I Lost All Five Senses and Begged to Break Up! She Cried Her Heart Out

Name: I Lost All Five Senses and Begged to Break Up! She Cried Her Heart Out
Author: Cangluan Who Loves Rice Noodles

五感尽失求分手！她哭得撕心裂肺

by Cangluan Who Loves Rice Noodles (爱吃米皮的苍鸾)

Status: Completed
Length: 271k Words
Genre: Two Female Leads
Updated: 8mo ago
English: Request a translation

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Synopsis

[Dual heroines + reborn + childhood sweethearts + angsty love and redemption]

[Aloof master restorer x obsessive wild-rose painter | fake death trope | chasing her wife until all hope is lost]

Reborn at twenty-four, Lin Yumo signed a contract in a cemetery as rain poured down. She traded her five senses for the life of her beloved, Su Qian. There was only one rule: the more Su Qian depended on her, the sooner she would die. The more Su Qian hated her, the longer they would both live.

So Lin Yumo tore up Su Qian’s most precious sketches with her own hands, watched coldly as Su Qian suffered a heart attack, and turned away whenever Su Qian needed a hug. She succeeded. She became the monster Su Qian called “cold-blooded.”

Three years later, they met again. When Su Qian raised a toast, her glass brimming with hatred, Lin Yumo couldn’t see where it was. In front of everyone, she spilled the drink all over Su Qian’s red dress. Su Qian thought she was being humiliated. “Master Restorer Lin, just how beneath you am I? You can’t even bring yourself to look me in the eye?” Wearing sunglasses, Lin Yumo dug her fingertips into her flesh without feeling a thing, and smiled as casually as ever. “Sorry. The color’s too tacky. It hurts my eyes.”

Her performance was flawless. She fooled everyone, until that dazzling New Year’s Eve. Su Qian stood before her with her new boyfriend, trying to provoke her, but Lin Yumo simply smiled at the empty air and said, “Beautiful.” At that moment, Su Qian saw her unfocused pupils, and the blood in her veins turned to ice.

**It turned out this monster had sacrificed herself to her goddess long ago.**

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130Chapters

2.7kReads · 30 days

98.6kReads · all time

305Shelf adds, last 14 days

8.8Score

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The theme is very novel. There was a part in the middle that really made me want to cry, because I've been reading angst novels for a long time, and since then, I've never read a novel that could make me cry. It's not that other novels aren't angsty, maybe my tear threshold is just higher, but this book is genuinely well-written. I didn't give it a random score; the full score is because I appreciate the plot, the characters, and the author. I'm really looking forward to the author's next book!
52 likes9mo ago
The first version made my eyes swell up, and the second version had a much richer plot, feeling more coherent and with clearer character relationships. Author, you owe me back my tears! 😢😢 I cried buckets during the part where Su Qian finally discovers the truth after Yu Mo loses all five senses. 😢😢 Our little Yu Mo is so bitter! 😢😢
27 likes9mo ago
Lin Yumo hardened her heart and pushed away the person she loved most, just so that the other could live; Su Qian had to endure all the hurt from the person she loved most. When the love in her heart was extinguished and hatred sprouted, she could live. Trading life for life did not bring redemption, but rather mutual torment.
22 likes9mo ago
Dear readers, I will try my best to finish updating the following chapters in the next few days, but this will not be the end of the story. I am not satisfied with the version I wrote; the plot and characters are not full enough, so I need to revise it from scratch, but I can't delete it. After the main text is updated, I will continue to release the revised version B. I hope you will like it. Please give it a rating, leave a comment, and support me with your support! Thank you, everyone.
21 likes9mo ago
It's a good story with a angsty beginning followed by a sweet ending. There are two versions: Version A has a tighter plot, a faster pace, and fewer details, but the writing is excellent; Version B has a more logical transition, better handling of details, and more well-developed characters.
15 likes8mo ago
I've finished reading version A. The amount of angst was just right—not too short, not too long. Too short and it would be boring; too long and it would be unbearable. The level of angst was perfect; a slight sense of suffocation brought tears to my eyes. The writing was excellent, and the ending, with its sweet aftermath of the heartbreak, left me wanting more.
15 likes9mo ago
Actually, this novel's author met my needs. Version A has a tight plot, a concise story, and excellent writing, allowing me to smoothly read a book in under two hours with very consistent emotions (though my eyes were red and swollen, and a little sore). However, Version A still has some flaws.
15 likes9mo ago
The subject matter is incredibly novel, but version A was so heartbreaking, I cried so much my head was spinning. TT Two people in love can't be together because of their fate 😢 The writing is also good, delicate and realistic, and the characters are vivid. It's a great book! 😆
10 likes9mo ago
The first version was indeed fast-paced, but it was so heartbreaking 😭😭. The happy ending after all that angst was so wonderful. Lin Yumo unhesitatingly traded his five senses for his life, and Su Qian's unwavering love 😭😭 The second version shows a significant improvement in writing style; it's more delicate, more realistic, and even more emotionally moving.
9 likes5mo ago
Author, you wrote so well! The emotions are so powerfully portrayed, and it's incredibly heart-wrenching.
9 likes9mo ago