[Two male leads / 1v1 / both inexperienced]
Chu Jingfu, the second legitimate son of the founding Marquis’s household, has always been attracted to men. To pursue the man he loves, he volunteers for a civil service post and enrolls at Yaowen Academy. The moment he meets Su Fang, son of the Crown Prince’s tutor, he falls head over heels, beginning a shameless campaign to win him over. Su Fang has spent sixteen years restraining himself and observing proper conduct. Chu Jingfu’s advances leave him flustered, and he dodges and runs away again and again, only to realize that he cares more and more about this “frail scholar.”
After two years as classmates, Chu Jingfu openly admits he likes men, kneels in the ancestral hall, and climbs over the wall to bring Su Fang medicine, until Su Fang is driven to claim illness and stay home. Su Fang finally admits he has feelings for Chu Jingfu, but he cannot accept them because of society’s rules. After entering government service, Chu Jingfu waits for him outside the office every day. Su Fang rejects him to his face, then secretly studies romance novels to learn “how to manage a husband.” As their feelings deepen through all their push and pull, Chu Jingfu earns military merit and secures a new law allowing men to marry.
Grand Tutor Su is furious and confines Su Fang to the house. Chu Jingfu kneels outside the gate all night, while Su Fang protests by refusing to eat. Their families go from opposition to reluctant acceptance. Chu Jingfu moves Su Fang’s father with his sincerity and wins a simple concession: “Do as you please.”
A few words from the author
It wasn’t until I entered the working world that I understood love has no gender. Sincere love between a man and a woman, two men, or two women all deserves respect. The most precious thing in this world isn’t what society deems the norm, but two honest hearts embracing one another.
Su Fang is much the same. When he recognizes his feelings, he is filled with fear and inner conflict, struggling through the night again and again, yet ultimately unable to suppress his true feelings. In the end, he learns to accept himself and stand alongside his beloved to face society’s condemnation.
This is a 1v1 story of mutual devotion, with both leads inexperienced. It’s about making peace with yourself and daring to love. The ending is happy, and may every sincere love be treated with tenderness.
This book is my first bi-male novel. I feel that the love between two people has nothing to do with gender or age. The Chu Jingzu Guoguo in the book is such a person. He has known that he likes Su Fang since he met him since he was a child. He doesn't care that he is a man, just because he is who he is. Then he had the opportunity to go to Yao Wenyuan to study with Su Fang, which he deliberately facilitated [laughing]. Su Fang Gai Gai was actually like this in his heart. He liked Chu Guo from the beginning, and he just liked this person. But in the early stage, after all, he was a person who was restrained by family rules since he was a child. It must be much harder to fully accept this kind of self than Chu Jingzu, so in the early stage, Su Gai was a very entangled person, and it took a long time to truly accept his heart~
I think there must be people like Su Gai in life. But I still want to tell them that love has no right or wrong ~ Just face it bravely together ദ്ദിᵔ.˛.ᵔ₎✧
Nice! It was in line with the environment at that time, so I hesitated repeatedly, but I couldn't control my love. Wow, it's so cool.
How to say it. It's not bitter either. Witness a person's process from entanglement to initiative
This book is my first bi-male novel. I feel that the love between two people has nothing to do with gender or age. The Chu Jingzu Guoguo in the book is such a person. He has known that he likes Su Fang since he met him since he was a child. He doesn't care that he is a man, just because he is who he is. Then he had the opportunity to go to Yao Wenyuan to study with Su Fang, which he deliberately facilitated [laughing]. Su Fang Gai Gai was actually like this in his heart. He liked Chu Guo from the beginning, and he just liked this person. But in the early stage, after all, he was a person who was restrained by family rules since he was a child. It must be much harder to fully accept this kind of self than Chu Jingzu, so in the early stage, Su Gai was a very entangled person, and it took a long time to truly accept his heart~ I think there must be people like Su Gai in life. But I still want to tell them that love has no right or wrong ~ Just face it bravely together ദ്ദിᵔ.˛.ᵔ₎✧
Nice! It was in line with the environment at that time, so I hesitated repeatedly, but I couldn't control my love. Wow, it's so cool.
How to say it. It's not bitter either. Witness a person's process from entanglement to initiative