In My Next Life, Please Give Me a Better Script

How am I supposed to sum up my life? There has been tremendous joy and extreme sorrow. It’s as if the heavens are playing a joke on me, with every melodramatic plot twist from a TV drama happening in my life. Being the daughter of a mistress, being forced apart from the person I love, being driven to my death while still alive... I used to think these things only happened on television. They sound fake even when I talk about them, but how can real life have so many fakes?