You Have to Hate Me to Survive

Name: You Have to Hate Me to Survive
Author: Blue Waters Reflecting

恨我，你才能活

by Blue Waters Reflecting (青水相映)

Status: Completed
Length: 262k Words
Genre: Modern Romance
Subgenre: Republican-Era Romance
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In 1937, Shanghai was home to two of the fastest guns around. He was Gu Tingyuan, the youngest major general and division chief in the Military Statistics Bureau, a man who killed without blinking. She was Su Wan, the Fuxing Society’s top female agent, code-named “Black Swan.” They first met in a rainy alley, their guns aimed at each other, neither pulling the trigger. It was the only time in their lives they ever saw each other as enemies. Later, she became his trainee, his fake wife, and the traitor he “executed with his own hands.” She hated him for four years, while he protected her for just as long. They seemed like enemies, but he calculated every deadly mission down to the last detail, all to keep her alive. Until she discovered that he was the Communist agent code-named “Rock.” Until she uncovered the truth that someone else was behind the massacre of her family. With both files before her, she finally understood: the man she had hated for four years was the only one who had never lied to her. Shanghai, 1949. He stood among the crowd, took off his mask, and traded his gun for a pen. At last, it was her turn to say, “Comrade, hello.”

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