After My Attempt to Save Myself and Walk Away Failed
自我救赎抽身失败后
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- Completed
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- 554k Words
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- Two Male Leads
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- 13d ago
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This book is incredibly satisfying, with a fast pace and no dragging moments. The two main characters are both powerful: an 18-year-old Jiang Ye and a 25-year-old Jiang Ye. The 18-year-old Jiang Ye is arrogant and unrestrained; if he disagrees with someone, he'll either resort to underhanded tactics or fight directly. His motto is: "If I don't like you, I have a million ways to get rid of you."
The author's delicate control over emotions is truly amazing! 🥰🥰🥰 The portrayal of Shen Wenran's aloof indifference across two lifetimes and Jiang Ye's uncontrollable restraint towards her is so well done! 🥰🥰🥰 This tug-of-war, the sense of destiny—is it redemption or being pushed into a deeper abyss? Is it self-redemption or self-destruction? 🥰🥰🥰
So good! So captivating! This book and the previous one both really hit my sweet spot. I love the author's writing style! As I get older, reading novels full of fancy words is mentally exhausting, but this author's writing is just right for my taste! The author hasn't updated for three hours! Even the donkeys in the production team wouldn't dare rest like that. Please, give me one more chapter! 😢
I've read a lot of BL novels with two male leads, but this is the first time I've seen this type of Narcissus BL story. It's very refreshing, and I really like Ranran and Jiang Ye! I feel that Ranran's hesitation, confusion, and wavering in the face of her feelings for Jiang Ye, and Jiang Ye's unwavering possessiveness and love for Ranran, make both characters' personalities and psychology very…
Oh my god, I really enjoyed reading this! Narcissus + younger man + self-conquest, 18-year-old Jiang is both innocent and horny, 25-year-old Jiang is both seductive and alluring. The author's writing is excellent, the emotions are very delicate, the plot is very coherent, and it was a very enjoyable read!!!
It's really good! The beginning is a little chaotic, but it gets better and better as you read on. I've read a similar story on JJ before, "Narcissus," where the protagonist is reborn to help his younger self. However, in that story, the protagonist's mental state was unstable; he was erratic, like a turtle that would immediately retreat into its shell when provoked by love.
It's really beautiful, no joke. The fact that Shen, who traveled back in time, actually only helped himself and then planned to retire was quite shocking. The characters are well-developed, both are quite memorable, and the writing is excellent. The plot is fast-paced and enjoyable.
It's really good! Compared to the slightly awkward writing style of some novels, this one is quite good. The characters' emotions are delicate and not out of character. Shen Wenran's struggle with falling in love with himself (but he doesn't seem to love "Jiang Ye"—did I miss something, or was it intentional on the author's part?)
I've always liked Narcissus, and I also like this character design. However, although it represents the mature and naive versions of myself, the personality differences are still too stark. I rarely feel that unintentional intimacy and unspoken understanding between Narcissus and me. It feels like the emphasis is on the two of them liking the same things and sharing certain personality traits.
The writing is excellent. This story really hits the mark with its strong sense of control and distinct personalities. The characters are decisive and efficient, giving the feeling of a balanced relationship between two adult men. The real "Shen Wenran" is older and more experienced than Jiang Ye, more self-controlled, and has a more peaceful mindset.