"Childhood sweethearts + 1v1 + bad ending"
A child raised in the abyss will grow branches unlike any other, even if watered with love.
Luo Yue is one such person. Though she left when she was only five, the shadow of that place was enough to follow her for life. She carried away a body ravaged by illness and a heart consumed by obsession. Her world was too small and narrow, with room only for her parents and her closest family. They were her reason to keep living, the strength that helped her fight her pain. But in the early autumn of her nineteenth year, her mother left forever. And that was only the beginning.
“Living is so, so hard. I don’t want to keep going.”
“I want to see you. I want to see lots of people.”
"The tags are wrong. I requested a change, but they still haven’t removed the youthful romance tag, so I’ll leave it as is for now. There is a school-life section, but it only makes up about the first quarter. Luo Yue’s destined partner is Mu Jing. The author’s writing skills aren’t strong, and the plot is a bit messy. Don’t read if that bothers you."