I Let You Down

"The family members of the patients I have treated have said that a doctor like me who has saved so many families will have perfect merits, be free from illness and disaster, and live a long life." "But what I want has never been a long life. I just want to hold her hand and grow old together with her..." ——Fu Jinchao "... Who wants to be his sister? I have always wanted to be Fu Jinchao's wife." "Go get the certificate tomorrow and fulfill Fu Jinchao's birthday wish." [This year's wish is still—to live in peace and happiness all year round, and to live together in this present day. "You are finally mine..." Over the years, no matter what happened, she was always by his side. She is the only light in his dark life. She became his habit, his only one, his bones, his marrow, the most indispensable part of his life. [The fallen leaves return to their roots, let's go to the present day together] So sweet, so sweet, I hope it won't be so cruel later, Qiao sister, come on, more [blowing kiss][shocked]

When Suisui felt physical discomfort again and again, it already hinted that Suisui was sick. Suisui was afraid of Chaochao's worries, so he went to the doctor for a physical examination by himself. When the examination results came out, he was afraid that Chaochao and his parents were worried, so he suffered in silence. Chaocha couldn't understand why we were still in love the day before. Why did you stay away from me? We were all going to get married soon. If Chaocha knew that Suisui stayed away from her because she was sick, she would have blamed herself for not being a doctor earlier. After all, they still didn't look like cherry blossoms or grow old. Chaochao agreed to Suisui's request on Suisui's birthday. Suisui agreed to collect the certificate from Chaochao on Suisui's birthday. On his thirtieth birthday, Chaochao got what he wanted and received his certificate every year. It should have been a happy event. Chaochao was still editing copywriting to share his joy just a second ago, but it backfired. How should Chaochao face his birthday in the future? "My thirtieth birthday is the wedding anniversary of my lover and I, and it is also the death anniversary of my lover." "She finally broke her trust in me, and I also broke my trust in her."

Fortunately there is a side story, otherwise I would have been crying inside. I kept crying while watching it, and kept thinking in my heart, why can't people who love each other stay together forever, and why should we be separated forever? The day we officially became husband and wife, my wife left me forever and I would never see her again. My best friend is gone, and I can no longer share my joys, sorrows, and sorrows with her, go shopping hand in hand, sleep with each other, or chat with her. My most beloved daughter is gone, and the white-haired person is giving away the black-haired person. I haven't held my daughter enough, haven't heard enough of her calling me mom and dad, and haven't seen enough of her looking happy eating the food I cooked. Although we say we should cherish the people in front of us and cherish the present moment, but if we are really gone, it will be like the heavy rain that we cannot get out of in our lifetime. May we have this present day every year, and may we grow old together every year.

In the beginning it was just a sweet little story, but later on when I was diagnosed with the disease, it became really cruel. Both of us felt uncomfortable, and I felt unhappy too!

The 3 books reviewed are all by Er Qiao. From the soulful to the bone-deep to this one, I cried a lot in every one of them. The ending of the extra chapter is obviously perfect, but somehow I cried even more.

I'm studying medicine but I can't save the ones I love [I'm about to cry]

It's really good-looking, a bit sharp [crying]

How can it not be rated if it is so beautiful?

From six o'clock to ten o'clock in the morning, my eyes were swollen from crying ꒦ິ^꒦ິ