A New World, and I'm Six Years Old from the Start

In the first year after transmigrating into a fantasy novel, I gave up my inner core for the sake of so-called peace, trading my innate talent for a body of evil bones.

In the ninth year after arriving in this world, my father rebelled. Cast aside like a pawn, I faked my death and escaped, while the girl devoted to me was pierced through the heart by an arrow.

In the twelfth year after transmigrating, I set out to travel the world. Facing those people from my past, what did they matter to me...?

The pacing is slow, and the plot takes a major turn later on.

The male lead has always been ambitious, and his goal has never changed.