A Way to Have It Both Ways [Candlelight]

[Two Male Leads, Both Strong] [Angst] [Broken Reunion] [Mutual First Love] [Unhinged Top] [Devoted Bottom]

Is there truly a way to protect both the kingdom and the one you love?

A story where hurting your lover feels great in the moment, but before chasing him back, you have to send yourself to the crematorium first.

A somewhat yandere, obsessive prince top vs. a quiet, devoted shadow guard bottom.

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I've loved him for almost my entire life.

To help my stomach, he warmed me a cup of tea every night. He protected me at every turn, and once risked his life to save me.

Yet I hurt him so badly that I left him utterly broken.

I love you. And also,

Don't forgive me.