I Work Like an Ox for the Mountain God

☞【First person + slow-paced + coming-of-age heroine + later shifts between multiple perspectives】 A word of caution: This is not a conventional supernatural story. Most of it focuses on romance. ☞【Scheming, promiscuous scumbag hero + suspicious, clear-headed, devoted heroine】 My father blasted a mountain to build a factory and angered the mountain god. To earn the mountain god’s forgiveness, my relatives wanted to offer me as a sacrifice. My parents refused and hid me in the city, but the mountain god still abducted me. The mountain god was furious. He said that if I wanted to live, I had to become his immortal emissary in the human world. Otherwise, he would kill my parents and relatives. To save my parents and myself, I was treated like a tool. The mountain god threw me into a dream to exorcise spirits, made me climb a ten-thousand-meter snow mountain, and left me facing a white dragon that swore to tear me to pieces and tried to kill me again and again. As his emissary, I was tortured until I was covered in wounds. I couldn’t escape, and under the pretext of loving me, he repeatedly put me in danger... “Don’t even dream of it. You will never be my wife. You’re nothing but a concubine-in-waiting.” Am I human Si Nanzhi, or the divine emissary Si Nanzhi? Or am I just a disposable stand-in...?