempted murder, Jiang Liuying goes viral across every major platform. In the end, everyone votes her onto the national list of the most evil people of the 22nd century. Rumor has it that when she was four, she abandoned her eldest brother, ran off, and left him in a kidnapper's car. After returning to the Jiang family, she framed the adoptive parents who had raised her for ten years and show 4.7kReads8.7Score778Shelves
31 Faithful Hound 忠犬 Qing Shisi卿十四Two Male Leads45k WordsCompleted Zhou Qi says he’ll be Qi Tingyao’s dog for the rest of his life, but he can’t bear to stop there. Through countless sleepless nights, he tears at his own soul and cries out with longing. The feelings he has buried deep in his heart for over a decade finally burst forth. Just how much does he love Qi Tingyao? Perhaps it’s shown in the way he finally finds the strength to let go as he lies dying. 3.4kReads8.6Score388Shelves
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They say a puppy is a liar, but a puppy never lies... — He will go to hell after death, but Qi Tingyao is different. He will go to heaven, and they will never meet again. — "Zhou Qi, you have been with Mr. Qi for fourteen years. You should know where his bottom line is. It was you who destroyed yourself with your own hands." Zhou Qi cried with a smile. The large areas in front of his eyes turned black, and he let out several weird and hoarse laughs from his throat. "I destroyed it with my own hands... I destroyed it with my own hands..." —— —— —— —— "It's better to die..." —— —— —— —— "Damn it, aren't you the dog that Qi Tingyao has raised for more than ten years? He didn't want you when he said he didn't want you!!?" Zhou Qi lay on the ground and sneered, "A dog is a dog, and dogs will be thrown away casually." —— —— —— —— Xu Zhengkun's preliminary trial was directly a death sentence. Xu Zhengkun didn't know Zhou Qi's situation and said that Zhou Qi was not in good health now, so don't tell him and wait until he gets better. Zhou Qi said that Kunzi will be released in a few years, so don't tell him that he is dying, lest he blame himself in prison these few years. The two brothers miss each other, and the one responsible for hiding it is the one who suffers the most. —— —— —— —— (Dream) Qi Tingyao was signing documents in the study. The young man behind him probably came here to ask for money to go out and run around. Qi Tingyao did not look back and directly gave up Zhou Qi's idea. "You're not allowed to go." Zhou Qi was not annoyed after hearing this. He laughed a few times. It seemed that he didn't want to listen to the boss and said, "Boss, I have to leave." "Where to go?" Qi Tingyao asked. The person behind him didn't answer him. Qi Tingyao turned his head, and there was a person standing behind him. The thirteen-year-old boy disappeared, replaced by Zhou Qi's adult appearance. The young man grew into a mature man, his eyebrows became more heroic and sharp, and less innocent and pure. There was a touch of sadness in his eyes, as if he had a lot to say. "Where to go?" Qi Tingyao asked again. Zhou Qi still didn't say a word, but his eyes became increasingly sad, dark and tender, with a sense of discomfort, and everything around him seemed to be fading. Qi Tingyao was uncharacteristically silent, and Zhou Qi remained silent. He continued to ask where he was going, but he never got an answer. It wasn't until Zhou Qi's body was getting further and further away, as if something was sucking him away, that Zhou Qi said softly, "It's too far... I won't tell you... - - - - - - " He has been following Qi Tingyao's eyes all his life. Now the person in front of him is finally willing to stop and look at him, but he has run out of energy and has no ability to continue. "Boss, are you pitying me?" Zhou Qi asked slowly and softly with bloodless lips, "You don't have to pity me. I did something wrong myself, and I will bear the consequences. The reason why I have reached this point is all my own fault. Don't pity me. In that case... I will feel guilty even if I die..." In just a few words, he paused three times. — He has already failed his mother, so he can no longer fail Zhou Qi. — Even though Qi Tingyao was so powerful that he could take charge of two cities, even if he hired countless medical teams and used countless connections, he could not save the life of the twenty-four-year-old. — He was not walking fast, and Zhou Qi followed slowly. He secretly stretched out a hand and stopped a few centimeters away from Qi Tingyao's hand hanging on his leg. He held it weakly. When the street lamp shone down, the shadow on the wall gave the illusion of two people holding hands. Zhou Qi looked at the shadow on the wall and secretly smiled. Suddenly his palms felt warm. Zhou Qi raised his head in shock and found that Qi Tingyao did not look back at him, but his hand was firmly held. The heart that had begun to decline seemed to have been injected with vitality. Zhou Qi felt his heartbeat began to accelerate, and his vision became a little blurry. —— —— —— —— Happy New Year means he is saying I love you, Happy Lantern Festival means he is saying I miss you... He will die sooner or later, but Qi Tingyao's life is at its peak. His future is still long, and he will meet more people of all kinds. In the long road of life, Qi Tingyao cannot walk alone. He will meet the person who likes him and can spend the rest of his life with him. Zhou Qi doesn't want to leave any mark. He is a contented person. Qi Tingyao is willing to let his feelings be responded to before he dies. His life has been fulfilled. "I don't want my love to be a burden to you." He said. — Zhou Qi was unwilling. Sleeping with a dying person every day would bring bad luck. Zhou Qi's resistance was seen through by Qi Tingyao. The man just looked into his eyes quietly. What Zhou Qi fears most is Qi Tingyao's silence, and he is ultimately defeated by Qi Tingyao's eyes. The two sleep on the same bed, and Zhou Qi's cold, temperatureless hands will be held by Qi Tingyao. Even if it has no effect, it is better than nothing. Several times Zhou Qi wakes up in the middle of the night and finds Qi Tingyao's fingers under his nose, feeling the faint breath. The pupils that were always dull were eventually filled with a sad emotion, as if helpless and tired. —— —— —— —— "When you feel better, I will take you to see the sea." —— —— —— —— After another cardiac arrest, Zhou Qi woke up from a heavy sense of exhaustion. Every joint in his body was screaming in pain. He basically lost the ability to move. Breathing began to become more and more laborious, and his eyes began to be filled with large swaths of black. He knew that he did not have much time left. It was also at this time, when Qi Tingyao leaned down to wipe his face personally, Zhou Qi suddenly saw a few silver hairs beside his ears. Zhou Qi suddenly felt very uncomfortable, more uncomfortable than any cardiac arrest or failure. His nose was sore and he could barely hold back the tears in his eyes. The man who had never cried in the first place burst into tears this time and wet the pillow. Qi Tingyao thought he was uncomfortable and wanted to call a doctor but was pulled by the corner of his clothes. He could only use tissues to wipe Zhou Qi's tears in vain. He asked Qi Tingyao, "Do you love me?" Qi Tingyao stopped wiping his tears and looked at him steadily, with deep eyes filled with unspeakable emotions. Zhou Qi didn't want him to answer his question. Qi Tingyao had a cold nature and didn't have a strong sense of emotion. The word "love" was too unfamiliar to him. It was impossible to force him to say it. It was a bit reluctant to even force him to experience it, but Zhou Qi still felt uncomfortable. His pale fingertips touched Qi Tingyao's temples, thinking to himself, if you didn't love me, why would you be like this? He is only thirty years old... Why does he have white hair... That day, Zhou Qi looked at Qi Tingyao's hair and was lost in thought for a long time... - - - - - "Qi Tingyao, I don't love you anymore, please don't cry." The halo of light fell on the side of the man's face, reflecting the crystal light in his eyes. Qi Tingyao turned to look at him, and a tear suddenly fell down. Zhou Qi's heart ached, and he wiped the tears from Qi Tingyao's eyes with trembling hands. His lips trembled and he could no longer say a word. "I don't want you to die." Qi Tingyao's voice became hoarse. Zhou Qi's tears finally burst. He held Qi Tingyao's face and cried silently. He heard Qi Tingyao say, "Can you stay with me again?" Zhou Qi began to break down and leaned his head on Qi Tingyao's chest and cried bitterly. Why didn't he want to stay with him forever. I gave him everything I could and was willing to give it up, except to let Qi Tingyao know that at this moment, his heart felt like a knife. — Falling in love with Qi Tingyao is something he has never regretted. Even if he had to do it over a thousand times, he would still choose the same path, regardless of the consequences, even if his head was bruised and bloody. — Zhou Qi whispered, "Your hair is white..." "Yeah." Qi Tingyao's face was as dark as water. He stared at Zhou Qi's face in trance, "Find time to dye it." "Remember to dye it, otherwise you won't be handsome." "Yeah." Zhou Qi's eyes became cloudy, but he still stared at Qi Tingyao, as if he wanted to carve his appearance into his bones and never forget it in the next life. "This time, I really have to leave..." Zhou Qi said softly. "Where to go?" Qi Tingyao asked. "A very far away place." Zhou Qi replied. "Is it okay if I don't go..." Zhou Qi shook his head, his smile mixed with bitterness and helplessness. He traced the outline of the man's face with his fingertips and suddenly spoke. "Boss, I want to go see the sea." Qi Tingyao was silent for a long time, and then said hello. They couldn't catch the sunrise, so they drove there near sunset. Lin Ziyi wiped his tears while stepping on the accelerator. Zhou Qi was in Qi Tingyao's arms. During this period, he had to close his eyes several times, only to be awakened by Qi Tingyao again. Zhou Qi was in a daze, hearing a voice in his ear saying that he wanted to take him to watch the sunset. Yes, he wanted to watch the sunset with Qi Tingyao... The car stopped at the beach. The sun had begun to set and would soon reach the horizon. The afterglow of the setting sun had turned the sea surface into golden color, which was extremely beautiful. Qi Tingyao carried Zhou Qi to the bench and sat down. The salty sea breeze blew over, and Zhou Qi was suddenly awakened to some consciousness. He opened his eyes and looked at Qi Tingyao beside him, then turned to look at Lin Ziyi who was crying not far away, and suddenly woke up. His face was extremely pale, consuming the last of his life force, but his eyes became clearer. He looked at the scene in front of him and asked the man beside him softly. "Boss, is Kunzi still alive?" "Alive." Qi Tingyao said, he told the truth this time, "Originally it was the death penalty, but now it is a reprieve. I will find a way." Zhou Qi nodded, there was hope for a reprieve, which was better than no hope at all. A few seagulls flew by not far away. Zhou Qi rested his head on Qi Tingyao's shoulder. The man's warm hands stroked his cheek from time to time, making him a little drowsy. "Qi Tingyao." Zhou Qi called his name. "Yeah." "I'll... Love you again in my next life." "But you have to promise me that after I die, you must find someone who loves you, and you love me too. You can't be alone, you have to have someone to accompany you." "Boss, can you accept me as soon as possible in your next life?" Qi Tingyao's eyes were shining, and he agreed in a low voice. Zhou Qi heard the answer and smiled weakly. His eyelids were getting heavier. He slowly raised his head, sat upright from Qi Tingyao's side, pointed at a pink shell on the beach a few steps away and said. "Boss, I want that." Qi Tingyao stood up and went to pick it up for him. When he turned back, Zhou Qi was sitting quietly on the chair, his head hanging slightly and his eyes closed. Qi Tingyao called his name softly twice, but there was no response. He put the shell into Zhou Qi's hand. His weak fingers could not hold the shell, and the thin piece fell between his fingers and fell on the beach without anyone to pick it up. Qi Tingyao held the person in his arms, still with warm body temperature. Not far away, Lin Ziyi knelt on the ground, holding his head and crying. The sun fell to the horizon, and the afterglow of the setting sun shone on Zhou Qi's peaceful face. Qi Tingyao caressed Zhou Qi's cheek, his low voice mixed with imperceptible choking. "I didn't have time to tell you." "I love you, Zhou Qi." —— —— —— —— (Extra) (Do you think this is sweet? No! This is the deputy CP's knife!) "I'm getting married..." Xu Zhengkun's hand holding the chopsticks stopped for a moment without looking up. Li Minghui could only see his hair spinning, and Xu Zhengkun moved the chopsticks again to eat the dumplings. "I can't stand it anymore... Don't blame me..." Li Minghui's tone was very low, her voice was relatively steady, but tears quietly slipped from the corners of her eyes and dripped on her white skirt, "Ten years... I can't wait anymore..." There was silence in the room, and the silent emotions spread and cracked the lines. On the other side, the person who had been silent from beginning to end finally raised his head, and his face was already filled with tears. Xu Zhengkun didn't look at her. The sourness in his eyes made him blink. Tears fell silently from his red eyes and hit the table. He quickly put the dumplings into his mouth and swallowed them wholeheartedly, so fast that Li Minghui panicked. He finally choked on the food while swallowing wildly. He lowered his head in embarrassment and coughed with hollowness in his lungs. The crumbs of food coughed out, and tears fell down together. Minghui finally broke down from all her emotions at the moment Xu Zhengkun choked. She cried and ran to Xu Zhengkun's side, lying on his body and patting his back. Without stopping the contact between the two, the sound of slapping mixed with the coughing caused a heartbreaking pain. Xu Zhengkun's vision had long been blurred. The girl's face was full of tears. She knelt beside his legs without any strength, hugging his waist and crying hysterically. "I can't stand it anymore, Akun... My dad is about to die, what should I do!! Ten years! Ten years!! Tell me how I should wait! How should I wait for you!!" Everyone has thought about beautiful and romantic love, and everyone wants to be loyal until death, but reality is cruel, and time is even more ruthless. He couldn't make a promise to her, let alone ruin her life. There were some things where the loss should be stopped in time. The quiet room was filled with Li Minghui's collapsed cries. Xu Zhengkun sat there steadily. Thirty-nine-year-old Xu Zhengkun's eyes were already tainted with turbid vicissitudes of life. His lips trembled, and he opened and closed them countless times. Finally, he sighed and spoke softly in a hoarse tone. "Let's go... Don't come here again..." —— —— —— Time is the most unbearable thing. At night, Xu Zhengkun sat on the bed, looking at the moon outside through the iron window, and slowly recalled what happened in the past ten years. Zhou Qi left, and he didn't know until two months after that brat left. Over the years, he has always wondered if if he had taken a look at him earlier, there would be hope of keeping him. Xu Zhengkun has been living in self-blame for so many years. He always feels that he is indebted to Minghui and Zhou Qi. If he hadn't acted impulsively in the warehouse and didn't listen to Qi Tingyao's words and killed someone directly in front of the police, maybe everything would have been different. There had been countless nights when the steel-like man could not stop crying. The man said it was gone and it was gone. First there was a dull pain in the heart, and as time went on, it became empty. He has met many brothers over the years, but he has never seen Zhou Qi again. Maybe that boy was afraid of blaming himself, so he refused to even enter his dream for so many years, leaving Xu Zhengkun thinking about him for nothing, and he didn't know if he would have a chance to see her in the next life. Lin Ziyi came here the year before last. He had been married a long time ago and his child was five years old. He chatted with Lin Ziyi for a while. (The only child of the four people in power and his cronies...) —— —— —— —— Xu Zhengkun later asked, is there anyone around Mr. Qi now? Lin Ziyi hesitated for a moment, shook his head, and answered the question, "The cat got sick two days ago." The cat got sick, and Qi Tingyao almost found pet doctors all over the city to treat it. When a cat gets old, it will not heal so quickly and will recover very slowly. Lin Ziyi remembered that this was the first time he saw such a clear emotion of anxiety in Qi Tingyao since Zhou Qi left. The forty-year-old man stood in front of the cage where the orange cat was being treated. He reached out and pinched one of the orange cat's paws, and asked in a low voice, "Why are you sick? Did you blow the air for too long yesterday?" , But there is still something different. I don't know when Qi Tingyao's eyes have slowly softened. They are no longer the cold and biting look when he was young. The indifference gradually faded away and became more dull. Later, a trace of peace gradually emerged. Sometimes it is difficult for people to imagine that this is a legendary figure who conquered four cities. Lao Mao survived the illness and stayed with Qi Tingyao for another year. After lunch, Qi Tingyao combed the old cat lying lazily in the sunroom. The old cat narrowed its eyes in contentment and purred from its throat. If it stopped making any sound, and the ups and downs of its belly breathing were so weak that it was almost invisible, Qi Tingyao would stop until the old cat opened its eyes to look at him before continuing. (You confirm again and again, just like you repeatedly confirmed Zhou Qi's breathing. You are afraid that the old cat's death will be as silent as Zhou Qi's. Qi Tingyao, you are afraid) - - - - - The colorful light reflects on the man's deep face, and inadvertently reflects on the few silver threads mixed in the hair. Qi Tingyao lowered his head and held a photo frame in his hand. What was framed in it was not a photo, but an ordinary piece of white paper that had begun to turn yellow. Qi Tingyao lowered his head and looked at the writing on it for a while, stroking the photo frame, as if he was looking at the young man through time and space. The young man's dark eyes were full of his own reflection. 'Happy New Year, boss. ' "Happy New Year, Zhou Qi."
32 A Mute Love in Wind and Snow 风雪哑恋 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Modern Romance11k WordsCompleted A Mute Love Amid Wind and Snow 246Reads—Score—Shelves
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These books are very tear-jerking.
33 By the Time He Kissed Me, I Was Already Cold 他吻我时，我已冰冷 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Ancient Romance9k WordsCompleted He kissed me when I was already cold. 235Reads—Score—Shelves
34 A Nation Ruined by the Author's Pen 笔下亡国 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Marriage & Romance10k WordsCompleted A Fallen Kingdom, Written Into Being 137Reads—Score—Shelves
35 My Domineering Girlfriend 我的霸道女友 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀6k WordsCompleted My Overbearing Girlfriend 48Reads—Score—Shelves
36 Old Stories of Qingxi 清溪旧事 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀7k WordsCompleted Old Stories of Qingxi 43Reads—Score—Shelves
37 The Yellow River's Mandarin Ducks 黄河鸳鸯 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀9k WordsCompleted The Yellow River’s Star-Crossed Lovers 14Reads—Score—Shelves
38 The Night Before His College Entrance Exam, My Heart Stopped 他高考前夜，我心脏停了 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀10k WordsCompleted The Night Before His College Entrance Exam, My Heart Stopped 2.1kReads—Score—Shelves
39 Bella of the Wolf Clan 狼族贝拉 Shangguan Xuan'er上官轩儿12k WordsCompleted Bella of the Wolf Clan 16Reads—Score—Shelves
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The bone blade cut through Bella's wrist, and blood dripped down, forming a dark red stream on the altar. Bella was shaking all over in pain, but she held back her screams. She could feel the blood being absorbed by the runes on the altar, and some ancient resonance vibrated beneath her feet. Just then, something incredible happened. The blue flames on the altar suddenly surged and soared into the sky! The totem tattoos on all the people of the wolf clan lit up at the same time, howling in pain. They covered their heads and fell to their knees, as if suppressed by invisible forces. 11
40 My Youthful Romance 我的青春爱恋 Sparse Shadows in the Apricot Grove杏坛疏影Modern Romance91k WordsOngoing Lin Wan had a secret talent: the poems she wrote reflected the truest colors of people’s hearts. Then, one autumn, Zheng Hao, wearing a dark green sweater, stood in the light and asked her if she liked Yu Qiuyu. For the first time, her pen trembled, and the colors on the page blurred into something out of place. She spent three years of her youth writing poems for him, gave him her first night beneath the moonlight in a white shirt, and even followed him into the neon-lit depths of the night. Bu 294Reads—Score—Shelves
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Super beautiful, super sad!
41 Broken Kisses! 碎吻！ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀16k WordsCompleted Broken Kiss! 23Reads—Score—Shelves
42 The Last Page: It Hurts So Much! 最后一页：我好疼！ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀9k WordsCompleted The Last Page: It Hurts So Much! 67Reads—Score—Shelves
43 After I Died, All That Came Out Was a Lifetime of Sobs! 我死后，说出来的是一生的呜咽！ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀9k WordsCompleted After I Died, All That Came Out Was a Lifetime of Sobs! 90Reads—Score—Shelves
44 Little Fox of Qingqiu: A Millennium of Cultivation, Reduced to Ash in a Day! 青丘小狐：千年修行，一朝成灰！ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀8k WordsCompleted The Little Fox of Qingqiu: A Thousand Years of Cultivation, Reduced to Ash in a Single Day! 137Reads—Score—Shelves
45 A Glimmer of Light in the Wasteland! 废土微光！ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀11k WordsCompleted A Glimmer in the Wasteland! 92Reads—Score—Shelves
46 By the Time He Returned, I Was Gone 他归来时，我已不在 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀7k WordsCompleted By the time he returned, I was already gone 19Reads—Score—Shelves
47 The Home We Never Spoke Of 未说出口的家 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀11k WordsCompleted The Home Left Unspoken 24Reads—Score—Shelves
48 Ten Years After My Death, He Dug Up My Body in a Mass Grave 我死后十年，他在乱葬岗挖我尸体 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Ancient Romance7k WordsCompleted Ten years after I died, he dug up my body from the mass grave 615Reads—Score—Shelves
49 Lotus Blossoms from White Bones! 白骨生莲！ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Ancient Romance9k WordsCompleted Lotus Blossoms from White Bones! 26Reads—Score—Shelves
50 Songs of the Listening Wind Tower 听风楼歌 Splashing Water from the Far Bank隔岸拍水Urban186k WordsOngoing Why does Xiangju run a business that only loses money and never makes a profit? She treats relationships just as carelessly, elbowing her way to the top of the airport’s Twelve Most Beautiful Women. She has Hong Zhi and Brother Gen fighting over her in a jealous brawl, and instead of being ashamed, she’s proud of it. After her eldest daughter gets into a prestigious university, she works hard and becomes independent. She tutors and models cars in her spare time, and accompanies her professor to 445Reads—Score—Shelves
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If life has deceived you, learn to be tolerant, learn to be lonely, calm down and read the sadistic novel "Ting Feng Lou Ge" to the end, learn to let go, and feel relieved.

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