[Single heroine] + [Pure unhinged fiction] + [Emotionally devastating] + [Everyday frustrations] + [Domestic squabbles and petty troubles] + [No obvious male lead]
Warning 1: Don't be fooled by the opening. The story at the beginning won't continue until much, much later.
Warning 2: It's tragic, tragic, tragic. Everyone hurts everyone, and nobody is spared. If you want a sweet romance, run now.
Warning 3: The author has a severe case of literary pretension. There is absolutely no wish fulfillment here.
Why does nobody cherish me?
Is it because I was born ugly, born stupid?
Or because I shouldn't have been born at all?
Everyone gave me an answer.
Not one answer did I dare follow up on.
This is what life has become. All I can do is keep going.
They had it just as hard. They were just as helpless.
Maybe it's fate.
Fate makes every living thing suffer through a painful existence.
Perhaps only when life is this difficult and dangerous can living things continue to reproduce.
But I don't want to keep reproducing anymore.
I hope I come to an end in this volume.
All those hardships ahead, you can have them. I'm done.
After all, I am insignificant, scarcely worth mentioning in this mortal world.
Yet this mortal world has kept me turning through the years.
I'm still that same little girl, but my heart is now fortified behind towering walls. From then on, I stopped trusting every seemingly kind face.
