
If You Don't Understand Redemption, I Know a Thing or Two About Going Mad
如果你不懂救赎发疯我也略知一二
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No CP, no CP, no CP, no CP, no CP, no CP, no CP, no CP, no CP, no CP, no CP, no CP, no CP, no CP. It absolutely must have no CP.
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Ensemble Casts with Friendships as Passionate and Powerful as Romance
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Looking for books like Infinite: Forced Into an Infinite-Flow Game, I Became a God. Please recommend stories with no CP and no romantic tension. Any genre is fine, but ideally infinite flow, quick transmigration, showbiz talent competitions, forum-style manga, secret identities, full-dive games, imperial exams and officialdom, or comprehensive martial arts.
High-Quality Completed Novels
Tomato, I'm out of books. Begging for good novels. No superpowers, no System; both angst-heavy and feel-good stories are fine! Please recommend some!
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Looking for Cultivation Stories With the Spirit of Youth, a Heaven-Gifted Prodigy, and a Strong Youthful Feel
I've read way too many novels about romance and relationships, and I'm sick of them. I want a protagonist who's genuinely the child of destiny, the most outstanding prodigy under heaven, with the greatest talent. Give me someone brimming with youthful spirit, whose single sword strike dazzles the Nine Provinces. No couples! Great writing!
Looking for a Woman Disguised as a Man: A Spirited, Dashing Young Woman Who Lives Freely
I will always be drawn to the spirit of youth. There's something captivating about young people. The boys I imagine are full of ambition, dressed in their finest, unafraid of convention, willing to shoulder their responsibilities, and blooming in the sunlight.
Ensemble Casts, Ensemble Casts, Ensemble Casts! I Need High-Quality Ensemble Stories
Looking for books like *Spring Returns to the Sickly Branches*. The kind where geniuses from all over the world gather together, become invincible, and make their mark in their era.
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I don't want a female lead constantly trying to win people over, anything that disrespects women, or anything cheesy. Is there really nothing that's just about a universally adored girl and her devoted admirers? Aaaaaah!
No-CP Fics With the Protagonist as the Focus: No Official Ships! I Want to Ship Them Myself
Looking for books like *I'm a Total Newbie, Why Isn't This Game Getting Harder? (No Response from Player)*. No canon couples! Don't recommend anything with canon couples! Don't! I get annoyed reading those òᆺó (that's what happens when you ignore my request).
Rated 9.4 or Higher, No CP. I'll Read Anything
I read all kinds of books, so recommend whatever. Just don't recommend books with terrible ratings in the eights. I only ask that there be a CP. Other than those two things, I'll read anything: schemes for power, transmigration, fantasy, horror, modern, historical, comedy, whatever oddball stuff you've got.
Ensemble Casts: A Group Comes Together, and in the End Some Die While Others Are Wounded
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Looking for books similar to Martial God Asura. Talent-focused stories with lots of geniuses who are all outshone by the protagonist.
I Want Cross-Dressing Men! Cultivation Stories!!!
Does anyone know the kind where the heroine and the female supporting character...? I want a cultivation story where the heroine disguises herself as a man, and it has to be complete!!!
A Collection of History’s Strongest Female Leads: Absolutely Electrifying!
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Pick two of ①②③, preferably including all three. If you leave out ③, the protagonist still can’t be too stupid. Male protagonist, no CP! If there’s a CP, remove it yourself! Any genre: infinite-flow, rule-based horror, transmigrate to ancient times, modern supernatural powers, and so on. There’s a book on the list someone recommended that features a male-male couple, and I can’t remove it, so watch out...
A Cold, Villainous Protagonist Who’s a Magnet for Everyone, Doesn’t Seduce Anyone, and Doesn’t Toy with Feelings
The protagonist either plays a vicious role or is genuinely awful. No crybabies or cowards, no pretending to be weak, seducing, playing hard to get, or toying with people's feelings. They must really hit people, be genuinely cold and heartless, with no sympathy whatsoever. No feeling sorry for men. They should be career-driven, emotionless, and adored by everyone.
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No Romance, High Quality, Ensemble Cast, and No Ambiguous Relationships
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My favorite thing about this book is the friendship between women that the author depicts. In the old-fashioned story of Long Aotian, the fiancée and Long Aotian's childhood sweetheart are not just competitions or men, they can also appreciate each other. Fuyao created a shelter for women. Because she had been hurt in the past, she felt sorry for the women in this world, so she held an umbrella for them. People have preferences, likes and dislikes, and a selfish side. Women not only have positive relationships, but also competitive relationships, negative relationships, or just casual acquaintances. Women can be smiling tigers, hunters, and do whatever it takes to achieve their goals, not just those so-called beautiful qualities. The so-called female friendship will only become distorted if it is blindly vilified. Similarly, it will be distorted if it is blindly beautified. The heroine came to the woman she wanted to save. What I felt was respect for everything she had done. It was not just pity or condescending charity, but recognition. I respect your independent personality and recognize your value, so I also value your ideals. I look forward to the heroine returning to her original form, and looking forward to the stories between her and other people.
No one can resist the protagonist. She has clean and beautiful qualities, a soft and warm heart, and top-notch looks. The young man is full of life and high-spirited, and his every smile is the most vivid and beautiful picture. Be gentle, polite, restrained, respectful, understanding and considerate. She tells you through actions that there is no need to be afraid. In the most desperate times, she provides just the right amount of support. When her blood is almost frozen, she will light a fire that melts ice. When she is most at a loss, she will clearly plan the path. She is more determined than you are that you are right, worthy, important, and should be put first. Her words and sentences hit the most fragile psychological barrier that people have to protect themselves. Her eyes are clear and sincere, and you can see that she truly cares about you without any purpose and from the bottom of her heart. Warm and powerful, the author is incredible.
In fact, it's not tied yet, but it's close. I'll post a long comment after I came to Sioux City to express my feelings. It's okay in terms of saving effort, it's not brainless, one of the characters is well written, but the main control is a bit hurt. The characters that have appeared so far are all quite fresh, but it can be seen that the author is more comfortable in shaping female characters, and it has to be a female channel to write about women. The sect master, the two senior sisters, and Wen Wen in the opening are not the kind of stereotyped characters, especially Wen Wen. This character is really good as the introduction of the setting in the opening. Love and hate are decisive. Although there is not much plot, it can leave an impression on people, and it can also directly let readers see the author's thoughts and level. If it is above passing, it will not waste time after reading it. The sect leader at the back is another type of unruly person, who puts her strength first and understands her shortcomings. However, she has no breaking point in the current plot, and she still looks a bit facial. Let's see how she is shaped later. Then there are the two senior sisters. They are different portrayals of similar things. The Qiqiao Exquisite Heart is better shaped. In the part where the protagonist is pushed up on a high platform and pleads guilty and accepts the review results, the author writes that she will not act rashly and trusts the protagonist to cope with it. She loves herself well. That is the greatest gratitude to the protagonist. This part really makes the setting of the Qiqiao Exquisite Heart stand. Then there is Fuyao. As the main character, I find her quite unpleasant, but I have to admit that this is the best character the author has created so far. She is too bright. Although she often says that she is from the Hehuan Palace and teases the protagonist to prevent her from kissing her, she does not think he is looking down on her. However, she does not feel at all that there is anything wrong with a woman sleeping with so many men, and she does not feel at all that she is violating other people's moral behavior. She is not a true, kind and beautiful person, especially when it comes to men. She loves people of the same sex and hates their betrayal. She is resolute and ruthless. I think she is a femme fatale in a purely literal sense. The author writes about the ruthlessness of women. The ruthlessness of the previous ones is a bit like chopping stinky tofu with a plastic sword. The ruthlessness of the protagonist looks through the mirror and sees the Yuehua Sword slaying the demon, which is unreal through a layer. The ruthlessness of this character is a bit 3D. It's good, but I don't want her to trust the protagonist very much in the future and become like the previous ones. Fuyao thanks the protagonist for his help, but he will always believe in himself the most and will not trust his faith. I wanted her to be a villain, someone who would plot against the protagonist, and I wanted her to be a martyr. The protagonist looks more like a tool man, Qingfeng Jiyue Mingyuelang. His perfection is a bit fake, and the flaws that leak out are really based on the standard of beauty and strength. There are a lot of protagonists like this regardless of gender. It doesn't matter if the author wants to create it this way, this kind of character has a wide audience. However, I personally have been reading books for more than ten years. The more perfect the characters are, the more beautiful and powerful they are, and I forget their names. Of course, it's just a personal opinion. The male characters are all pretty comedians, and some of the minor roles are straight up with facial makeup, like a protagonist who breaks up an engagement. Many of the stories about divorce on male channels are really bullshit, and even if you copy them, you won't be able to understand them. Xiao Yan's version, as the originator, is actually not a big criticism. Male channels love YY, and so do female channels. The stories about male gods and goddesses are quite unrealistic. But it's boring to write about this kind of demonized moron. There's a saying that the more NB the villain is, the more powerful the protagonist is. Regardless of men, women, or children, whether they are strong, intelligent, bad-tempered, or not easy to talk about right and wrong, winning will be a great feeling, and a draw will be great too. It would be better if it is written neatly. After all, the villain is a trouble to the protagonist, and the protagonist is the same to the villain. Who will wait patiently for the other party to grow up. Summary: I think it's an okay book. It's quite interesting. It's not a loss after reading it. It has some minor flaws, but they're innocuous. Come on, author It's not an accident, but once I look for books of the same type, I really can't find one that suits my taste. I walked around the square and found that this one is the best, alas.
It's old wine in new bottles. Some of the author's ideas are very good, and the character creation is also good. The early and middle stages are particularly beautiful. Beiyin was portrayed particularly well before Chapter 200, and the book also did a good job of expressing emotions. But the biggest problem is that the small stories are good, but the main story is. The specific narrative and rhythm are not enough. At the extreme end, you may even feel that the heroine's character change is abrupt and the reason for traveling through the planes is shabby (although this is not the case, the narrative arrangement gives people this feeling). The early stage is okay because overall there is no particular need for the plot to advance quickly. But in the later stage, after the four-realm competition, the pacing seriously affected the perception. The relationship between the main characters advanced too fast and the narrative declined, which meant it was too vague or anxious. For example, Su and Xie's death had no emotional foreshadowing at all, relying solely on a few touching words and the protagonist's reaction to build up the emotion. You must know that Su and Xie are the ones who describe the most feelings and interactions in the whole book. Especially the appearance in the early stage left the deepest impression, but the rhythm later was too chaotic. . . But overall the flaws are still there! The author puts great care into describing a story. There are flaws, but I believe the author can do better! ! ! [Love]
It's super interesting. I like most of them in terms of writing. The plot is really interesting, and Yin Yin feels really great. Although the rest of the characters may have some weird personalities, they are very three-dimensional and have a very vivid feeling. The extras really drew my soul away. I want to watch it. The whole plot line has an urge to attract people to read on. It's been a long time since I've found such a good-looking article. I love the author so much.
It's very interesting to watch. Strictly speaking, it's not so much a no-censorship as it is a big harem, open to both men and women. Moreover, the student author is a strong one. On the premise that the writing is good, everything he thinks and writes is full of emotion. The most valuable thing is that it maintains female characteristics better than any other novel about a woman disguised as a man. Although the heroine has a male body, she is indeed a woman. It is better than some double-female protagonists who write one of them as a "t" [face covering] When I saw some words, I was sure that the author was from the Northeast. The humor is very nice. Let's talk about what I think is a little less than perfect. The male characters are more fleshed out than the female ones, with heavier emotional projection and more scenes. Although the author said that he loves baby girls more, he didn't really see it [face-covering] [face-covering] [face-covering] and the plot of the old man traveling to other planes was skipped directly. I couldn't understand it at all, but the rest was pretty good [like]
The young man - Bei Yin is like the kind of person who said, "In my lifetime, I will understand the thoughts of those crazy men and women, but I am destined to live a life of freedom, climb to the top of the mountain, become a high mountain, and look down on thousands of climbers below." Spring swallows came quietly, and there were several pear blossoms outside the window with spring rain. They were the best among flowers, but the seemingly unfocused young man never paid attention to them. "A seemingly sentimental person only has great love in his heart, without any affection between men and women. He is as warm to people and people as the sun, fierce and decisive to enemies, has a core, and has infinite personality charm. The friendship between young people lasts forever. Aren't they watching for each other's redemption? Everyone is the protagonist in his or her own story, the protagonist in the author's writings, the eternal subject in his own life, and the gorgeous object in the lives of others. The youth travels in the age of poetry and wine, as arrogant and wanton as the scorching sun. In the clear breeze and bright moon, the young man soared into the blue clouds. The expression of the value of life is unconventional. Women are no longer the delicate flowers in traditional concepts, but they can also be vigorous and wonderful. The writing is delicate and meaningful, fresh and refined, like cucumber-flavored potato chips. The good and evil of human nature are perfectly written, and the characters are three-dimensional and vivid.
It's tied. It's super good. I hope it will be updated more. The description of the fighting competition is very exciting. I feel so happy watching it. The heroine is the gentlest, most handsome and awesome person in the world. The description of the scenery is also very artistic. Several boys and girls with their own characteristics come together to perform wonderful stories together. It's wonderful [Love]
Oh my god, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhinging! The heartthrob, the woman dressing up as a man is so annoying to me, the rose cat yyds! I enjoyed watching the later stages of Jingwang so much! Bei Gu, you are so happy! [Adoration][Adoration][Admiration]
I think it looks good, but I don't know why the rating is low. The author's description will make people begin to imagine the detailed scene. The battle-scarred wind in the middle is really handsome. Maybe some people think that changing a partner midway is a bit disconnected? But the writing is very complete, at least I haven't seen any unclear plot, and the author will also mention it. Of course, the author is also very lively. The heroine is like a clear breeze, bright moon, and white moonlight. She is holding up a man's body. I would like to call it a sure win. It is not a loss to invest in it. At least I feel happy now that I see it. If you are not sure whether you want to join the trap, you might as well read a few chapters first.