I'm Already a God, Why Be Your Brain-Dead Fan?

Name: I'm Already a God, Why Be Your Brain-Dead Fan?
Author: Beitang Xinyan

我已是神明何必做你的脑残粉

by Beitang Xinyan (北堂新雁)

Status: Completed
Length: 412k Words
Genre: Two Male Leads
Updated: 2y ago
Source: Fanqie

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Original title: I'm Already a God, Why Be Your Brain-Dead Fan? (Complete, enjoy without worry) This is an angst-filled story! Don't be fooled by the title!

Kind, sincere, and beautiful sickly angel bottom x emotionally oblivious domineering CEO top

Two male leads, each other's first love, equally matched, devoted to each other, one-on-one romance. Two dreams in one life, one pair destined for each other.

[Physical and emotional suffering + a mountain of personal worldbuilding + nothing beats being with your best friend + men only slow me down from drawing my sword]

Hearing impairment, frail health, and delicate body warnings; the pursuer's path to winning back his love is a long one.

The bottom is either getting hurt or on his way to getting hurt. From the second volume on, every chapter brings a new heartbreak.

Chen Feiran, who lives two dreams in one life, reaches the pinnacle of his career as a world champion in show jumping, then resolutely enters the entertainment industry. In his previous life, Cheng Zhen was a nobody who could only admire superstar Chen Feiran from the shadows. Their first meeting comes when Cheng Zhen saves Chen Feiran, and both die as a result. As they hover between life and death, the mysterious organization Re-Birth selects them and grants them the chance to be reborn with talents of their own choosing.

Longing to meet again and stand shoulder to shoulder with his idol, reborn Cheng Zhen has been plotting for a long time. He gains a talent at the cost of irreversible side effects and even turns against the senior brother who has been by his side every day. All he gets in return is a body covered in injuries and Chen Feiran's words: "Who are you?"

Cheng Zhen saved him twice, but Chen Feiran "doesn't remember" either time. From then on, Cheng Zhen's heart will never be moved by anyone again. He will live only for himself.

Best friend: "Cheng Zhen, don't make yourself suffer..."

Senior brother: "Zhenzhen, be good. I'll take you home."

Mutually devoted, two male leads. The setup in the early part is relatively long.

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