The Journey Through the Honkai of the Previous Civilization

Meeting a girl like a flower dancing in the snow when I awoke was probably the best thing that happened to me here. If I hadn't met her, I probably would have been hunted to death by the Fire Moth, and my corpse would have ended up on the operating table of those researchers. If I hadn't met her, I wouldn't have met so many different people, and I wouldn't have... Found myself in such a predicament... Is there any meaning in pressing onward along a road we know will end in defeat, sacrificing ourselves again and again? I don't know, and I don't understand what they think. They fight for the future, die in battle, and grow more resolute through sacrifice. What a bunch of fools... But I'm sorry, I'm a fool too. Haha. Because, you see, I thought I was only a bystander, but everything feels so real. I will no long be a transeint when I see smiles with tears (Chapter 51 is a bit toxic because the author was an idiot. The intention was to show how powerful Sakura's "Moment" is, but the author stupidly thought a Pseudo-Herrscher could be killed if caught off guard. The later chapters are already written, so it can't be changed. Please understand.)