I Am A Dou, the Hopeless A Dou

“The immense burden of Shu Han's realm!” “94 million subjects of Shu Han!” “1.2 billion hectares of Shu Han's territory!” “All at once, it was laid upon my shoulders. It weighed so heavily that I could barely breathe. From that day on, I was no longer myself.” “I am not the lone ruler, and the lone ruler is not me.” “I am the Son of Heaven, bearing the burden as I go. It weighs me down so much that not even my Imperial Chancellor could lift me up, let alone Kuafu. I am Adou, lost in wine, women, and song. Not even a person could wake me, let alone a blue whale.” “Under this pressure, I walked on thin ice, daring not to make even the slightest mistake. So for a long time, I obeyed the Imperial Chancellor's every command.” “I know some call me as stupid as a pig, while others say I'm an Adou who can't be helped.” “But so what? As long as Shu Han still stands! As long as its territory remains intact! As long as its people can live in peace, free from invasion! That... is enough for me.”