[Dual Rebirth] [Pure Angst] [Pure Love] [Rekindled Romance] [Bullying] [Rental Apartment Literature] [Showbiz] [Unhealthy Obsession] [A Little Mary Sue]
(A continuation of Zhang Yunlei: Borrowing a Candy from the Stars. Pure angst, proceed with caution, and bring tissues before reading.)
Zhang Yunlei and Su Bingmo had been together for six years. Everyone thought things would only get better between them, but no one expected Su Bingmo to leave, completely and utterly leaving Zhang Yunlei and the city of Beijing behind.
In a rental apartment in a certain city, Su Bingmo had already written her suicide note and a letter for Zhang Yunlei. During one bout of depression, she left this hellish world for good.
When she was young, she had heard Zhang Yunlei tell stories and thought that someone like her would never get the chance to be reborn. But when she opened her eyes again, she had been reborn. She was back on the night Liu Yan had bullied her, and she sent everyone, Bai Jin included, to prison. There was so much she wanted to do, too much to leave her any time to think about Zhang Yunlei.
Then, a year later, she went to that dimly lit bar with Feng An once more. She thought that if she just stayed away from Zhang Yunlei, nothing would happen again. But she never imagined that Zhang Yunlei now carried the memories of his previous life and was desperately trying to pull her out of that alley.
Time, place, depression, anxiety, her mother's cause of death, An Zhe's imprisonment... One by one, everything matched her previous life. Only then did she understand that even knowing the ending could not change it.
Zhang Yunlei did everything he could to treat Su Bingmo's illness, as well as his own. But when he saw Su Bingmo's ashes once again, he finally realized that the boomerang in her words, the one that had sealed their ending in tragedy, had struck home
After reading the whole book, I want to say that although there are some typos, the overall look and feel is very good. There are no strange plots in other books, which may be the author's own experience, so it is very sympathetic. This is the best book I have ever read about zyl, which can be read by non-fans. Some people may think that the heroine is the heroine, but I think the reason why Su Bingmo has been avoiding and escaping is because she is afraid of dragging down zyl. Finally, I hope we can pay attention to patients with mental illness and boycott SSF.
Like it, very beautiful