My Lover Is an Alpha Too [Double Alphas]

[Both Alphas] [The ace of an information bureau who has a mental illness X the boyfriend who disappeared three years ago, full of guilt] [Has a secondary couple] [Funny daily life mixed with a suspenseful plot] [Lots of twists later on]

Lin Zhushan is trapped in a dream he can't escape or forget.

Then, at his older brother's thirtieth birthday party, he sees his long-vanished ex-boyfriend. The truth behind everything, and the crisis that lingered from years ago, come rushing back.

Why come back after leaving? If you don't want to talk, then don't. Don't ever say it.

But when their lives are truly on the line, Lin Zhushan still can't stop his heart from leaning toward him.

Truthfully, he stopped hating him long ago. Love is the regret he never voiced.

If, if there's any chance we can make it out alive, I swear, I swear I won't let go of your hand.

Even though you once left me behind.

Cheng Zhuoyu watched Lin Zhushan break apart and collapse.

He watched him get turned into a pawn in a power struggle between gangs, and swore he would protect him, even if it cost him his life.

“You think I abandoned you, but the truth is, you forgot me.”

Happy ending, so don't worry.

Because of his illness, Lin Zhushan's feelings are extremely complicated. He both loves and hates him, caught between love and hate. Cheng Zhuoyu isn't a coward either, but guilt weighs more heavily on him. In the end, do they feel more love or more guilt for each other?