After Returning Home, the Frail Idol Makes the Director Weep

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This sadomasochistic novel by Tomato directly makes me a god! The frail actor Su Qingyan returned to China with a terminal heart disease, just to fulfill the promise he made with Lu Zeyan five years ago. From the ICU in New York to the domestic studios, he put his life into acting - the scene in the rain was retaken repeatedly until he coughed up blood and fell to the ground, and the high-altitude Wia scene persisted to the point of death. Every famous scene brought tears to his eyes. The cold-blooded director Lu Zeyan seemed to be making things difficult, but in fact he secretly arranged for 24-hour medical monitoring, modified high-risk scenes, and said, "If you are not satisfied, you will be replaced if you are not satisfied," but there was an uncontrollable heartache in his eyes. Five years of misunderstandings have been uncovered layer by layer, and the sadomasochistic love that goes in both directions is so extreme that I stayed up late to catch up on it after 20 chapters and couldn't stop at all. The abuse made my liver hurt, but the more I drank, the better!

This book is full of emotions, heart-wrenching and lingering, full of sexual tension. The ultimate pull between the two, the development of the plot, and all the logical arrangements, the author's writing style is not completely extravagant, but leaves blanks and proceeds step by step! The truth that is gradually approaching makes people hold their breath unconsciously, waiting for the next step, the next emotional explosion. A great sensory experience, completely immersive! Stimulate! But the subsequent repetitions were a bit too long, too long and suffocating, which made people feel tired. Many times I wanted to skip chapters, but in the end I endured it and finished reading it! A lot of intensive processing. There are very long explanations and descriptions of micro-expressions, and many passages that require thinking and brain use. They are full of details but also require endurance. The final ending is good, the little ups and downs of ordinary life are filled with spring water. Then slowly blend in and become one. Cherish this happiness that is not simple at all! I wish your baby health, happiness, and success. [The play ends, and love and life continue forever.

Who can resist a sickly actor who works hard to act and a cold-blooded director who is duplicitous? This tomato abuse article directly makes you a god! Su Qingyan left without saying goodbye due to a terminal heart disease five years ago, causing Lu Zeyan's debut film to abort, and he was stigmatized as a "betrayal"; five years later, he returned to China with a broken heart and barged into Director Lu's set, just to atone for his sins. In the audition room, Lu Zeyan deliberately arranged the 47 most cruel scenes. Su Qingyan acted heart-breakingly, making him cry when he coughed up blood and fell to the ground. On the set, the scene in the rain was retaken repeatedly to the point of exhaustion, and the high-altitude Wia scene persisted to the point of death. The alarm sound of the portable monitor never stopped. He used his life to interpret Chen Mo's desperate move, and also used his actions to prove his determination. Lu Zeyan's "abuse" was all disguised, and he was cold and difficult on the surface, but in fact he kept his hands in everything: changing the script to reduce the intensity, arranging for team doctors to stay overnight outside the ICU, and even contacting top foreign medical resources for him. He said "The crew does not support patients", but his fingertips trembled when he coughed up blood; he said "If you are not satisfied, replace him", but he secretly included Chen Mo's highlight scene in the script. The love and hate between the two are full of tension, and five years of misunderstandings are revealed layer by layer. From the ICU in New York to the domestic studios, every detail hides the unspoken sincerity. Su Qingyan's sense of fragmentation and Lu Zeyan's duplicity, coupled with the high-energy plot, are both physically and emotionally sadistic, but make people more and more addicted. Tomato writes about sadomasochism and guardianship to the extreme. It not only has a strong emotional impact, but also has in-depth thinking about human nature, dreams and redemption. It has a strong sense of empathy. I stayed up all night and couldn't stop reading it. It is definitely a must-read sadomasochism book of the year!

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A touch of cruelty, hidden deep care, so poignant

Watching them test each other out was both anxious and very atmospheric.

How can I put it this way? It's okay. It's so sadistic that I can't stand it anymore. The author's writing style is really good and he explains it very clearly.

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I like the subject matter, the emotional and delicate characters are vivid and the content is rich.