The Grave Robbers' Chronicles: From the Start, Chief Wang Ordered Me to Silence Xie Yuchen

【Male lead focus / pairing undecided / pitch-black / member of the Wang family / no cheat abilities】The apple of everyone’s eye 【From the start, the leader told me to silence Xie Yuchen】 Yan Jun: That day, I saw God. He looked radiant and full of life. I couldn’t see his face clearly, but I imagine he was a soft-hearted man, letting all the good and bad, the evil and the kind, happen to me. He let me take revenge, but also let me sink into ruin of my own accord. I think that if I were a character in a book, I’d be the sentimental, melancholy, and sensitive sort, because nothing ever goes my way and I’m helpless at every turn. No one would pity me for this disguised weakness. You know what? This feeling is utterly damnable! Even if I, Yan Qingsheng, want to take my own life, despise myself, degrade myself, and wallow in my insecurities and sensitivity, that damnable Heaven still has no right to control my fate or restrict my life. I realized that the things I could control were insignificant, while others could easily decide whether I lived or died. I was a character in the play! It was the people outside the play who forced me into this state.