After the Rebellious Goddess Runs from Her Wedding, President Gu Sleeps with Her Ashes Every Night

[Not Both Leads' First Time + Face-Slapping the Scumbag + Husband's Regret and Pursuit + Coercive Love + Clear-Eyed Female Lead + BE] Everyone in their circles knows that Su Jian'an is merely an adopted daughter of the Su family, yet she's Yun City's famous, breathtakingly beautiful and aloof miracle-working doctor. She was once as humble as dust, hopelessly in love with Gu Yichen. Then Su Jian'an suddenly cheated on Gu Yichen in the most humiliating way. She called off their engagement and eloped, then turned around and married Gu Yichen's sworn enemy. // On their wedding night, Su Jian'an gets dead drunk. Under the cover of darkness, she tempts Gu Yichen at every turn and begs him to give in to her. The next morning, she hasn't escaped Gu Yichen's clutches. Instead, she gets a marriage contract that imprisons her in his cage. She gives him her first time, but he doesn't care. He even insists that she's a doctor who's had the procedure done so many times she must have lost count. When she unexpectedly becomes pregnant with his child, he says the baby isn't his and still resents her for having “cheated” on him. As she suffers a miscarriage and lies at death's door, he still forces her to donate blood and perform surgery on the woman he loves. By the time she's down to five pounds, ashes and all, he can only sleep with his head beside her urn every night, consumed by regret. Five years later, when he sees “her” again, Gu Yichen can only say, “Damn it! This face-slapping hurts like hell!” Content warnings: 1. The leads are not both inexperienced: the male lead is not a virgin, but the female lead is. 2. The male lead regrets his actions and pursues her, but the female lead refuses to go back to him, even if it kills her. 3. Coercive love: the male lead tries to force the female lead to love him by taking revenge on and tormenting her, but she refuses to give him another chance. 4. The female lead remains clear-eyed: the male lead's love is twisted and coercive, but she refuses to give in and struggles to stay clear-headed. (The story is brutal throughout. Don't read if that's not for you.)