The Regent Knows I’m His Nemesis, Yet He Still Favors Me

Historical romance, mutual salvation, princess of the former dynasty, regent, ill-fated loner, clashing destinies, angst before sweetness, devoted and possessive male lead, female lead is no pushover. She was an ill-fated loner who brought death to her parents. Imprisoned in the Cold Palace for nineteen years, she coughed up blood and waited to die. He was born under the most exalted auspices, immune to evil, and the all-powerful regent of the empire. An old palace servant told her, “If you get close to the person with the most exalted destiny, hurt him, bring misfortune upon him, and torment him, you can steal his luck and prolong your life.” She had no choice. She pushed him off his horse on the palace road, publicly humiliated him at a banquet, put coldstone powder in his tea, and scattered caltrops on his saddle... Each time she succeeded, her health improved. Each time he was injured, his fortune took another turn for the worse. She thought he didn't know. She thought he simply couldn't be bothered to retaliate. That was until she came across the secret letter claiming that “a mortal wound can break the curse of their clashing destinies.” She led him into a trap with a dagger in hand. His python-embroidered robe was stained red with blood, yet with the last of his strength, he shielded her beneath him. “Don't be afraid.” She broke down sobbing. “You knew I was trying to hurt you. Why didn't you dodge?” He smiled. “Because from the day you first pushed me, I never planned to dodge.” He had known all along. He had been indulging her all along. He had been willing to give his life to her all along. But she didn't want his life anymore. She wanted him to live. When clashing destinies become mutually sustaining, and exploitation becomes deep love, they finally understand: The most poisonous thing in this world is knowing you'll bring someone misfortune and still choosing to draw near. The deepest love in this world is giving someone your life, only for them to risk their life protecting you. Angst that makes your heart tremble, sweetness that brings tears to your eyes. Complete, so read without worry.