What Do I Do When My Archrival Loves Me Too Much?

[An ambitious female CEO with an avoidant ENTJ personality ✖️ a genius, stunningly beautiful physics professor with childhood autism and an anxious INTJ personality] [Childhood friends turned mortal enemies, with love turning to hate] Qi Anmeng has a secret: ever since she was three, she's wanted to claim her doll-like childhood sweetheart for herself. She lies and is vain. She has always known how to charm the adults, and everyone likes her, but she's deeply insecure and convinced that no one could love the real her. She won't let anyone get close to her childhood sweetheart. She says he belongs to her. But later, he gives up on her and cuts ties with her. She loses all hope in human nature, and her mind becomes completely twisted. On the surface, she hassles her childhood sweetheart every day. In reality, she's like a dark, twisted insect, dreaming that one day he'll come crawling back, desperate for her love. Luo Peizhi has a secret too: ever since he was born, he hasn't been able to bear being apart from his childhood sweetheart. He once thought she was his, but after their first separation, he developed autism. His childhood sweetheart is always out in the sunlight, while he hides in the shadows. How can he drag her into the darkness so she'll stay by his side forever? He spends his whole life plotting to make it happen... I'll follow you, study you, keep watch reports on you. I'll hate every person who gets close to you so much that I'll want to get rid of them... I'll put your ambition to work for me. As long as you pay attention to me, even if you hate me, it will thrill me. The author isn't good at writing blurbs, so here's the gist: a lovesick, obsessive woman and a sinister, brooding man fall in love. Two twisted souls save each other in a story wrapped in lust but devoted to true love.