[Two Male Leads + Redemption + Depression + Entertainment Industry]
Devoted, depressed top vs. oblivious bottom
In his previous life, it was only after Chu Tingwan left forever that Yun Xingyao finally learned the truth and realized just how terribly wrong he had been!
A final letter, just a few brief lines, laid bare the sorrow of Chu Tingwan’s entire life: “May the rest of your life be safe and joyful. Let’s never meet again! My star, keep shining brightly...”
Yun Xingyao thought he must be a terrible person. Otherwise, how could he have cruelly hurt Chu Tingwan again and again?
Chu Tingwan truly was wonderful. Otherwise, how could he keep wearing himself down and forgiving the other person over and over?
Before being reborn, Yun Xingyao had said, “Stay away from me!” He wouldn’t dream of cuddling up to Chu Tingwan!
After being reborn: “Big Brother, want a kiss? Big Brother, I want to cuddle! Big Brother, hug me~”
But Chu Tingwan was like, “Ugh... bleh... I’m going to be sick...”
The stress response caused by depression made it impossible for Chu Tingwan to get close to his lover.
Yun Xingyao sulked. “Waaah, Big Brother won’t let me cuddle~”
He made up his mind. “I have to cure Big Brother! How can we go on without kissing and hugging?! No way! I won’t accept this!”
After being reborn, Yun Xingyao clung to Chu Tingwan’s leg. “Big Brother, I was wrong. I really know I was wrong. Please don’t leave me, okay?”
His approach was simple: first, act cute; second, look at him with tearful eyes; third, cling on relentlessly, all to redeem the boy who had fallen into the dust!
Love is the best medicine of all! Yun Xingyao’s passionate, overwhelming love eased years of illness and pain, bringing back the bright, pure boy he used to be!
“In a world of devastation, you are my only oasis.”
“The night was too dark, so I came to you.”
It's quite good, but I read it a bit too hastily. It's been a long time since I read every chapter as it was updated. Towards the end, I felt that Tingwan was a bit too delicate, giving me a feeling that she might rebel. I asked the author, and they said it wouldn't rebel, but it still felt a little strange. Overall, though, it's still a good read.
Flower Language: Red Spider Lily (Lycoris radiata): Love separated by life and death, never to meet again; Rose of Sharon (Rosa multiflora): Beauty at the end of the road; Scottish Green Rose: Love that never grows old, even time cannot diminish our love; Lisianthus: Unchanging love is only for you. I am wary of this world, but in front of you I am willing to let down my guard and embrace you!
It really feels like there's not enough! It feels like my tragically short-lived favorite story is still unfinished. Having gotten used to both bad and happy endings, this Omega is really strange 😢😢 I wonder when Tingwan will wake up, how many five-year periods will Xingxing have to wait for her sleeping husband, when will the other version of Chen Yuan and Ling Chuan's story be released, when…
It's so good! I cried for a long time when I read about the past life. I felt so sorry for Chu Tingwan, so please, author, don't drop this story! 😢😢😢
I loved reading it, but it's gone... I hope the author won't abandon the story! 🥺 Although seeing them together is sweet, I still feel a little sad. 🥺 I just hope they can be happier and happier in the future. 🥺
While watching, I felt that no one could truly receive Chu's love. They didn't deserve it in their past lives; none of them were innocent. Everyone hurt Chu, and no one can replace Chu from her past life to gain forgiveness. May Chu never wake up again; may she find happiness in her dreams and let go of her past suffering. Finished reading on 2026.03.07.21.26
Looking forward to falling in love soon 😘😘😘
It looks great! 🥰 Keep up the good work, author!
It looks good, I want some candy.
It's a very good watch, I especially love the broken protagonist. The ending was a bit rushed, though. Why wasn't Yu Qing given a romantic partner? Overall, it's a very good watch.