Angst Stories Like Those on Douyin, Just the Most Heartbreaking Parts 虐文，有没有像抖音里的，只有最虐的部分

1. 1 渡 I Saved Him, but No One Saved Me 渡他，无人渡我 Listening to the Wind, Finding Joy听风拾悦11k WordsCompleted I’ll save you, though no one will save me. 1kReads—Score—Shelves

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   Extreme torture ➕be, suffocating torture, friends who like torture can watch it

2. 2 离 The Sun Will Shine When I Leave You 离开你，天才会晴 Listening to the Wind, Finding Joy听风拾悦11k WordsCompleted Once I leave you, the skies will clear. 376Reads—Score—Shelves
3. 3 余 Life Is Too Short to Wait for You to Finish Being Busy. 余生太短不够等你忙完。 Listening to the Wind, Finding Joy听风拾悦13k WordsCompleted The Rest of My Life Is Too Short to Wait for You to Finish Being Busy. 1Reads—Score—Shelves
4. 4 雪 Snow Falls on Chang’an, an Old Friend Looks Back 雪落长安，故人回眸 Listening to the Wind, Finding Joy听风拾悦15k WordsCompleted Snow Falls on Chang’an, an Old Friend Looks Back —Reads—Score—Shelves
5. 5 救 I Saved Him from a Fire, but He Mistook Someone Else for His Savior 救他火场重伤，他却错认恩人 Stealing a Moment of Pleasure半晌贪欢Modern Romance11k WordsCompleted I rescued him from a fire when he was badly injured, but he mistook someone else for his savior. 135Reads—Score—Shelves

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   There are no tweets on Douyin, I really want to cry

6. 6 心 I Gave You My Heart and My Life, Then I Left You 心给你，命给你，然后不要你了 Shi Yue Yue诗悦月6k WordsCompleted I Gave You My Heart and My Life, Then I Stopped Wanting You 77Reads—Score—Shelves

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   Two heroines, short stories, sad stories, especially sad, hard to calm down

7. 7 我 My Childhood Friend Is the King of Hell. 我的竹马是阎王. The Pen Name That Doesn’t Need Zhouzhou不用周周的笔名14k WordsCompleted My Childhood Friend Is the King of Hell. 131Reads—Score—Shelves

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   Is it considered cruel to laugh out loud?

8. 8 地 Exorcising Ghosts in the Underworld, Seeking Justice in Heaven 地府打鬼，天庭申冤 The Pen Name That Doesn’t Need Zhouzhou不用周周的笔名11k WordsCompleted Brawling with Ghosts in the Underworld, Seeking Justice in Heaven 23Reads—Score—Shelves
9. 9 真 The Real Heiress Is Reborn, and Her Brothers Have All Become Well-Behaved 真千金重生，哥哥们都变乖了 The Pen Name That Doesn’t Need Zhouzhou不用周周的笔名16k WordsCompleted The Real Heiress Is Reborn, and Her Brothers Have All Turned Well-Behaved 37Reads—Score—Shelves
10. 10 碎 Broken Pieces Mend Themselves: Finding Salvation in the Shadow of a Dysfunctional Family 碎者自拼：原生家庭阴影下的自渡 Zheng Zai Qian郑载虔Modern Romance737k WordsOngoing Being born is never a choice we get to make for ourselves. We cannot decide when or where we are born, or what kind of family we are born into. We cannot even decide whether to be born at all. The words Zheng Zaiqian heard most often from his mother were demands that he “go die”! Her most frequent judgment of him was that he “didn’t deserve to live in this world”! Her most frequent accusation was that “giving birth to you was the greatest sin of my life”! Why was he forced to face all this cruel 41Reads—Score—Shelves

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    It is recommended to read Chapter 12, Chapter 15, and Chapter 22 to see if it is cruel.

11. 11 没 No One Loves Him 没有人爱他 The Third Prince's Civilian Girlfriend三太子的圈外女友32k WordsCompleted No One Loves Him 320Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Return to his seventeen years old

12. 12 她 Her Youthful Years 她的豆蔻年华 The Third Prince's Civilian Girlfriend三太子的圈外女友14k WordsCompleted Her Sweet Sixteen 156Reads—Score—Shelves
13. 13 嘉 Jiadou's Little Red Flower 嘉朵小红花 The Third Prince's Civilian Girlfriend三太子的圈外女友29k WordsCompleted Jiadou's Little Red Flower 60Reads—Score—Shelves
14. 14 暮 Sorrow in the Evening Rain (A Farewell in the Evening Rain) 暮雨成殇（暮雨辞） Mu Qi Li暮柒漓6k WordsCompleted Evening Rain Brings Sorrow (Farewell to the Evening Rain) 8Reads—Score—Shelves

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    The torture is like a knife, the knife stabs people

15. 15 陆 Mr. Lu, Stop Pursuing Me. Miss Shen Already Has Someone in Her Heart 陆总别纠缠，沈小姐已有心上人 Su Wenrou苏温柔Modern Romance235k WordsCompleted [Angst + Wealthy Family + Campus + Second Male Lead Takes the Lead + Imprisonment] P.S. They do not get back together. The tags are wrong. Her parents died when she was young, and Lu Shensi took her in. After years of loving him, all she got in return were his coldness and disgust. One rainy night, he made a rare appearance in her room, holding her pink diary. He sneered, “You like me? You disgust me.” In the height of summer when she was eighteen, she tried to push him out of harm’s way and was 264Reads8.6Score—Shelves

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    Her parents died that year and she was adopted by Lu Shensi. Her years of admiration for him were only replaced by his cold eyes and disgust. One rainy night, he rarely appeared in her room, holding her pink diary and said sarcastically: "You like me? You really make me sick." In the midsummer of the year when she was 18, she was hit hard by a falling wall clock in order to push him away, but he picked up another woman and left in a hurry, without even looking at her. Finally, she gave up and asked him to leave him, but the man said sternly: "I raised you, and you just want to leave? You can give it a try!"

16. 16 蕊 Snow on the Stamen: The Emperor Keeps His Beauty Captive 蕊上雪：帝王锁娇 A Penguin Who Has to Write Every Day每天都要码字的企鹅Ancient Romance320k WordsCompleted [Coercive Possession + Later Revenge on the Scoundrels + Obsessive, Unhinged Hero + Groveling Chase + No Reconciliation + Second Male Lead Wins] Chu Huaiyu personally offered Lu Zhaoxue to the Crown Prince, using her as bait to frame Chu Siheng. After ascending the throne, Chu Huaiyu imprisoned Lu Zhaoxue deep in the palace, using his favor as a pair of shackles. Night after night, they were entangled in the palace. Biting her earlobe, Chu Huaiyu whispered, “Zhaoxue, do you hate me? Hate me if y 8kReads8.1Score368Shelves

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    This book is super nice

17. 17 对 I'm Sorry! Thank You 对不起！谢谢你 He Liu詥珋Urban333k WordsCompleted She slowly lay on her side on the marble bench. She took off the scarf around her neck and covered one eye with it, then curled up slightly, still lying on her side, with her legs pressed tightly together. Through a narrow gap in the scarf, she gazed at the sky, her eyes hollow, as if all life had left them. A cold wind swept past, ruffling her hair. People passing by occasionally glanced at her, but she didn't react. Then a piercing beam of light fell on her eyes. She raised a hand slightly to 2Reads—Score—Shelves

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    She slowly lay on her side on the marble bench. She took off the scarf around her neck and covered one of her eyes, then continued to curl up slightly on her side, with her legs tightly together. Her eyes looked at the sky through the gap in the scarf, but her eyes were as empty as lifeless. A gust of cold wind blew towards her, messing up her hair, and occasionally the people passing by looked at her, but she didn't react at all. Then a dazzling light hit her eyes. She raised her hands slightly to cover her eyes to block the dazzling light... And also block the pain of longing for Fang Rui in her heart...

18. 18 原 So You Live in My Heart 原来你住在我心里 He Liu詥珋Modern Romance9k WordsCompleted So You’ve Been Living in My Heart All Along 1Reads—Score—Shelves
19. 19 在 I’ll Keep Loving You in Another World 在另一个世界继续爱你 Love Beneath the Cold Moon冷月之恋Modern Romance6k WordsCompleted I'll keep loving you in another world 4Reads—Score—Shelves

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    It's such a sad plot, I'm going to cry to death

20. 20 与 The Most Beautiful Moment Was When I First Met You 与君初见时最美 Love Beneath the Cold Moon冷月之恋Modern Romance8k WordsCompleted The most beautiful moment was when I first met you. 8Reads—Score—Shelves
21. 21 回 Memories Flow Like a River 回忆逆流成河 Love Beneath the Cold Moon冷月之恋Modern Romance14k WordsCompleted Memories flow backward like a river. 12Reads—Score—Shelves
22. 22 强 After Forcing Her to Be His, the Mad Emperor Became a Substitute 强取豪夺后，疯批帝王成了替身 Riding the Moon on a Long Wind长风揽月Ancient Romance617k WordsOngoing [Yandere] + [Steals His Wife] + [Substitute] + [Coercion] + [Love Gu] + [Memory Alteration] + [Abuse of Power] A paranoid, self-effacing substitute emperor × a pure-hearted, resilient, clear-eyed noblewoman × her gentle, patient, deeply devoted adoptive brother, a physician Male lead has no sexual experience | Female lead does not In her first life, Shen Shu loved him deeply. He treated her as a pawn, and she died taking an arrow meant for him. In the end, he followed her in death. Reborn, Xia 101Reads—Score110Shelves

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    I don't know whether to torture or not

23. 23 蝶 Butterfly Shadows Return to Dust: Sold into Prostitution by My Mother-in-Law, My Ex-Husband Searched for Me for Ten Years 蝶影归尘：被婆母卖入风尘，前夫寻了我整整十年 Ni Ah Ni Ge Ni氼啊氼个氼55k WordsCompleted The Butterfly’s Shadow Returns to Dust: Sold into a Life of Vice by My Mother-in-Law, My Ex-Husband Searched for Me for Ten Years 197Reads—Score—Shelves

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    There were countless stories of abuse in the Republic of China, but this was the only one that I could not get out of. # Butterfly Shadow Return to Dust #Republic of China Sadomasochism #BEesthetics #DislocatedJetlag Text: After reading books for so many years, the fast-food style cool articles and industrial saccharine are really addictive, but the one that can really be engraved in the bones and make people toss and turn late at night has to be this book - "Butterfly Shadow Return to Dust". This is not a cliche about a domineering warlord falling in love with me or a sweet wife running away with the ball. This is a story about fate, miss, forbearance and extreme regret. At the beginning of the story, she is Lin Dieer, a young daughter from a scholarly family. She is petite, naive and willful. She meets Zhang Zhiming, a dark-skinned and honest-looking businessman while playing fish by the river. She despised him, hated him, and even threatened to die on their wedding night to prevent him from touching her. But what about that man? He was scolded, disliked, and left out, but he slept on the ground and watched over her for four whole months without ever crossing the line. Until that slap - her elder brother raised his hand to hit her. He was the first to rush forward and protect her behind him. He squatted down, brushed her red cheeks with his trembling fingertips, and asked her with red eyes: "Does it hurt?" At that moment, she was confused. It also messed up this life. It would be great if the story stopped here. But what "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust" is best at is crushing the sugar into glass slag with your own hands when you see hope. Her mother-in-law's plan, her evil brother's imprisonment, and the torrent of troubled times... She was sold into a brothel and trained as a Japanese spy. She changed from Lin Die'er to Qianye Xinzi. And he has been looking for her for ten years. The black hair turned into white hair, full of obsession. In the 31st year of the Republic of China, the streets of Shanghai. He was holding a polished cowhide bag in his hand. He rushed forward like crazy and grabbed her hand. His voice was hoarse and crying, and he shouted over and over again: "Die'er! It's you! My Die'er! I finally found you!" But she just slowly withdrew her hand and said word by word in standard Japanese mixed with blunt Mandarin: "Sir, you have recognized the wrong person. My name is Chiba Xinzi." ——This is probably the most heartbreaking reunion in the history of BE aesthetics. The most amazing thing about this book is that it not only writes about "love that cannot be obtained", it also writes about the dislocation of identity, time, and heart. When she slowly fell in love with him, he didn't know it yet; when he fell in love with her to the bone, she had no time to look back. What makes people more vulnerable are the knives hidden in the details - she was imprisoned by her evil brother, and she endured the humiliation and reborn her son, but could only watch helplessly as he accepted the thief as his father. He didn't know until his death that the boy he hugged once and praised "This child is so beautiful" was his own flesh and blood. And what about her? At the last moment of her life, she took a bullet for another man. When she was dying, the man held her in his arms and asked: "If there is a next life, how about we be an ordinary couple for the rest of our lives?" She used her last breath of strength to say one word: "Okay." But her eyes, until the end, were looking in the direction of Jiangnan. That was where she first met Zhang Zhiming. After reading the whole book, I felt very energetic. That night when I closed the book, my mind was filled with those lingering images: silver butterfly hairpins, light green skirts, men waiting to fall asleep on the stone table, women crying silently in the pavilion... The sentence "The romance in the world cannot wait to stay together forever, the butterfly disappears into the dust and smoke, and there is no return date", which truly runs through the lives of two people. If you also prefer the deep-seated affection and extreme regret, then this book "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust" is worth your time to calm down and read slowly and carefully. This book is enough to reach the peak of sadomasochism in the Republic of China. [Almost crying][crying]

24. 24 无 The Time Difference No One Entered 无人入局的时差 Xian Geng闲庚6k WordsCompleted The Time Difference No One Entered 26Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Good friendship is no worse than love

25. 25 被 Forced to Be Single 被迫单身 Xian Geng闲庚7k WordsCompleted Forced to Stay Single 6Reads—Score—Shelves
26. 26 再 Meeting Again 再次遇见 Xian Geng闲庚6k WordsCompleted Meeting Again 8Reads—Score—Shelves
27. 27 真 I Really Didn't See That Coming 真的是始料不及 Xian Geng闲庚6k WordsCompleted Truly Unexpected 21Reads—Score—Shelves
28. 28 陷 Trapped in the Abyss of Depression, My Husband Saved My Life 陷在抑郁深渊，老公救我一命 Chen Mengla陈梦拉10k WordsCompleted Trapped in the depths of depression, my husband saved my life 563Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Abuse article!! Crematorium

29. 29 那 Those Years! Losing My Mind! Chasing Her Through Hell! A Childhood That Went Wrong 那些年！精神失常！追妻火葬场！小时候过不好的经历 Chen Mengla陈梦拉6k WordsCompleted Those Years! Mental Breakdown! The Wife-Chasing Road to Ruin! A Troubled Childhood 192Reads—Score—Shelves
30. 30 追 Chasing Her Through Hell: A Marriage That Spoiled Its Sweetheart 追夫火葬场:养成系婚姻“宠坏了” Chen Mengla陈梦拉Marriage & Romance6k WordsCompleted The Wife-Chasing Road to Ruin: A “Spoiled” Grooming-Style Marriage 170Reads—Score—Shelves
31. 31 恶 Diary of a Villainess in the Making: Obsessive! Niche! Powerful Family! Childhood Sweethearts! 恶女养成日记:病娇！小众！高干！青梅竹马！ Chen Mengla陈梦拉Marriage & Romance6k WordsCompleted Diary of a Villainess in the Making: Obsessive Love! Niche! Powerful Family! Childhood Friends! 102Reads—Score—Shelves
32. 32 第 The He Family, Book One 《何家》第一部 Chen Mengla陈梦拉6k WordsCompleted The He Family, Part One 46Reads—Score—Shelves
33. 33 小 Married Life of a Little Lamb and a Big Bad Wolf 小绵羊与大灰狼的婚后生活 Chen Mengla陈梦拉Modern Romance58k WordsCompleted A sheepish woman with only a middle school education, and a big bad wolf with a high school education. They have a three-year-old son and two elderly parents at home. A story of everyday life, told in a simple, warm style, about married life. 23Reads—Score—Shelves
34. 34 追 Chasing Her Through Hell: A Portrait of a Married Woman's Growth 追妻火葬场:已婚女性的成长图鉴 Chen Mengla陈梦拉6k WordsCompleted The Wife-Chasing Road to Ruin: A Portrait of a Married Woman’s Growth 21Reads—Score—Shelves
35. 35 关 A Collection of Stories About A Nuo 关于阿诺的故事合集 Chen Mengla陈梦拉6k WordsCompleted A Collection of Stories About A Nuo 13Reads—Score—Shelves
36. 36 高 Powerful Family: A Letter to My First-Love Senior 高干:写给初恋学长的信 Chen Mengla陈梦拉6k WordsCompleted Powerful Family: A Letter to My First Love, Senior 21Reads—Score—Shelves
37. 37 从 From School Uniforms to Wedding Gowns: Mr. Gu, Stop Fighting 从校服到婚纱:顾总，别打了。 Chen Mengla陈梦拉6k WordsCompleted From School Uniforms to Wedding Dress: President Gu, Stop Hitting Me. 19Reads—Score—Shelves
38. 38 出 Rental-Apartment Romance: Sweet! Devoted! After Making It Big, I Spoil My Wife 出租屋文学:甜宠!双洁!创业成功之后我特别疼老婆 Chen Mengla陈梦拉6k WordsCompleted Rental Apartment Romance: Sweet and Fluffy! Both Pure! After Building a Successful Business, I Spoil My Wife Rotten 22Reads—Score—Shelves
39. 39 顾 After Gu Xingyao's Miscarriage and Suicide, Mr. He Regretted Everything 顾星遥流产自杀后，何总后悔了。 Chen Mengla陈梦拉6k WordsCompleted After Gu Xingyao miscarried and took her own life, President He regretted everything. 27Reads—Score—Shelves
40. 40 破 Mending a Broken Relationship: After Cheating and Lying to His Wife, Young Mr. Jiang Wept and Begged on His Knees 破镜重圆:出轨欺骗老婆后，小江总哭着下跪 Chen Mengla陈梦拉6k WordsCompleted Rekindled Love: After Cheating on and Deceiving His Wife, Young President Jiang Wept and Fell to His Knees 16Reads—Score—Shelves
41. 41 追 Chasing Her Through Hell: The Campus Heartthrob Pursues His Wife Through Tears 追妻火葬场，校草边哭唧唧边追老婆 Chen Mengla陈梦拉6k WordsCompleted The Ex-Wife Chase from Hell: The Campus Heartthrob Chases His Wife While Sobbing 24Reads—Score—Shelves

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