I Failed to Quit Lust Before I Died, and I'm Still Trying After Death

Name: I Failed to Quit Lust Before I Died, and I'm Still Trying After Death
Author: Drunk After Ten Thousand Miles

生前戒色失败，死后仍在戒色

by Drunk After Ten Thousand Miles (万里一醉)

Status: Ongoing
Length: 496k Words
Genre: Mystery
Subgenre: Mystery High-Concept
Updated: 12d ago
English: Request a translation

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Synopsis

[Bizarre Game + Wearing Human Skins and Becoming Bizarre (Single Heroine) + Dungeon Escape]

Every bit of power you gain is a pledge of your soul to the abyss

Late at night, a blood-red vortex icon appears as an app on your phone, installed without your permission.

A deadly game called “Bizarre Theater” quietly begins to encroach on reality.

Here, bloodstained supernatural objects can ward off evil, but they gnaw at your flesh;

coexisting with a ghost can turn a hopeless situation around, but leaves you a monster more twisted than the ghost itself;

and sin-forgiveness vouchers bought with psychic energy can extend your life, but every point of psychic energy is stained with someone else's soul.

My name is Lin Xiuqing. For some unknown reason, the world I live in has been consumed by the bizarre, and may have turned into one of those dungeons where so-called players must escape...

I've also discovered that I've become the vilest kind of bizarre creature in Bizarre Theater: a Lust Doll, a Remnant-class entity.

But somehow, I retained my consciousness, and this cursed game even identified me as a player...

They say that 100,000 points of psychic energy are enough to leave this game.

But when someone gives everything they have to scrape together the full amount and finally pushes open that “Gate of Infinite Hells”...

Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva's compassion has long since been tainted by resentment. The so-called “salvation” is nothing but a lie from the abyss.

Reset the world, or become a new god?

Whichever path you choose, you'll hear the game start turning again.

Because this game has never allowed anyone to “atone.”

Other names

Eerie Game: From the Start, I Become a Pure, Innocent Doll诡异游戏，开局变成清纯人偶Alternate title on Fanqie

Stats

262Chapters

2kReads · 30 days

121.8kReads · all time

164Shelves

5.5Score

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The writing is excellent, with very little description of cross-dressing or female bodies, and no description of female corruption. The protagonist becomes a female silicone doll, and a bizarre life form at that. It's an infinite flow death game with a dungeon every three days; only the strongest survive. The female lead gradually grows from a weakling, gaining power step by step, even facing near-death experiences. It seems she'll eventually become a god; looking forward to the sequel.
31 likes1y ago
It's good and I enjoy watching it. Although the adjectives are a bit verbose, the excitement is a bit inexplicable, and the main character's personality is a bit twisted, you can tell the author wants to create a grand worldview, with detailed props, a tight plot, and skillful handling of the erotic elements. I'll continue to watch.
24 likes1y ago
Is this a story about torturing the protagonist?
9 likes1y ago
The subject matter is good, but it would be better if the protagonist could be given some more intellectual development in terms of male thinking through certain details. The battle scenes the author writes are so cool they're almost blinding, but the weakness is the near lack of everyday life and scene transitions.
9 likes1y ago
It's really good, keep up the good work, author!
8 likes1y ago
Actually, it's quite well-written, but there are so many plot holes that it's hard to fill them all. The writing style is very delicate, with lots of descriptive words, giving it a slightly female-oriented feel. The downside is that the excessive use of descriptive words makes the plot feel a bit slow and the pacing isn't tight enough.
6 likes1y ago
Transformation + eeriness, as my name suggests.
6 likes1y ago
Doesn't the protagonist use his own abilities?
6 likes1y ago
It combines suspense, mystery, supernatural abilities, gender transformation, and combat—is it good? Please remove the "good" part! 5-Star review!
6 likes1y ago
The whole thing was just pointing at the silicone skin, and the main character was constantly getting hit, running away, or just screaming "Ahhhhhh!" 🤦 But I still want to give them some encouragement.
5 likes1y ago