The Person Who Loved Me Most in the World Disappeared

🔷[Modern Stories + Youth Pain + Ancient Sadomasochism] This novel was published in 2014. It is quite in line with the style of youth pain literature at that time, and it describes the sadomasochistic entanglements between the male and female protagonists. 🔷The heroine Luo Fei, seven years ago, she had not recognized her biological parents. At that time, her name was Lin Wanwan. She was rescued by the police while being trafficked, and was adopted by the police. Lin Jiajia, the daughter of her adoptive parents, is very hostile to her unexpected sister. She treats Wanwan in a friendly manner on the surface, but beats and abuses her secretly. She was tolerant and tenacious when she was young, and chose to endure silently in the face of her sister's abuse; she was kind and brave, sympathized with and tolerated Zhan Lingge, who had become depressed and decadent due to a leg injury, and worked hard to help him get out of the haze; she also had a clear goal, studying hard for her sweetheart Xu Haotian, and working hard towards the life she wanted. But just when she was about to run towards her dream life, Lin Jiajia and Zhan Lingge's conspiracy ruined everything she wanted. 🔷The male protagonist Zhan Lingge was once a genius boy. After being pushed down a mountain by his trusted third brother and breaking his leg, he became cold, gloomy, morbid and crazy. The arrival of Wanwan brought a ray of light to his dark life. He fell in love with this girl who brought him warmth and encouraged him to face difficulties bravely, so he surrounded the girl domineeringly and willfully, but his love was too paranoid and deeply hurt the girl. 🔷Seven years later, Wanwan, who was once well-behaved, weak and bullied, turned into a courageous and capable policewoman Luo Fei, who also had a family who truly loved her. During an operation to capture the trafficking leader "Hua She", she once again met the man who cast a shadow on her - Zhan Lingge. At this time, the male protagonist had become a talented jewelry designer. Zhan Lingge appeared in her life again. She kept wanting to stay away from this man, but because her father was seriously ill and needed treatment, and she couldn't afford the high medical expenses, she had no choice but to find the male protagonist. In order to trap the female protagonist with him, the male protagonist asked the female protagonist to marry him. After marriage, even if the heroine talks coldly to him, the hero will take good care of the heroine. While the heroine hates the hero, she is still attached to the hero's kindness to her. As they get along with each other day by day, the heroine gradually becomes attracted to the hero. The male protagonist really loves the female protagonist miserably. From the time they met when they were young, his life is filled with the shadow of the female protagonist. He will work hard to rehabilitate himself for the female protagonist to stand up. He will work hard to learn how to make porridge because the female protagonist loves to eat fish fillet porridge. He will spend the seven years since she left. He made many dolls similar to hers, and drew a drawer and a room full of her portraits; he also donated a kidney to her father without telling the heroine, ruthlessly let her go in order to make the heroine happy, and finally he was seriously injured and fell into a coma while trying to protect the heroine from a gun. Both the male and female protagonists are quite miserable. They have similar tragic experiences and the same loneliness. I hope that in the end the male protagonist can wake up and spend the rest of his life with the female protagonist. 🔷In fact, the relationship between the heroine and the lead actor Xu Haotian is quite regrettable. They were childhood sweethearts. In the heroine's gloomy childhood life, the sunny and cheerful Xu Haotian warmed her up, and they almost got together. 🔷The veteran author's writing style is unparalleled and the descriptions are delicate. The stories of the male and female protagonists are very sad and make people cry several times. The male protagonist is paranoid in love and has low self-esteem, while the female protagonist has a heart-wrenching experience but is so strong and brave. The novel has fluent language, full of emotions, rich characters, and a gripping plot. It is worth reading! 🔷Excerpts of golden sentences: ""Perhaps after loving someone for a long time, you gradually lose the ability to love others. "If I treat you better, can you try to love me?" "——Zhan Lingge" "Whether it was God's arrangement or fate's trick, he accepted his fate. So what if she didn't like him? He was still crazy about her like a moth to a flame." "He loved her from then on, and ten years seemed like forever." "If you want to hold the sunshine, you must first have the courage to reach out." "Sometimes you have to admit that fate is the master of everything. After a full circle, it brings you back to the original starting point." "The pain in the body is nothing, the pain in the heart is the most profound." "The tragedy of human nature is that you see things like this happening again and again, but you are always unable to do anything." "Time will always wash away the truth." "To truly love someone is not to give her the best, but to give her what she wants most." "Having hope is a terrible thing, because hope makes you vulnerable and heartbroken when you lose it."

Look, you won't say a word when you look at it. Believe me, it's really beautiful. They are each other's salvation, and they are also the people who hurt each other the most (it should be said that the male protagonist is the shadow of the female protagonist's childhood. The male protagonist has not yet learned to love, and the female protagonist has not yet understood love. Of course, these loves are not mentioned before). Anyway, they are each other's favorite people.

Although I came here for BE, the ending still hopes that Zhan Lingge will wake up and start a new life with Luo Fei (because Wanwan also fell in love with Ling Ge). Luo Fei had a hard time as a child, and neither Ling Ge nor Luo Fei were happy, and I really want them to be together.

This book moved me so much! Especially when I saw Zhan Lingge saying "Because you are the light in my life", I almost cried. Although he did many wrong things, he sacrificed himself in the end to save Lin Wanwan. I really like this plot and Zhang Yunxin's writing. She makes me feel the power of love and persistence. I'm already a big fan of hers!

It's very interesting, it's a sadistic novel, but it's not sadistic for the sake of sadistic, it's more about the helplessness of fate... There is a sentence in the book that I like very much. Loving someone is not about giving her the best, but giving her what she wants most.

The plot of the last two chapters moved me. I thought I would see the male protagonist wake up. It turned out not to be. I couldn't help crying...

The twisted melon 🍉 is also quite sweet [Learned]

The writing is very good and beautiful. After looking for a side story, the male protagonist woke up after more than a year, and the two of them were finally together. When I watched the first part, I felt sorry for the male protagonist and the female protagonist. Fortunately, they both have a happy ending.

I never knew how to love but slowly fell in love. It really made me cry to death. It saved me from the book shortage.

It's the second time, and the storyline is still so touching.