The hurt aches, the night is hazy with drink, a faint sheen colors the glass, and my thoughts drift aimlessly.
Heaven is merciless, the earth is merciless, and the world is vast and desolate. My way home is cut off!
Five years asleep, and I wake with neither love nor hate, with no joy even in laughter.
Five years of memories, and I am left confused and adrift, hurt and aching.
Five years ago, my mother coldly chose to let me die.
Five years later, I hold no grudge and have no regrets. I only want to hold on to the little happiness before me.
But with my memories gone and my ties impossible to sever, what trials await me in this quiet life?
Family, friendship, love, loyalty, or betrayal?
Right or wrong, I, Shi Fengye, will bear it all, and never regret a thing!
