A Life-and-Death Pact Between a Demigod and a Little Immortal Official

I loved watching Inuyasha as a child, so I always wanted to create a world of my own. I like romances between strong characters. I’ve been thinking about this story for a long time. The heroine, Si Xiyue, is a demigod, much like Kikyo. On the night of the full moon, called the Huanwu Day, her divine powers awaken, much like a half-demon’s, and her mortal body can’t withstand such immense power, so she has to hide away. She has the same ability as Naraku to split apart and regenerate, and she repeatedly tries to separate the part of herself that loves Yun Mo. She separated her divine, human, and demonic natures. Ningchuan is one of the beings she created. This story is told from an omniscient, audience-like perspective. It’s like an anime, so it may be difficult to read, but I don’t want to change it. The heroine is so powerful that for almost the entire story, she retains her memories but has no love for him, Yun Mo. She doesn’t pursue a career or anything else, either. It’s just romance. The numbers were terrible later on, and I lost confidence, so I rushed the ending. In the first half, Yun Mo used time travel and changed the ending. After he was killed in retaliation, the world reset, and Yun Mo became the Heavenly Emperor. The heroine never wanted to reclaim her divine powers. Ningchuan is like Naraku, except this time, Si Xiyue deliberately created the monster herself. As the name implies, Mo Fei Mountain isn’t actually a mountain. This immortal mountain shelters demons because Si Xiyue has a new outlook on all living things and isn’t bound by morality. A lot of readers have criticized me, saying I’m not fit to write novels. I don’t know why they’re so resentful. But I’ve genuinely been happy and completely immersed in it. I also tried to please readers, but that only made me not want to write anymore. Maybe I’ll have an epiphany at some point in time, but probably not now.