The Only Person Who Cried for Me at My Funeral

It's very, very, very, very, very beautiful. The narrative is very mature and it doesn't stop to explain the previous situation. It has been written very smoothly up to this point. The characters are very three-dimensional. Each character is not a straight line, but winding and smooth. You can read and feel the inner emotions of the characters and fall into the entanglement and pain. This book is like a huge tragedy surrounding Chu Ge, who is like a skin supported by rotting flowers. In the first scene, she reveals her depraved and rotten nature. She has the charm that makes everyone close to her and suffer from her. It seems that they all want her love, and some are sober. They would rather be next to her, like standing on a cliff, feeling the stimulation of adrenaline and the suffocation of falling, loving so silently, making every time they get close, their blood rushes and their minds are dizzy. Gan Su's love was deep and lingered by Chu Ge's side for nine years. Not only did it not suffocate her, it was also the last oxygen for her when she was about to die. He was like a broken mirror to Chu Ge, a past that would never come into the light, and the only person she valued who could fall with her. There is real love, but due to her character and background, there will be no good results. It will just continue to be consumed, just like the food and wine bought for her. When Sheng Yu saw this, he was probably the most successful among them... Chu Ge didn't love him, but his face was similar to Gan Su's and she liked him. He was like Gan Su in the sun. She could approach him openly without being buried in the mud of the past. This way, there would be no entanglements or twists and turns, and he would be kept by her side like a pet. But it seems that he stayed with her for a sunny reason like "Bian Chu is the only one who kept him here", making him unique among the other characters who have more or less dark sides. Bai Yang loved her like a rope, binding himself and Chu Ge. The author wrote this paragraph very mysteriously. Bai Yang was also "reborn", but there were no more details. He seemed to have no memory of Chu Ge's death in his "last life", let alone what the opportunity was for him to "live" two lives. But the author wrote at the beginning that it was a pseudo-rebirth, and the memories of the two of them were like mental illness, as Chu Ge said. Shan Chu's perspective is completely consistent. She relies on wine to fall asleep every night and relies on alcohol to support her at night. The dream makes her unable to distinguish the past reality. It seems that it is reasonable to have a "dream" of resurrection from the dead. It is her inability to distinguish that makes her so confused now. But the appearance of Bai Yang made it impossible for this matter to be Chu's wishful thinking. His two lives met Chu at different times, and the others did not know each other. He appeared not only as a suspected former lover, but also cast a new veil on the truth. Qilewei. Love is humble and proud. It will cry for her, and it will hurt her, and both parties will suffer. I don't even dare to make my love public or say it out loud. Like other characters, he is affected by Chu Ge's joys and sorrows, and each appearance often represents the outbreak of new conflicts. Except for Sheng Yujian, everyone here loves her and feels pain for her. She is like an addictive candy. Whether she is touched or not, it will cause huge trauma. There is also a new ex-girlfriend, Xin Ran, who has been avoiding Chu Ge, which means that the memories between them are not sunny, but also a painful past. But she couldn't help but give Chu a pillow when she was tired, showing a very contradictory trait like other characters. Looking forward to the future direction I'm writing so much because not many people have read this book. I have to say it out loud, it's really good. Please don't stop updating it... I love this book so much. The sense of chaos made me feel so happy when I read it. .

This book is really scary! It's really scary! A completely unexpected development and a completely unexpected ending. The author is really great, very great. Three worlds, three sets of stories, some overlap, and each has its own changes. The love and hatred between Chu Ge and these four men and two women are perfectly presented by the author, with rigorous logic and no loopholes. After reading it, I really felt like I was in a trance. Is this the end? The whole process is really brain-burning. If you are not careful, you may not be able to follow the author's ideas, especially the ending. Initially, when I read the introduction and the entire first half, I thought it was a very thorough love story. Following the plot, I tried hard to guess who was attending the funeral, who cried at the funeral, and lamented Chu Ge's wandering life. But in the end, I discovered that this is actually a story about finding oneself, and which set of memories is real. Feeling hopeless and at a loss, Chu Ge was really trapped by Yuan Shannan. He suppressed his self-destructive emotions to a minimum and tried hard to live like a normal person... The only thing that may need to be avoided is that the heroine is bisexual... If you can accept this, then don't hesitate and go straight for it! This book is really worth reading. You won't regret reading it. I feel it is a good book worth reading.

It's beautiful, but there are still many mysteries