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I Really Didn't Mean to Fall in Love With Myself [Narcissism]
我真没想搞水仙啊【水仙】
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- Mystery
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- Mystery High-Concept
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I started writing this purely out of a late-night brainstorm: what if someone travels through different worlds, saving and killing only themselves? How schizophrenic would that be! So I promptly threw the male lead into the pit (no male lead, but a romantic partner)—and regretted it after writing the first chapter.
It's great! The dungeon types are diverse, and I was even surprised to see a special gender setting on Tomato (a Chinese web novel platform). I'll have to check it out. I love the subversion of tropes! Keep up the good work, new author! More and more updates coming soon!