[Double Male Protagonist BE] There are nine chapters in total. After the male protagonist was controlled by his mother and suffered from depression, he was also weixied by his teacher. He was so cautious even when he came into contact with the people he liked. The person he liked was a doctor, but he was helpless as he watched the male protagonist die in front of his eyes.
I really need to read this one. I cried all night after reading it. The ending is the kind of thing that gets more painful the more I think about it. The author wrote the second part because of the grief-stricken treasures, and I came back to life again.
The abuse of "Butterfly Into the Dust" is like "a grain of ashes of the times, falling on an individual's head is like a mountain." The root of Lin Die'er's tragedy lies in the fact that women had no right to choose in the troubled times of the Republic of China. She was betrayed by her mother-in-law, not because her mother-in-law was inherently evil, but because women in those days could be traded like goods. She can't recognize Zhang Zhiming, not because she doesn't love him, but because the mission of her family and country rests on her shoulders - her life does not belong to her, but to the safety of the Yang family, and is a key part of the anti-Japanese intelligence network. This kind of abuse is fatal, structural, and cannot be reversed by personal will.
It's so sad, the male and female protagonists have been fighting each other for a lifetime, it's heartbreaking, it makes you cry until you burst into tears, it's hard to calm down! The second male lead is also very infatuated, and the three of them pull each other off to make people happy. I like the author's light Chinese style writing and melancholy style.
🔥Written by an ancient author outside, it's so sour and annoying! A double life, she gave up on him in her previous life, leaving him with no way to survive, and she only regretted it after his death. After rebirth, she made up for the redemption, but the male protagonist was also reborn. He no longer believed in her and set up a trap to wait for her to betray her.
Xuan Mo, a thousand-year-old fox demon, broke into Yun Wanyi's life, destroyed her kettle, and saved her life. From despising the world to learning how to use chopsticks for her, from watching with cold eyes to protecting her with my life. When the fatal murderous intention came again, he stood in front of her covered in blood, and wiped away the tears on her cheek with a chuckle: "Little benefactor, this time... We are in peace." There was only a wooden hairpin engraved with a fox tail, telling the unfinished love in the world of mortals.
Yes, True and False Daughter + Chasing Wife in the Crematorium, First Torture and Sweetness + Abuse Text. Second Book Chasing Wife in the Crematorium, Heart-torture + Refreshing Text + Overlord + Scumbag + Super Reversal
Title: I am a villain in everyone's eyes, but I love her as much as anyone else - Reading "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust" from Xiao Qihao's perspective ---[crying][crying][almost crying][crying][almost crying][crying][crying][crying] Everyone in the world scolds me, Xiao Qihao, for being sinister, paranoid and unscrupulous. They are right. I am an illegitimate son of the Zhang family. I take my mother's surname and have no legitimate identity. I have been living with others since I was a child. I'm jealous of Zhang Zhiming—jealous of his status as a direct descendant, jealous of his solid family fortune, and even more jealous of him marrying the only woman I want in my life. Lin Die'er. --- When I first saw that side, I knew I was doomed. She was a daughter of a famous family, with picturesque features and a tenacity in her bones that refused to bow. Zhang Zhiming was accommodating to her in every possible way, but her eyes were full of impatience and disgust. I could see clearly - she didn't love him. Since she doesn't love him, why can't she be replaced by me? Once this idea takes root, it can never be uprooted. I began to spy on her daily routine, hiding behind the rockery and watching her sitting alone by the pond in a daze, sneaking into her courtyard when she was not around, and staring at the rouge box on her dressing table in trance. I even attacked Ping'er because she was the closest person to Die'er. Die'er rushed to me and told me that the matchmaker was marrying Ping'er. I smiled and said to her, "The position of my head wife in my heart has always been yours." Her eyes were like knives, and she scolded me for being shameless. But I don't care. I only care about her. --- I finally got her, but she never belonged to me. I bribed Zhang's mother, forged a divorce letter, and imprisoned Die'er in another courtyard. That night, I said to her: Your mother-in-law has betrothed you to me a long time ago. She cried, struggled, and was heartbroken. I kissed her, but she didn't respond, only tears. At dawn, I opened the door and left. She was huddled in the corner, her clothes were messy and her eyes were empty. I thought I won. But later I found out that she was pregnant with Zhang Zhiming's flesh and blood. In order to keep the baby alive, she made me think it was mine. She gritted her teeth to please me, closed her eyes and let me kiss her, but she muttered another man's name in a place where I couldn't hear her. At night, she slept in my arms, and what she murmured in her dream was - "Zhiming..." Those two words were like a knife, piercing my heart. I tightened my arms and whispered in her ear: "It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter who you call in your dream. In this life, you can only lie next to me." But I couldn't lie to myself. I got her person, never her heart. --- I gave her all the good things I could do, but she wouldn't even give her a sincere smile. I gave her all the good things I could do to her. Make the other courtyard exquisite and warm, collect her favorite snacks and favorite treasures, stay by her side and take good care of her every day, put aside all the evil birds of prey, and learn to be gentle and accommodating. But the way she looked at me was still without any warmth. I'm not willing to give in. I am so jealous of Zhang Zhiming that I go crazy with jealousy. Why? How could he make her miss him even though he didn't do anything? And I tried my best, but I couldn't get her a sincere smile. I started to smoke heavily and tried to numb myself with opium. I want to forget her, but I can't. --- She disappeared, leaving only searching and regret for the rest of my life. My mother took advantage of my retreat to quit smoking and sold her into Yihongyuan. After I got out of the country, I learned the news, and I searched everywhere like crazy. I walked all over the streets, but there was no news about her. The child I believed to be Ping'er was held in my hands and taken good care of. I named him "Yi'an" - no hesitation, peace and security. I poured all my guilt, debt and obsession with Die'er into this child. I thought until my death that it was my flesh and blood. I never found the silver necklace she left behind in the swaddling compartment. --- When the news of her death came, my world collapsed. After several years of searching, the news of her death finally arrived. The woman I asked for, the woman who ruined half my life and was ruined by me, is dead. She blocked the gun for someone else and gave her life to another man. I didn't even see him for the last time, and I didn't even get a chance to apologize. I held the golden butterfly hairpin she had left in another courtyard and stayed behind closed doors for three days without eating or drinking. I remembered that night she said to me: "I'm just your trophy." I said to the air word by word - "Die'er, I love you. Because you are you, not a trophy." No one heard. She won't hear it either. --- I'm not a good person, but I really loved him. Everyone in the world said that Xiao Qihao was a villain, a villain, and the murderer who ruined Die'er's life. I won't argue. But I want you to know - I love her as much as anyone else. I just did it the wrong way, the wrong way from the beginning. If I could have met her earlier, if I could pursue her in an honest way, if I was not the illegitimate son of the Zhang family, if I could control my jealousy and paranoia - would the ending be different? No one can answer me. She won't come back either. --- Epilogue I put all my guilt and longing for Die'er into the front line of the Anti-Japanese War. I can point the blade at my brother, but never at my own country. For the rest of my life, I devoted everything I had to supporting the Anti-Japanese War, teaching that child to be patriotic and good, and spend my whole life making up for the sins I had committed. I made Ping'er my main wife and gave birth to a pair of children. But that place in my heart is always empty. I know, I don't deserve to say I love her. But if there is a next life - I hope I can stand upright in front of her and say: "Hello, Miss Lin. My name is Xiao Qihao. I am not anyone's illegitimate child, nor anyone's substitute. I am just a person who wants to get to know you." --- If you have ever loved someone, so much that you were obsessed with it, read "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust". There are no purely good guys or purely bad guys here. There was only a man named Xiao Qihao who loved someone he should never love in the wrong way. After finishing the book, it's hard to calm down.
It's a very interesting and explosive urban emotional abuse novel. It's absolutely enjoyable. It's a good novel to pass the time and torture your heart. It's very real, without system, without fantasy, and it's absolutely real enough. Especially the description of the unique mentality of young people nowadays is very shocking and surprising.
I recommend this book, an ancient book about shemale sadomasochism. The love-hate entanglement between the demon lotus sisters and the human monks and the fox demon king. In the end, the two sisters died tragically. The two men are also crazy and crazy. This book is so cruel that it hurts my heart.
Please take the knife for today! "Broken Stars in Picking Up Light" is here to harvest tears again✨ Jealousy is a thorn that pierces into the bones and blood and crushes all tenderness. The younger brother poured out all the anger of his frustration on his older brother. Innocent people died in vain, the older brother went crazy, and he finally lost his whole life in this obsession in the name of hatred.
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