I was with Zhou Ziyi through the hardest times of his life, struggling alongside him and pouring my heart and soul into him, giving him all my love.
Everyone thought I would be the one listed as Zhou Ziyi's spouse on his marriage certificate.
But just as Zhou Ziyi and I were about to walk down the aisle, he changed his mind.
He wanted to marry Lu Yue, the first love who had abandoned him, because she was terminally ill and had only a few months left to live.
When Zhou Ziyi broke up with me, I touched the crumpled cancer diagnosis in my pocket and asked softly:
"Is there really no chance to change your mind?"
He shook his head.
I said nothing more and promptly moved out of the home I shared with Zhou Ziyi.
Later, on the day Zhou Ziyi and Lu Yue got married, I vomited blood and collapsed right there.
Zhou Ziyi wept bitterly, begging to see me and plead for my forgiveness.
But how could I give him what he wanted?
