
The Secret Guard Is Also Thinking About Who He Is Today
暗卫今天也在想自己是谁
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- Ancient Romance
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- Ancient Romance High-Concept
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Nice! This is the only book that I can read that is written in the first person. Generally, it is difficult for me to substitute for the first person. Some articles give people a sense that they are simply narrating and recording, but this article does not. The subject matter is also very new. The character of the protagonist is very cute, and the writing is also very interesting. However, it does not ignore the psychology of a modern person who traveled to ancient times and these things happened. When describing the protagonist's discovery that another time-traveling woman has disappeared again The despair and fear are very real. Through the protagonist's psychology and reflections on some things, we know that he has never accepted it in his heart. Even after so many years, he even doubts the authenticity of some of his own modern times. He just can't accept it forcefully. He seems to be used to it. But once he finds out that there is someone who really comes from the same place and disappears, this kind of collapse is actually quite sad, but I like it! Hahahahahahaha, people are looking forward to the identity of the protagonist and what will happen in this dynasty in the future! 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻
It's very beautiful. In the early stage, it was relaxed, happy and funny. In the later stage, it became a bit sadistic. Well, it was all dead haha. . The plot has ups and downs, and it's easy to get involved with the emotions and fall into a trance unconsciously. Finally, Zhou Jinzhi must be happy and joyful.
I particularly like the character design of this protagonist, which is actually a bit miserable, but his inner complaints and actions neutralize the tragic atmosphere, making it a bit joyful.
The plot is quite interesting, but sometimes it feels weird when I watch it. Then I found out when I changed the first perspective to the third perspective. This seems to be the kind of drama in the past where the sinister male protagonist fell in love with me. It's like after reading a book like this, I wrote the story from a first-person perspective and added a private inner drama to the male protagonist. It makes the hero's actions or decisions more reasonable and convincing, and it can also clear his name. It's also great to be able to write about it. Even when you're getting married, the romance of "I like my sister but I married her", "I married my wife but I can't touch her" and "I didn't realize until five years ago that someone else was bullying my wife" are too strong in love. There is also the previous "You can talk to the heroine well after meeting her". They all have the same routines as those mindless romance novels from the past.
Surprisingly good! When I read the author's warning at the beginning, I thought he was a confident elementary school student, but I didn't expect that the text was unexpectedly interesting. And it's not routine, it's a very special kind. All in all, if I didn't write about "Beng" at the end, this beginning would be a first-rate one. Then, since the protagonist can't hear the system's sound, no one can hear the system's sound, and what the system says is not important, then the system sound feels a bit meaningless. Caught in the middle, he complained to the author through the system, which made people feel a bit out of touch. However, the system does not play a role yet and has little impact. Other than that, everything is great. It can be seen that the author has a lot to say, but is it inappropriate to put it in the main text? Every two paragraphs later, there is a systematic complaint that no one can hear, not even the heroine, and it is useless. It is complained five or six times in one chapter. It is useless to complain every time. It is very annoying to watch.
It's very interesting. I couldn't stop laughing after reading the first few chapters. It's very funny. The main character is mentally talkative and cold-hearted on the surface. The plot is light and interesting. The transmigration into a secret guard is actually a prince or a handsome guy with long legs. It's very funny. [Like] [Like] After seeing all the foreshadowing, it's very well written. Everything is traceable. I really recommend it [like] There is also a fellow who helps the protagonist. When the fellow sees the fellow, his eyes well up with tears, hahahahahahaha. Author I hate you [angry]
I have read that the first person version is considered to be well written. It is not obtrusive. The male protagonist was a girl in his previous life and feels very comfortable. He does not have any bad habits of men. I suspect that the male protagonist's headache may be affected by the poisonous insects and is partly caused by the male protagonist's own fear of the world. The male protagonist is really miserable. He saw cannibalism at the beginning. The impact was too great. I have to praise the author. Many novels about ancient times fail to describe the cruelty of ancient times. The one here is very good. Speaking of which, the male protagonist is also very powerful. After being sold and working as a secret guard for ten years, I became mentally unstable after staying there. I finally met a fellow villager who gave me some hope. Suddenly, he disappeared again. This was not an ordinary blow. He was used as a whetstone by the emperor, and suffered physical torture and headaches. For the male protagonist, death was a relief.
The author asked us to comment that this is a light-hearted article, but I touch my conscience to tell the truth: This is an article written by a person who is cloaked in comedy, but the idea is really good, and the author writes well. Fortunately, there is an extra to comfort myself.
It's a very good book. Every foreshadowing is useful and always makes people see something new. Zhou Zhou is also a very miserable person. She feels like she is being blackmailed by fate every time. But luckily she survives. Guo An is also a very complex character. At the beginning, he can only be seen as a young man in bright clothes and an angry horse. But he has such an identity. Zhou Zhou can see clearly that every character she analyzes is correct and objective. Although she is also confused and bound by fate and times, she finally finds the hope of living. Overall, this is a very good work. This rating is simply unreasonable.
I don't know why the rating is so low, but I personally still like this book very much. There is a bit of nonsense in it, and the plot is also light-hearted. But to be honest, most people's lives are like that of the male protagonist. When he was a teenager, he was dressed in bright clothes and angry, and he had someone to protect him, so he did whatever he wanted. But when disaster strikes, I pick up the heavy burden all at once and feel sorry for the young boy who struggled to carry the heavy burden and grew up overnight. He could leave everyone behind at will to pursue the freedom he wanted, but then I saw him come back to save the dynasty that was about to collapse. I was very happy that he was still the young man I liked. There is a long road ahead, and I hope that my young son can go further and further, and can spend the next life easily. He can be a happy, well-fed and well-fed rich man, be heroic when he is happy, and have brothers to accompany him when he is sad. I hope that whether he is a boy or a girl, he can be happy, cheerful and free.
The character of the protagonist is really interesting. He is sober and transparent, lively and able to make trouble. He has a lot of inner drama. He is a woman who wears a man's clothes. Even though he has been in the world for so long, he has not been assimilated into that world. Instead, he is more self-centered and free and easy. He shows a light sense of sand sculpture and a calm sense of madness. It is really very good-looking! The writing style is lighthearted and funny, and the characters are three-dimensional. Love it!
I felt something was wrong after reading the beginning, I thought it was a happy comedy, but the result was a knife in my heart, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, teacher, this is too much, oooooooooo [crying][crying][crying][crying][crying][crying][crying]
The plot design of this article is so clever, it is both beautiful and very sad. At first, the writing style is light and humorous, and the daily lives of the protagonists are full of interest. Their interactions are full of joy and laughter, and every line of humorous dialogue makes people feel happy and immersed in a relaxed and cheerful atmosphere. As the plot progresses, the story takes a sudden turn, and the development direction is completely unexpected. Depressive and sadistic emotions come in like a tide, making people feel heart-wrenching every page they read. The author's portrayal of the characters Guo An, Chu Mengru, Qin Wanting and Zhuque is excellent. Chu Mengru is innocent and innocent, her smile and optimism are like a beam of light, always warming the protagonist, and are the spiritual pillar for the protagonist to persevere in difficult situations. When the protagonist was in danger, she was so anxious that she rushed over desperately and informed the hero of the upcoming disaster. She bluntly said that this accident would not only cause him to suffer from leg problems, but would also cost him his life in the subsequent fire. However, fate played a trick on her, and she, who was so beautiful, still could not escape the entanglement of bad luck, and eventually died. The protagonist saves her at all costs and uses his last precious wish to save her, but the price of this wish is that Chu Mengru has to erase his memory and face the future life alone. The protagonist's own leg problem is also a foregone conclusion and cannot be changed. At the end of the story, the shocking truth emerged. Guo An was actually the mastermind hiding in the dark. When the protagonist faced Guo An and questioned sternly, the despair and collapse pouring out from the depths of his soul were clearly conveyed through the text, making me feel the same, as if I was also in that scene full of betrayal and pain. Chu Mengru tells the protagonist that he personally ended Guo An's life. At first, the protagonist and I both naively thought that this was just the established plot trend, but as the plot progressed, we were shocked to realize that this was an inevitable ending that we could not escape. Guo An, until the last moment of his life, did not want to be the protagonist's weakness. He crushed the Gu worms with his own hands and allowed the power of the Gu worms in his body to riot wildly, gnawing at his body mercilessly, and headed for destruction. Let's talk about Qin Wanting. When she first appeared on the stage, she left the impression that she was dignified and polite, and her words and deeds showed her ladylike style. At first, when she said that her sister entered the palace voluntarily, I suspected that she was deceiving the protagonist. But as the story progresses, I realize that everything was a misunderstanding. She was in the palace, from a 16-year-old young girl, waiting for the protagonist day after day, year after year, until she was 21 years old. During this long time, she endured loneliness and longing alone, and finally became a princess. This bright life should be full of sunshine and hope, but in this complex and changeable story, it has experienced countless helplessness and pain. Although this novel is full of sadistic points, it is the ups and downs, gripping plot, and the flesh-and-blood, vivid characters that make people deeply fascinated. After reading it, I can't calm down for a long time. I was sad because I had to go to school, but now I am even sadder. Someone has shared this before, but I was really shameless at the time. I thought the novel was not good-looking when I saw the title. I also thought that if the protagonist was a prince, the content might be about doting concubines and doting concubines, so I didn't read it at that time. But now I don't have any books to read. Then I saw this book in the rankings, so I looked at it out of curiosity. I also read it while doing my homework, and found that it was unexpectedly good. This is really a treasure book! ! ! ! ! ! ! I didn't expect that a novel I randomly read out of boredom would turn out to be so good. I really regretted that I didn't read it at the time! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! Give me a new book! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! Publish a new book for me soon! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! Ahhhhh! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! Out, out! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
Great, is this brainless and easy toilet paper literature? [Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry] I really feel happy after reading it. The story and writing are very interesting and relaxing.
I actually finished reading it a long time ago, but I haven't rated it yet (I found someone liked my previous comment, so I checked it out), so I'm going to add it now. The writing is really good, but the pain is also really uncomfortable. The struggle and resistance of the protagonist are heart-breaking to watch, and the supporting characters are also very vivid. As for family and friendship, they are really tricked and killed. The protagonist wants to save people but keeps losing. Especially in the ending chapters and extras, you can feel the despair and pain across the screen. Basically, everything the protagonist cares about and care about is gone [crying]
The story line is getting clearer and clearer, although the protagonist's inner activities are rich, which sometimes makes people easy to play. Blindly guessing that the protagonist's time travel was not accidental, but was deliberately thrown into the world. Let the protagonist go through the plot in pain and confusion, or absorb his energy?
It's really good to watch. I actually don't dare to read the story about abuse, but I was deceived into killing it by the introduction... Because I burst into tears as soon as I saw the abuse, but it was really delicious, and I stumbled through it. [Sending my heart] I'm really lucky to have started the story when it was about to finish. It was really refreshing and sad to watch the finale in one breath... Wow, Zhou Zhou baby, Jinzhi baby, I love you! [Blowing kiss][blowing kiss][blowing kiss][almost crying][almost crying] The most accepted book among the first person novels [Like][Like][Like]
To be honest, I really surpassed my imagination about the author. It gave me a faint sense of madness. His emotions were not expressed much, but they were very deep. It was gently revealed but couldn't be ignored.
It looks good, I can only say yes, I'll give it a try. The extra is sweet and delicious. At first, I came in because it had a score of 9 points, then I found out that it was a woman wearing a man, so I continued reading, and just glanced at the introduction a few times. If the protagonist wasn't so talkative at the beginning, and also suffered from aphasia, unable to speak a few words, and full of inner activities, I might not have stopped reading. It felt like he was just saying that when she saw people eating people, she was already going crazy... Being a secret guard again, she was already going crazy during the killing, which made her feel a little distressed. (If I were following the article, I might have felt that she was about to die in the middle part. In the last few pictures of him jumping off the cliff, I felt that he was going to die... But in fact he didn't) (In other words, everyone who loved her left her. At least the protagonist is still alive, which is good...) Summary: A woman wears a man, no CP, His Royal Highness. First person. Crazy baby, (a little bit of a knife, but it's actually not bad) 2025.7.21
There are a lot of reversals, and the first person is also very first person. Humorous There are also some doubts, such as the protagonist's hereditary headache, the time-traveling woman's sense of pseudo-humanity, and whether the protagonist has more than one point of amnesia.
In summary, this is a gentleman who is very good at disguise. This is a very confusing novel. Don't be fooled by the appearance, otherwise, you will walk in with a smile and crawl out with a cry.
It's very beautiful, but I was tortured to death later [crying][crying][crying] Zhou Xuan, I can't get over it. I really want to do it again. Thank you to the author. The writing is so good. I didn't want to stop reading the whole process. It's so beautiful.
It's beautiful, ah ah, will Wanjun come back? I kind of like Wanjun's character [cry][cry][cry][cry], and I also like the feeling of the two of them getting along.
The plot is pretty good. I feel like it would be better if Chu Mengru could reflect back before she died. The writing here is a bit hasty. This is the first time I have encountered this kind of sleeping article. Although it is a bit rushed in some places, the subject matter is really good! I like it♡
Every character in the book is full of life and intelligence. Zhou Jinzhi longs for love, longs for someone to love her and save her. But she had been forced to walk all her life. When she jumped off the cliff, she felt that she was liberated and found her own freedom, but she didn't expect that she was still trapped in this world. He longed for Guo An to rescue her and accompany her. He didn't care if he was from the previous dynasty, she just wanted him to be by his side. Jinzhi, Jinzhi, is cautious in her words and deeds but it is not reflected in her. It is more like a metaphor for her running around and shouting for help.
The early stage was very fun, but the later stage was all about knives_(´ཀ`‖ ∠)__ A woman dressed as a man, Zhou Zhou (the protagonist) has a great personality and is very cute, and many of the characters have their own personalities. The reversal in the later stage left me completely confused. You, the author, are so cruel. (The author's writing style is very good, but he is a bit abusive to the protagonist. If you don't mind, come and join in. It's finished (but it's a bit sparse) Happy New Year from the author
It was so beautiful, ahhhhh [crying], everyone just came out and left one by one. It's so beautiful, www. This is my first time watching this. I hope you will be safe and happy in the future, and don't suffer anymore. Because it's too bitter
No loss in investing! ! ! ! I originally came to see it because it was quite novel, but as I looked at it I felt more and more wrong. It looks good. The biggest highlight of this book is that the characters are all well-rounded and the causes and consequences are clearly explained. No loss in investing. It contains family affection, friendship and love, all of which are very sincere.
It's pretty good. There's no CP between a woman and a man. The protagonist is really miserable. I really think he's a bit miserable. He has a stable free friend, but he doesn't get or lose, and is deceived and concealed. He always feels pain, not only psychologically but also physically. That poisonous insect from the Ning Dynasty is really harmful.
The first-person perspective is really rare, and it can better reflect Zhou Zhou's character. I really like the bright spots in Zhou Zhou's contradictions, the writing is very smooth, and the plot is very novel. I like it! ! ! ! The front part is full of sadness, and there is a lot of journey in the heart. The front part is a little awkward, but the more you look at it, the better it becomes. I hope it will be great. Come on, keep up the good work, and look forward to it.