
After My Attempt to Save Myself and Walk Away Failed
自我救赎抽身失败后
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This book is really awesome, the overall pace is fast, and there is no ink at all. There are two protagonists, one is eighteen-year-old Jiang Ye, and the other is twenty-five-year-old Jiang Ye. Eighteen-year-old Jiang Ye is wanton and arrogant. If he doesn't accept the slightest dissatisfaction, he will either resort to dirty tricks or do it directly. In summary, if you don't like it, there are thousands of ways to do it to you. Twenty-five-year-old Jiang Ye is more inclined to solve problems intellectually because he worked as a businessman in a parallel world (?) (Of course, our old Jiang Ye also has strong force value). In summary, if you make me unhappy, you have to sleep with one eye open, because you are not sure when I will stab you secretly. The ambiguous pull between the two protagonists is really beautiful. I did a backflip on the bed when I saw it. Old Jiangye used the identity of an ordinary person (bushi) to treat Xiao Jiangye, a young master of the rich family, as a puppy. Oh my god, does anyone understand this? Anyone understands this? Anyway, I love the loyal dog attack!
The author's delicate control over emotions is really great [Adoration][Adoration][Adoration] Shen Wenran's aloof indifference after two lives and Jiang Ye's inability to control Shen Wenran, forbearance and restraint are so well written [Adoration][Adoration][Adoration] This feeling of pulling, is it redemption or a sense of destiny that pushes deeper into the abyss, is it self-salvation or self-destruction [Adoration][Adoration][Adoration] Narcissus is not common, and the sensual Narcissus is even rarer [Adoration] These two poked my xp hard. The lower one relies on the love of the upper one to pamper him, and tolerates the grievance when he loses love. The upper one thinks he is the leader, but in fact he has already fallen into the whirlpool without knowing it. The self-righteous good thing is actually a deeper harm [Adoration] Shen Wenran, facing the sincere and pure nineteen-year-old self, do you really dare to say that you have no heartache and no trace of love? How long can you look down on Jiang Ye from above? When will you realize your self-righteous kindness towards Jiang Ye, and how long can you remain indifferent and self-possessed? [I'm about to cry][I'm about to cry][I'm about to cry] Jiang Ye, facing a person who will love you with his life and pull you out of the quagmire, will you really be defeated by the knife of his words in a few words? If he really leaves you, are you really willing to let him go? The one who is tempted first loses first. When it is the most difficult to let go, will you want to imprison him and force him at all costs, or will you use tears and self-injury to gamble on Shen Wenran's slightest tenderness [I'm about to cry] [I'm about to cry] [I'm about to cry] Finally, I wish the author a surge of literary thoughts, torture me hard, torture me to death, torture me to death, torture me to death [adoration][adoration][adoration]
Looks good! It's so touching. Both this book and the previous one really impressed me. I really like the author's writing style! As I get older, my brain is tired from reading novels full of gorgeous vocabulary. The author's writing is really to my liking! The author hasn't updated for three hours. The production team don't dare to rest like this. Please read another chapter for me [crying]
I've read a lot of male-male themes, and this is the first time I've seen this type of narcissus romance. It's very novel, and I really like Ran Ran and Jiang Ye! I feel that Ran Ran is hesitant and confused in the face of her love for Jiang Ye and Jiang Ye is desperate to possess and love Ran Ran. The image and psychology of the two people are very three-dimensional and real. To be honest, I really like it (ω). I just hope that it will be updated soon. I can't wait to see Ran Ran go abroad later. The scene of Jiang Ye chasing his wife, hahaha, Jiangye, you always end up in the crematorium chasing your wife, hahahahaha, and several pairs of deputy CPs also had a good talk, especially the younger brother and Xiaoba, oh, it's so sweet [blowing kiss][blowing kiss][blowing kiss][blowing kiss][blowing kiss]
Mom, it makes me so happy to see Narcissus + Nianxia + conquering myself. The 18-year-old Jiang is pure and sexy, and the 25-year-old Jiang is sexy and sexy. The writing style is also very good, the emotions are very delicate, the plot is very coherent, and it is very enjoyable to watch! ! ! !
It's really good to read. There's a little bit of confusion at the beginning, but the more you look at it, the better it gets. I've seen a similar Narcissus in JJ before, and I was also under the rebirth gang. However, the mental state of that article was unstable and epileptic. Like a tortoise, it immediately retracts into its shell when stimulated by love. I have been chasing him for a long time, and I am just as unbelievable as this book that I could fall in love with him in the past. I was clearly in love with him, but I felt that I was delaying my past self by running away. It will be useless to criticize wolves and dogs like crazy for the rest of the year. It tortures me to death. I hope this book can be sweeter and the two of them can connect with each other quickly [Send my heart] [Send my heart]
So beautiful, no joke Shen who came back from time travel actually planned to retire after just helping himself, which shocked me. The characters are more three-dimensional. The characters of both of them are relatively classic. The writing is quite good. The plot is very fast-paced and interesting.
It's really good. Compared to some novels with a slightly awkward writing style, this one is pretty good. The characters have delicate emotions and are not OOC. Shen Wenran's struggle to fall in love with himself (but he doesn't seem to love Jiang Ye, did I not pay close attention, or did the author do it intentionally?), And his pursuit of self, whether he is Jiang Ye or Shen Wenran, this character has not changed. I think it is difficult for Narcissus to accept that the protagonist's personality has changed a lot before and after, and there is no transition. The author's writing is very good, and I look forward to the follow-up development, come on!!
I have always liked Narcissus, and I also like this kind of character setting. However, even though they are mature and immature versions of themselves, the personality gap is still too severe. The unintentional inseparability and unintentional tacit understanding of Narcissus is rarely felt. It feels like it is more deliberately emphasizing that "two people" like the same things and have the same certain personalities. In the early stage, there was a narrative interspersed with timelines, which was a bit confusing. If you don't mind the above, I think it's very beautiful (only in my personal opinion)
Good writing. This article really pokes fun at XP's desire for control. He has a distinct personality and the characters' actions are decisive and resolute, giving people the feeling that two adult men are evenly matched in love. In fact, "Chen Wenran" is older and more experienced than Jiang Ye, knows how to control himself better, and is more peaceful. (I am now waiting for the update every day [send heart] #lv is sweet biscuits, clear, stupid, and short wear are all packaged by people. #Tomatosauce has a lot of strong tension recently)