
The Year I Died Was the Year I Loved You Most
死在了最爱你的那一年
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- Completed
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- 20k Words
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- Modern Romance
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- Billionaire CEO
- Updated
- 3y ago
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- Fanqie
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To be honest, I cried twice while reading this article, once for my grandma and once for Mousse Nian. This is my trumpet. I came across this article by chance, and then I thought it was quite short, so I clicked in to read it. The author's writing is very good, really. Especially the part about grandma, it was so well written. In fact, I was very tearful, but I still wrote it so well. It's so true. I miss my grandma so much. Let's talk about Mu Si Nian. Actually, when he thought about it carefully, he was also a very sadistic person. The secret love for many years ended in vain, but the only consolation was that he was also the sadistic person in the end. "If I die in the year when I love you most, my love will be at its peak. Really, when I saw this sentence, I really cried. This sentence is really too shabby. If there was no Chi, the two of them would definitely be super sweet. I think the best thing about this article is that it is true. There is no car accident stand-in, amnesia, or pregnancy like in other sadistic novels. It is just simple. The male protagonist is obsessed with the money and power outside. I feel that in real life, everyone can be obsessed, and the same is true for the female protagonist. After her grandma died, she left Qinghe. Wuwuwuwuwuwu, it's really sad. If I die, I will definitely leave. This point has gripped me hard. The last plane crashed. Although I don't like Chi, I hope Mianmian can be happy٩(๑^o^๑)۶. Mainly because of the previous sentence, "Chi Shengyan, I'm not happy anymore." So sad woo woo 😭 It's really true. Come on, author, write more short videos like this in the future be the best, I like knives 🔪(ง•̀_•́)ง (hahahaha)
Named after love and mourning. "I don't care anymore, or I don't love you anymore." "It is a deep longing and a missed waiting. " "The divorce agreement is placed in front of him. Sign it, Chi Shengrui. I don't love you anymore." "Chi Shengrui chose to get the shares of the Chi family company, but lost the little girl who had his heart and eyes full of him." "He was holding the divorce agreement tightly and his heart was bleeding." "Chi Shengyan, I don't like you anymore." "Her name is Yun Nanmian, but she cannot be her Yun." "His name is Chi Sheng Yan, but he is not her Yan." "The delusions of youth eventually come to nothing." "She has both unforgettable people and people she wants to let go of. They are the same person." "Chi Shengyan, goodbye, never see you again." "If I die in the year I love you most, my love will be at its peak." You can't meet someone too stunning when you're young. "Some people fall in love, some watch the sea at night, and some fall in a pool of blood and never wake up." "He never woke up from his sleep." "Even if the peach blossoms in Jiming Temple bloom again and again, she still died in the year she loved you most." "It's like when darkness is coming, the setting sun is the last brilliance of sunlight." "Everything inevitably leads to vulgarity." It's still very sad. The heroine's close relatives and even her grandma are dead. The most touching thing is that the heroine is in great pain after knowing that her grandma is dead. The plot is very interesting and makes you cry. I won't reveal the details. If you are interested, you can check it out for yourself.
The last two chapters are so cruel [crying][crying] Why does the male protagonist abandon the female protagonist because of money and resources? He obviously likes the female protagonist and still wants to give her something better. The second male lead is so miserable, he died for the female lead "I like the cold winter, but I don't have it in summer. I have only seen a sad summer in my life😔."
It's so good. I cried at the end. I don't know if others feel the same way. I started crying from the last few chapters. It's very touching. I hope that the heroine's parents will be alive in the next life. She will still be that flamboyant and wanton rose. The hero will not care so much about some things at home, and then they will live peacefully for many, many years.
When I was reading this novel and listening to the song "Love", I suddenly felt that sadness coming from it, that kind of very faint sadness [almost crying], very close to reality, I hope you continue to work hard [blowing kiss]
I saw that the title of the author's chapter is a song, the lyrics of "East Palace", which I also like very much. The lyrics are very consistent. The fox never waited for the beloved girl again, and the male protagonist in the novel never waited for the female protagonist again. Alas!
The writing is very good, very heart-wrenching, and there is nothing bloody about torturing her just for the sake of torturing him. He abandoned her for what he wanted, and she was willing to fulfill him. But it was heart-wrenching and sad to see it like this, but I didn't quite understand it later. Did they all die? Chi died, Mu Sinian died to save Mianmian, so did Mianmian die?
In fact, after reading this book, I don't feel that much. Overall, the plot outline of this book is quite good, but I feel that each point should be described in depth to let readers immerse themselves in the story. However, it is undeniable that the author's writing style is quite good. At the same time, the author sometimes uses "she" instead of "he", which affects me a little bit. I hope the author can continue to work hard. The design of the plot is really quite good. Okay, I hope that Yun Nanmian and Chi Shengyan can live happily in the second dimension (if they can do it again). In the third dimension, I actually pay more attention to happiness. From their respective perspectives, one is pursuing a happy spiritual life, as long as the person is around, and the other hopes that his eldest lady can live well. In fact, he may be confused by power in his heart, but I selfishly hope that he is doing it for the eldest lady. He has never lost his original intention. The biggest reason for the tragedy between them is that Chi doesn't understand each other, or he wakes up too late. Life is short, just muddle along and cherish the people around you Finally, I would like to share a sentence: "The willow branches are above the moon, and after dusk, we still have to go." There is another sentence that I think is quite similar to the concept of the eldest lady: "If you can ask for someone, who is willing to ask for money? If you want money, then you can just take it. I will give it all to you, and you can give it back to me, okay?"
So sadistic [crying][crying][crying] I think Mu Si Nian is pretty good. Although the male protagonist later realized that the female protagonist had been heartbroken by him, why didn't he explain? I think Xiao Luo had a good attitude towards admitting her mistake later, but in the early stage, she clearly knew that the male protagonist had a wife and seduced him. This was too much. All in all, it was abusive, but not enough to make me cry.
The sound of falling snow clashed with Jiang Liu's heart, but the secret love of his youth had nowhere to go.