Loving you is my only crime and punishment.
——Ke Jin
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Everyone in Beijing knew that Ke Jin was not a womanizer and was cold and unfeeling.
That night at the party, I was blocked in the corridor by gangsters. He casually saved me, but his eyes looked like he was looking at garbage:
"You're asking for it if you dress like this and get targeted."
I thanked him awkwardly, but he didn't even look at me.
My friends all said he was difficult and advised me to stay away.
But no one knows——
On the night of my birthday, he stood outside the box all night, burning three cigarettes between his fingers.
I had a high fever, and he broke into the dormitory, his eyes red on the verge of losing control:
"Linge, why didn't you come to me when you were sick?"
Only later did I understand.
It's not that he hates me, he's just afraid of getting close to me.
Afraid of too hot light and afraid of getting dirty.
But he still couldn't hold it back and enclosed me in his territory.
To imprison, to possess, to plunder.
He said he was the abyss and that he had dragged me in to harm me.
But when I really turn around -
He went crazy.
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His life experience was like a thunder that had been buried for more than 20 years and suddenly exploded.
The son of a drug lord has committed a heinous crime.
The former pride of heaven has become the target of public criticism.
Everyone dispersed like birds and beasts.
It was just me, standing in front of him, holding those bloody hands.
Ke Jin, you said loving me is a sin.
Then the rest of your life will be my sentence, okay?
