The Groveling Chase: A Sickness Beyond Cure

I was originally looking for a relaxing book to read, but ended up being stuck by this one. The story between Lin Wan and Shen Yan does not have too many bloody plots, but is more realistic. The conflict at the engagement banquet, Lin Wan's anger and grievance, and Shen Yan's hesitation to speak are all written very close to the helplessness in life where "the words are on the lips but cannot be spoken". At first, I was angry like Lin Wan and felt that Shen Yan was not candid enough. It was not until I saw the medicine bottles and diagnostic reports that he secretly hid that I understood the reasons behind his "indifference". It's not that he doesn't love her, it's that he's afraid that his illness will be a drag, so he would rather be hated than push her away. This kind of deep affection hidden in his heart, without any grand confession, was reflected in every detail - he remembered that Lin Wan didn't like coriander and would silently cook porridge when she was sick, but in the end he didn't even say "I'm sick". The ending was not forced to be happy. Lin Wan's regret and Shen Yan's regret just stayed there, like those unspoken farewells in life. They were so real that people felt heartbroken, but they couldn't help but ponder the unsaid details over and over again.

At first, when I saw Lin Wan breaking up with Shen Yan because of a misunderstanding, I thought she was impulsive, but when I saw her hands shaking when she smashed the ring, I could understand the sting of betrayal. Shen Yan did not explain from beginning to end, but just suffered in silence. Even coughing up blood was regarded as deliberately seeking sympathy. At the time, I thought he was a bit "cowardly". It was not until the truth was revealed later that I suddenly realized. He hid the medical certificate and pushed Lin Wan away with the most hurtful words, just because he didn't want her to spend time with him in the illness. This kind of thought of "loving to the extreme means letting go" is written very delicately, without deliberately sensationalizing it, but it makes people feel more and more uncomfortable the more they think about it. In the end, the way Lin Wan stood in a daze in an empty room with the blood-stained agreement and diagnosis was very real - there are not so many reunions in reality, and once many misunderstandings are caused, they will be missed for a lifetime. The author writes this kind of regret very restrainedly, but the stamina is really great. After reading it, I can't help but think about what would have happened if they hadn't missed it.

Both of them are very good babies. [Sending Hearts] Shen Yan, don't try to push Wan Wan away anymore. No one can predict the future. Instead of worrying about the unknown future, it is better to enjoy the present. You two should have a good time [crying]. The boss's writing is really good. I am weak and have no brains. I like to love you [send my heart]. [Blow a kiss] Finally, I beg you.

I like this kind of love that is full of restraint, and I also like this feeling of regret that is unable to change. The author is really good at writing, and it has a full sense of pull.

Very nice, I can recommend more books of this type

Very super invincible like it

It's very beautiful, and the plot is deeply rooted in people's hearts.

The evaluation interface automatically pops up when I look at it. This book must be praised.

Very, very beautiful. I recommend friends to come and watch it.

Not bad, good, very good-looking. Good reviews.