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351 The Widow and the Loyal Dog Uncle Unawakened StarmanAncient Romance704k WordsOngoing 358Reads8.9Score—Shelves
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I like it very much, watch it every day
352 Not for the Faint of Heart: Courier Vs. Ghost Sadako Fifty Old Immortals8k WordsCompleted 13Reads8.5Score—Shelves
353 After Being Plotted, the Tough Guy with a Black Face Pampers the Little Rose Chen Wanyi 11Modern Romance1.9M WordsCompleted 8.1kReads7.7Score625Shelves
354 The Amnesiac Military Commander Recovered, and the Slender Beauty Ran Away Overnight Sanfan Begging in SecretModern Romance359k WordsCompleted 9kReads8.4Score991Shelves
355 The Person in the Painting: the Shocking Beauty Wall Fifty Old ImmortalsMystery11k WordsCompleted 4Reads8.4Score—Shelves
356 I'm Waiting for You to Love Me at the End Mu QiqiModern Romance42k WordsCompleted 660Reads5.5Score102Shelves
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I have read too many sweet articles, and suddenly seeing this is really cruel! The tear point is so low [cry][cry][cry][cry]
357 Three Years Later, the CEO Goes Along with the Mistake The Proud CatModern Romance504k WordsCompleted 692Reads8.4Score112Shelves
358 Lord Fox Fairy, He Is Duplicity TangtangdepangpangModern Romance86k WordsCompleted 1Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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Xuan Mo, a thousand-year-old fox demon, broke into Yun Wanyi's life, destroyed her kettle, and saved her life. From despising the world to learning how to use chopsticks for her, from watching with cold eyes to protecting her with my life. When the fatal murderous intention came again, he stood in front of her covered in blood, and wiped away the tears on her cheek with a chuckle: "Little benefactor, this time... We are in peace." There was only a wooden hairpin engraved with a fox tail, telling the unfinished love in the world of mortals.
359 Mr. Mo, My Wife Said You Are Crazy. The Proud CatModern Romance804k WordsCompleted 251Reads8.3Score—Shelves
360 The Fake Daughter-In-Law Protects the Whole Family, She Wants to Take Everything Back Tree That Wants to Fly9k WordsCompleted —Reads8.6Score—Shelves
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Yes, True and False Daughter + Chasing Wife in the Crematorium, First Torture and Sweetness + Abuse Text. Second Book Chasing Wife in the Crematorium, Heart-torture + Refreshing Text + Overlord + Scumbag + Super Reversal
361 After Tormenting Me, the CEO Shamelessly Chases His Wife The Proud CatModern Romance633k WordsCompleted 412Reads8.3Score—Shelves
362 I Will Calculate the Fate of the Movie Queen One Spirit Alone Shines7k WordsCompleted 253Reads9.1Score—Shelves
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These can make your liver hurt from crying
363 Mr. Gu and His Whole Family Worked Together, and the Mascot Quit. Tree That Wants to Fly9k WordsCompleted —Reads8.5Score—Shelves
364 The Secret in the Hands of a Beautiful Woman Made Me Stop Resisting One Spirit Alone ShinesSci-Fi & Apocalypse6k WordsCompleted 47Reads5.8Score—Shelves
365 Abuse, the President's Beauty Big Snowball 2009Modern Romance582k WordsCompleted 16Reads5.8Score—Shelves
366 The Heartbeat of My Previous Life, Ah Fang, You Shouldn't Lie to Me Yi Ren Lian YueMarriage & Romance25k WordsCompleted —Reads8.6Score—Shelves
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Some people are destined to only accompany you for a short distance
367 Late at Night, I Fall into Your Cold Abyss Big Snowball 2009Modern Romance803k WordsCompleted 134Reads7.5Score—Shelves
368 Dieying Returns to the Dust: My Husband's Enemy Forcibly Married Me and Robbed Me Ah15k WordsCompleted 19Reads8.5Score—Shelves
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Title: I am a villain in everyone's eyes, but I love her as much as anyone else - Reading "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust" from Xiao Qihao's perspective ---[crying][crying][almost crying][crying][almost crying][crying][crying][crying] Everyone in the world scolds me, Xiao Qihao, for being sinister, paranoid and unscrupulous. They are right. I am an illegitimate son of the Zhang family. I take my mother's surname and have no legitimate identity. I have been living with others since I was a child. I'm jealous of Zhang Zhiming—jealous of his status as a direct descendant, jealous of his solid family fortune, and even more jealous of him marrying the only woman I want in my life. Lin Die'er. --- When I first saw that side, I knew I was doomed. She was a daughter of a famous family, with picturesque features and a tenacity in her bones that refused to bow. Zhang Zhiming was accommodating to her in every possible way, but her eyes were full of impatience and disgust. I could see clearly - she didn't love him. Since she doesn't love him, why can't she be replaced by me? Once this idea takes root, it can never be uprooted. I began to spy on her daily routine, hiding behind the rockery and watching her sitting alone by the pond in a daze, sneaking into her courtyard when she was not around, and staring at the rouge box on her dressing table in trance. I even attacked Ping'er because she was the closest person to Die'er. Die'er rushed to me and told me that the matchmaker was marrying Ping'er. I smiled and said to her, "The position of my head wife in my heart has always been yours." Her eyes were like knives, and she scolded me for being shameless. But I don't care. I only care about her. --- I finally got her, but she never belonged to me. I bribed Zhang's mother, forged a divorce letter, and imprisoned Die'er in another courtyard. That night, I said to her: Your mother-in-law has betrothed you to me a long time ago. She cried, struggled, and was heartbroken. I kissed her, but she didn't respond, only tears. At dawn, I opened the door and left. She was huddled in the corner, her clothes were messy and her eyes were empty. I thought I won. But later I found out that she was pregnant with Zhang Zhiming's flesh and blood. In order to keep the baby alive, she made me think it was mine. She gritted her teeth to please me, closed her eyes and let me kiss her, but she muttered another man's name in a place where I couldn't hear her. At night, she slept in my arms, and what she murmured in her dream was - "Zhiming..." Those two words were like a knife, piercing my heart. I tightened my arms and whispered in her ear: "It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter who you call in your dream. In this life, you can only lie next to me." But I couldn't lie to myself. I got her person, never her heart. --- I gave her all the good things I could do, but she wouldn't even give her a sincere smile. I gave her all the good things I could do to her. Make the other courtyard exquisite and warm, collect her favorite snacks and favorite treasures, stay by her side and take good care of her every day, put aside all the evil birds of prey, and learn to be gentle and accommodating. But the way she looked at me was still without any warmth. I'm not willing to give in. I am so jealous of Zhang Zhiming that I go crazy with jealousy. Why? How could he make her miss him even though he didn't do anything? And I tried my best, but I couldn't get her a sincere smile. I started to smoke heavily and tried to numb myself with opium. I want to forget her, but I can't. --- She disappeared, leaving only searching and regret for the rest of my life. My mother took advantage of my retreat to quit smoking and sold her into Yihongyuan. After I got out of the country, I learned the news, and I searched everywhere like crazy. I walked all over the streets, but there was no news about her. The child I believed to be Ping'er was held in my hands and taken good care of. I named him "Yi'an" - no hesitation, peace and security. I poured all my guilt, debt and obsession with Die'er into this child. I thought until my death that it was my flesh and blood. I never found the silver necklace she left behind in the swaddling compartment. --- When the news of her death came, my world collapsed. After several years of searching, the news of her death finally arrived. The woman I asked for, the woman who ruined half my life and was ruined by me, is dead. She blocked the gun for someone else and gave her life to another man. I didn't even see him for the last time, and I didn't even get a chance to apologize. I held the golden butterfly hairpin she had left in another courtyard and stayed behind closed doors for three days without eating or drinking. I remembered that night she said to me: "I'm just your trophy." I said to the air word by word - "Die'er, I love you. Because you are you, not a trophy." No one heard. She won't hear it either. --- I'm not a good person, but I really loved him. Everyone in the world said that Xiao Qihao was a villain, a villain, and the murderer who ruined Die'er's life. I won't argue. But I want you to know - I love her as much as anyone else. I just did it the wrong way, the wrong way from the beginning. If I could have met her earlier, if I could pursue her in an honest way, if I was not the illegitimate son of the Zhang family, if I could control my jealousy and paranoia - would the ending be different? No one can answer me. She won't come back either. --- Epilogue I put all my guilt and longing for Die'er into the front line of the Anti-Japanese War. I can point the blade at my brother, but never at my own country. For the rest of my life, I devoted everything I had to supporting the Anti-Japanese War, teaching that child to be patriotic and good, and spend my whole life making up for the sins I had committed. I made Ping'er my main wife and gave birth to a pair of children. But that place in my heart is always empty. I know, I don't deserve to say I love her. But if there is a next life - I hope I can stand upright in front of her and say: "Hello, Miss Lin. My name is Xiao Qihao. I am not anyone's illegitimate child, nor anyone's substitute. I am just a person who wants to get to know you." --- If you have ever loved someone, so much that you were obsessed with it, read "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust". There are no purely good guys or purely bad guys here. There was only a man named Xiao Qihao who loved someone he should never love in the wrong way. After finishing the book, it's hard to calm down.
369 He Killed Me and Shared a Body with Me One Spirit Alone Shines9k WordsCompleted 59Reads8.7Score—Shelves
370 Thief Stole Three Women and the Country One Spirit Alone Shines6k WordsCompleted 36Reads8.8Score—Shelves
371 On Our Wedding Night, I Made the Ceo's Life Worse Than Death Big Snowball 2009Modern Romance1.1M WordsCompleted 2Reads5.8Score—Shelves
372 And Jin Changan (Original Film and Television Starring Song Yi and Cheng Lei) Jiu Lu FeixiangAncient Romance155k WordsCompleted 5.3kReads9.6Score915Shelves
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Teacher Jiulu Feixiang's work "Zunzhizun" is very beautiful, and the TV series of the same name is about to be broadcast.
373 Demon Realm Resort Entrepreneurship Record One Spirit Alone Shines9k WordsCompleted 9Reads8.4Score—Shelves
374 Self-Built Houses in Rural Areas New York City's Dark BrotherMystery22k WordsCompleted 7Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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Lost ten pounds after watching this
375 The Queen, She Just Wants to Be the Queen Mother One Spirit Alone ShinesMarriage & Romance9k WordsCompleted 397Reads8.6Score—Shelves
376 He Protected Me with His Life and Gave Her His Heart Tsuen Xin11k WordsCompleted 155Reads8.9Score—Shelves
377 After the Divorce, He Remembered That He Loved Me Tsuen Xin14k WordsCompleted 78Reads8.4Score—Shelves
378 In the Sect Competition, I Won First Place with My Essay One Spirit Alone Shines14k WordsCompleted 34Reads8.4Score—Shelves
379 I Have Had a Crush on a Beautiful Colleague for Three Years. Will She Agree After Confessing My Love? The Strategist12k WordsCompleted 114Reads8.6Score—Shelves
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A short story about abuse that makes you feel angina pectoris, and the ending is shocking
380 The Crazy Criticizing Emperor Imprisoned Me in the Buddhist Hall and Made Me His "Bodhisattva". One Spirit Alone ShinesAncient Romance9k WordsCompleted 29Reads8.5Score—Shelves
381 My Vain Wife Cheated on Me and I Turned Around and Made Her Unattainable. A Heart Dancing in the WindUrban858k WordsCompleted 21.1kReads7.3Score1.8kShelves
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Unexpectedly, his wife would get out of a BMW and have an affair with the owner of the BMW. Ye Chen knew that the wife he had always loved had cheated on her. Divorce at the beginning, rise at the turn, and make the cheating wife unattainable.
382 A Beautiful Woman Contacts a Male Listener. Is There a Shocking Secret Behind Her? The StrategistMarriage & Romance10k WordsCompleted 69Reads8.6Score—Shelves
383 The Immortal Said I Laid an Egg One Spirit Alone Shines8k WordsCompleted 33Reads8.7Score—Shelves
384 Even a Lowly Son-in-Law Can Throw His Weight Around A Heart Dancing in the WindHistorical310k WordsCompleted 257Reads5.8Score—Shelves
385 I Say I Love You in Heaven LingxiModern Romance122k WordsCompleted 1kReads5.8Score176Shelves
386 Dharma God from Another World One Spirit Alone ShinesEastern Fantasy98k WordsCompleted 2Reads5.8Score—Shelves
387 I'll Just Wait for You for the Rest of My Life Young Master LiangyeUrban128k WordsCompleted 2.6kReads9.6Score356Shelves
388 A Short Sadistic Story a Day Ruicheng's Frost SwordModern Romance4.2M WordsCompleted 39Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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Please take the knife for today! "Broken Stars in Picking Up Light" is here to harvest tears again✨ Jealousy is a thorn that pierces into the bones and blood and crushes all tenderness. The younger brother poured out all the anger of his frustration on his older brother. Innocent people died in vain, the older brother went crazy, and he finally lost his whole life in this obsession in the name of hatred.
389 A Twisted Escape: The CEO Keeps Dragging Me Back Home Seathead WhaleModern Romance419k WordsCompleted 2.6kReads9.1Score217Shelves
390 The End of Ten Days Pest Control Team MemberMystery3.2M WordsCompleted 1.8MReads9.9Score209.3kShelves
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🥳😜Hey, let's talk about these novels. "The End of Ten Days" is the kind of masterpiece that everyone has to give a thumbs up. "The God of Drama" Sanjiu is a qualitative leap compared to "The God of Destruction" this time. The main plot of "The House" is okay, but don't hold out hope for the emotional plot, and the writing is not that good either. The copy of "Godless Tonight" is quite thought-provoking. The author's writing style is quite logical, with nothing outstanding and nothing wrong with it.
391 Stunner Er XiModern Romance1.6M WordsCompleted 4.4kReads5.8Score874Shelves
392 I Said There Were No Gods Tonight, So the Gods Fell Ji NanyiUrban415k WordsCompleted 37.5kReads9.6Score4.9kShelves
393 I Am Not the God of Drama Three Nine Sound DomainUrban4.0M WordsCompleted 1.7MReads9.9Score172.5kShelves
394 The Haunted House The Sound of Wind and Rain at Night,Mystery2.1M WordsCompleted 692kReads9.6Score82.8kShelves
395 After Being Abducted, She Entered a Brothel and Was Beaten Five Times in Three Days. She Took Off Two Layers of Skin and Did Not Surrender. Shen MiaomiaoAncient RomanceCompleted —Reads5.8Score—Shelves
396 Crazy Sobriety A Boring Rich WomanModern Romance502k WordsCompleted 2.6kReads8.0Score178Shelves
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Two little bitter gourds who don't know how to love abuse each other and love each other. I cried after watching it. It's okay now.
397 Dawn Inside the Cage LaoqingganModern Romance350k WordsCompleted 9Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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It makes me cry, it's a true portrayal, it's really beautiful. .
398 Love Is Colder Than Death Midsummer GleamModern Romance53k WordsCompleted 506Reads6.5Score—Shelves
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That's it. Extremely cruel
399 From Now On, Let's Not See Each Other Again Dream in the Glass12k WordsCompleted 2Reads8.5Score—Shelves
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This is quite sad, makes me cry
400 A Secret Marriage, Burned to Ashes Broad-Minded and StrongModern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted 12kReads8.8Score714Shelves
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Sister, next time, please let me go in front of you. This life without you is too tiring, please.