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1. 801 无 The Affliction of Silence 无言之症 Li Huaisha李怀沙Two Male Leads287k WordsCompleted [Signed for print publication] His Love Is Deafening Dual rebirth + mutual salvation + realism + happy ending + extreme madness Antisocial, cold and aloof heartthrob vs. beautiful, quirky little troublemaker After being imprisoned for three months, Xu Mi was killed by Chen Huangnian over a single breakup. Only in his final moments did he realize that the boyfriend he had spent every day with had an antisocial personality. When he opened his eyes again, he was back ten years ago, at the time whe 12.6kReads9.5Score1.9kShelves
2. 802 萧 A Cool Breeze Rises 萧萧凉风生 A Common Fool凢夫俗子Two Female Leads20k WordsCompleted I love the wind! The wind is free, boundless, and unfettered. It can turn the leaves, lift a skirt, and travel the world. But I’m trapped in my own endless darkness, locked inside a prison of my own making. 5Reads—Score—Shelves
3. 803 一 In Uniform, Yet Unable to Save the One Beside Me 一身警服，难渡枕边人 Listening to the Wind, Finding Joy听风拾悦9k WordsCompleted A police uniform, but he can’t bring the woman beside him to justice. 33Reads—Score—Shelves

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   Knives are flying everywhere, extremely sadistic➕be, if you like sadistic stories, come here

4. 804 渡 I Saved Him, but No One Saved Me 渡他，无人渡我 Listening to the Wind, Finding Joy听风拾悦11k WordsCompleted I’ll save you, though no one will save me. 1.2kReads—Score—Shelves
5. 805 当 When the Uncanny Descends on the World, Death Is the End 当诡异降临世界，死亡即是终点 Qingyuan Vocational High School Prodigy庆元职高小天才Mystery2.4M WordsOngoing [Supernatural horrors descend + no System + fresh worldbuilding + survival + semi-infinite-flow + no do-gooder protagonist + not dark + supernatural abilities] In the best years of his life, amid the exuberance of youth, Su Yuan thought his days would remain peaceful and beautiful forever. Then a line of bloody text appeared on the blackboard during evening study. [In the silent night, a terrifying ghost appears outside your dorm room... How long will it take to kill you?] Everyone thought it wa 375.3kReads9.3Score37.2kShelves

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   My Xia Wu [crying][crying] Beginning: White clothes are better than snow, with extraordinary temperament. "You're here." Su Yuan was shocked and his face became serious: "Yes, I'm here." The man in white sighed and said slowly: "You shouldn't have come!" Ha? Didn't you ask me to come... The corners of Su Yuan's eyes twitched slightly, but he didn't ask, but said in a deep voice, "But I'm already here." "Huh?" The man in white was a little surprised, and there was a hint of joy in his tone: "What are you here for?" "I'm here to kill!" "Kill who?" "Kill the person who deserves to be killed!" "Who should be killed?" The tone of the man in white was suddenly cold. "You should be killed..." Su Yuan said helplessly. Ending: Standing like an insurmountable mountain. His body was indistinguishable from a human form, more like a skeleton covered in human skin. The Taoist robe on his body had already been stained red with blood, and a handful of ferocious bone spurs penetrated from his back. Behind him, he responded softly. "You... You shouldn't have come..." "But I'm already here." "What... Are you here for...?" Xia Wu's voice gradually became weaker. "I'm here to kill people." "..." Xia Wu said nothing more. You should ask me when you come down: Who are you killing? "Su Yuan reminded him calmly. "..." "You said you wouldn't die. " Su Yuan said.

6. 806 离 The Sun Will Shine When I Leave You 离开你，天才会晴 Listening to the Wind, Finding Joy听风拾悦11k WordsCompleted Once I leave you, the skies will clear. 367Reads—Score—Shelves
7. 807 阿 Tired 阿倦 Wind Above the Clouds云上有风Two Male Leads261k WordsCompleted The CP flag flies high: Cheng Huaizuo and Yun Wujuan A nonchalant, refined scum seme x a squeaky-clean beauty uke with superb marksmanship A clash between a domineering gentleman and a conflicted, insecure man. Strong x strong + two male leads + secret identities + love and hate + madmen The following blurb: P1: Smoke fills the sky, artillery fire rages, and gunshots ring out nonstop in the distance. He carries his precious one out of the ruins, then looks down at him tenderly, his voice full of 5.6kReads8.9Score1.4kShelves

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   Highly recommend this book, the back part is really special [I almost cried]

8. 808 圣 The Reborn Holy Sword Wielder 圣剑重生者 Tian Shen Lei天神蕾Eastern Fantasy4.3M WordsCompleted [Otherworld + Sweet and Heartbreaking + Reborn + Coming-of-Age Adventure + Slow-Burn Wish Fulfillment] Xiao Lei is the Sword Saint of the royal capital and a devoted believer in the Church of the Goddess Lei. During a war between the empire and the royal capital, he fought tens of thousands of troops alone for three days and nights before finally dying of exhaustion. But just as his soul was about to fade away, the holy sword in his hand sacrificed itself to let him take part in a trial to becom 3.4kReads9.4Score432Shelves

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   A small amount of novel was found among the overdose of knives. The protagonist participates in a trial and can be resurrected after death. Currently, almost every chapter ends with either the protagonist dying or his wife and children being separated. The people the protagonist knows, including the supporting characters, including the supporting characters' friends, and family members all end up dead/seriously injured. You must grit your teeth and read through the first 100 chapters. [Learned][Learned][Learned]

9. 809 烟 Misty Rain Tower 烟雨楼 A Night of Misty Rain一夕烟雨Eastern Fantasy9.4M WordsOngoing [The print edition is now available nationwide at all major retailers] "Traditional xuanhuan" "No harem" In the land of Jiuzhou stands a tower called the Misty Rain Tower. Its master, Li Qingzhi, is hailed as a peerless prodigy, holding life and death in his hands beneath the cover of night. Yet what the world doesn’t know is that someone else stands behind the Misty Rain Tower, its true founder. Using the guise of a spoiled young master as cover, he manipulates the winds and clouds and plots ac 878kReads9.6Score204.8kShelves

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   The author's writing style is very good and inspiring. In short, it only takes two to three hundred pictures to see more than a thousand. From now on, the name Li Ziye will be resounding in your mind.

10. 810 渡 Save Me, Not the Drunkard 渡我不渡醉 Bamboo Song Pear竹音梨Modern Romance283k WordsCompleted [A guarded, wounded hero × a gentle, steadfast heroine who saves him | Mutual devotion · Rekindled Romance] “Everyone who gets close to me comes to a bad end. You should leave.” “It's not your fault, Jiang Zui. You haven't done anything wrong.” Kneeling in the light, she led him out of the shadows and told him he wasn't a curse. He deserved to be loved. This was a silent standoff, and a gentle salvation. Jiang Zui thought his life would never see the light until he met Su Yuhe at seventeen. Afra 3kReads—Score193Shelves
11. 811 想 Help! This Unhinged Male Lead Wants to Possess Me! 想哭！这个疯批男主想占有我！ Top-Tier Star Sweet Tangerine顶流甜橘子Two Male Leads315k WordsCompleted Two male leads, also known as Transmigrating into a Villainous Male Supporting Role and Getting the Female Lead's Storyline [Two male leads + mind-reading + transmigrate into a book + intense push and pull + villainous transmigrated supporting character VS deceptively innocent male lead] He transmigrated into a book. It turns out you shouldn't insult an author while reading. He cursed the author once, and ended up transmigrating into the book as its most villainous male supporting character, the 335Reads9.5Score100Shelves

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    If you are afraid of knives, I will recommend some funny ones to you. You will know the funny ones just by looking at the names. The first and second books both have two male protagonists. Then the funniest part of the first book is Chapter 36~38, and the funniest part of the second one seems to be more than 50 chapters. Then it's best to start reading the third book from the first chapter, because if you don't read every picture, you may not understand what he is talking about. [To avoid lightning, the first two books have two male protagonists, and the last one has no cp]

12. 812 盗 Tomb Raiding: Evil Emperor Wu Xie, Guardian of the Nine Families 盗墓：邪帝吴邪，九门护道人 Sun, Moon, and You日月与卿灬Mystery162k WordsOngoing [No Female Lead] Warning: Fanfiction. Don’t scrutinize the details. Good news: Wu Xie was reborn. Bad news: He was reborn way too early. And so the story changed from “A Few Things You Should Know About My Grandpa and His Colleagues” to “After Being Reborn, I Became Sworn Brothers with My Best Friend’s Father.” Whoa, that’s one hell of a generation jump. Still, being reborn early might not be entirely bad. He founded the Liren Pavilion, blew up Kangbaluo, slaughtered the Zhang family’s strong 1.6kReads9.3Score205Shelves

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    Knife, eat it, I don't want to die

13. 813 将 A General Is No Boy 将军非少年 Jinhu瑾狐Ancient Romance706k WordsCompleted If “I love you” is good fortune, then for her, “You’re free” is salvation. “Si Youjin, you can protect these splendid rivers and mountains, you can protect these beautiful years, but can you protect yourself?” She sat atop the city wall and gave no answer… 4kReads9.3Score520Shelves

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    "You have to be excellent, you have to be the sharpest blade, you have to be the continuation of the glory of the general who protects the country, you have to protect your mother's secret, you have to defend the country, you have to..." "She hides behind the mask, counts the lonely souls in the world, and uses the fewest words and the most appropriate actions to tell the world that I am the salvation." "But what the world doesn't know is that behind the mask, she is as good as a god, but she is not a god. She turned into a god with a mortal body. The world has forgotten that she will be tired and cry..." "Whether she will cry too." "Si Youjin can only have one wish, but Jin Xuan can have many wishes." "Si Youjin's wish is - peace and prosperity for the country and the people." "Jinxuan's wish is that Youjin can break free from the shackles and live freely in this life." "At this moment, she overlaps with him" "Same, but different" "Si Youjin lives for the country, Jinxuan lives for herself" "It's so cruel, woo woo woo, I burst into tears" [crying] [crying] [crying] [crying]

14. 814 盗 Tomb Raiding: After I Transmigrated, Fourth Master Took Me In 盗墓：穿越后被四阿公捡回家了 Lemon Coconut柠檬椰子Mystery278k WordsCompleted Wu Xie can’t make it over the snow-capped mountain named Zhang Qiling, just as Li Cu can’t escape the desert named Wu Xie. Li Cu is someone who has lived a life of tragedy. His parents divorced when he was young. His mother remarried, and his father was a violent alcoholic. He once thought his whole life would be just like that. Then, at seventeen, he met Wu Xie. He thought Wu Xie was his salvation, never realizing he was only the one who dragged him into the abyss. The man who once led him out 6.2kReads9.1Score670Shelves
15. 815 原 Genshin Impact: Can the Abyss Have a Place in a World of Warm Lights? 原神：万家灯火也能属于深渊吗？ Nangong Flowers Have Fallen南宫花已落Anime Fanfiction462k WordsOngoing Sweetness + a little angst + the Abyss + the Archon War + travel (This work contains a lot of original worldbuilding, as well as passages where I try to fill in some gaps in HoYoverse’s lore. Please skip it if that’s not your thing.) Mo Guixun opens his eyes and discovers that he has transmigrated to Teyvat, and right into the Abyss! But after he makes his way out, he realizes that the Abyss within him doesn’t corrupt the things around him. And so begins a delightful journey. He meets Morax on t —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    The first book, everything is a fantasy, she will not come back. The second book, read it by yourself, the introduction is weak. The third book, I have not read it, I heard it is very sad. The fourth book, there are two endings, one good and one bad. In fact, the two endings are connected together. The fifth book is sweet first and then the knife. The sixth book, there are not many knives. The seventh book is a knife. The eighth book, too many knives are not good. Let you relax your mood.

16. 816 病 The Sickly Real Heiress Spat Blood, and the Whole Internet Burst into Tears 病弱真千金一吐血，全网都飙泪了 Martian Rabbit火星兔子Modern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted When the mysterious arts grandmaster Shi Miao opens her eyes, she has become the foil to a falsely adored fake heiress. The fake heiress uses her fragile appearance and her talent for bursting into tears at any moment to ruin Shi Miao’s reputation and bring about her death. Shi Miao decides to use the fake heiress’s own methods against her, leaving her nowhere to turn. She picks up a cultivation technique that consumes its practitioner’s life force: the more blood she spits up, the stronger she 6.2kReads9.0Score905Shelves

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    Go watch it kids 👋

17. 817 变 After Turning into a Cute Girl, I Was Cornered by the Scheming, Proud Female Protagonist 变萌妹后，被腹黑凤傲天女主堵门 The Dream Is Light梦很轻Two Female Leads547k WordsCompleted [Transformation + GL + 1v1 + Sweet Airhead and Phoenix Queen + A wife may suffer for a moment, but chasing her later will be hell] (Warning: The Phoenix Queen has yandere tendencies and deep-seated insecurity. Her behavior is quite extreme early on, so please consider whether you’re comfortable with that before reading.) My name is Ye Zhen. I transmigrated into a Mary Sue comic as the wicked supporting female lead, the foil who exists to get face-slapped… But I used to be a guy! Now I’m stuck in 19.7kReads9.5Score2.5kShelves
18. 818 癌 Writing Songs to Stay Alive with Cancer, My Superstar Ex-Wife Begs to Remarry 癌症写歌续命，天后前妻哭求复婚 Lucky Carp Xiao Wen Is Here锦鲤小文来Urban1.1M WordsOngoing Liu Ruyan and I were childhood sweethearts. We grew up together. After graduating from college, we moved in together. I wrote songs for her, and she sang them. Gradually, she became a Chinese pop diva, and I became a top-tier star composer. We were deeply in love, the perfect couple in the eyes of our friends, relatives, classmates, and online followers. But fate is hard to predict. I was diagnosed with terminal cancer, with only a year left to live. I chose to break up with her and wait for 368Reads7.6Score—Shelves
19. 819 离 After I Left Home, My Seven Goddess Sisters Begged Me to Come Back 离家后，七个女神姐姐求我回去 Philosopher Who Writes Web Novels写网文的哲学家Urban1.2M WordsCompleted Lin Ye was reborn. In his previous life, he was brought to the wealthy Lin family. He thought he'd arrived in paradise, but what awaited him was hell! At the Lin family home, they broke one of his legs, and his stepmother abused him at every turn. He was treated worse than a servant. The fake young master who had taken his place framed him, while his seven beautiful goddess-like older sisters were deceived by villains and left dead or crippled. The people he loved died one by one before his eyes 7.7kReads8.3Score914Shelves

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