The Flower of Origin Spirits

(A setting similar to Soul Land, with a coming-of-age story, a female protagonist, academy life early on, and the battlefield later.) They say that deep within every person's soul lies a mysterious seed, and each seed nurtures a unique Origin Spirit. Qu Mianmian arrives in this mysterious world and awakens a plant-type Origin Spirit: the Twin Lotus. From then on, she cuts down anyone in her way, whether god or Buddha. Of course, that's just what she imagines. In reality, she's only a tiny bit strong. Flowers bloom and wither, the seasons turn, and the years roll by. Those who save themselves will earn the favor of fate, but who says fate's favor means a smooth road? Qu Mianmian's inner thoughts: What is this supposed to be? She wanted to rush in and take them on, and she was pretty happy when her Origin Spirit awakened, but then she compared herself to someone else and suddenly it didn't feel so special! What do you mean, fate has favored her? Just asking, could it maybe not favor her? Look at Pei Zixian, then look at her. Without comparison, there'd be no pain!!!