Reborn a Hundred Times

My classmate's mother went to the principal to save her daughter from being expelled from school, and mistakenly thought I was the principal's son... I committed suicide when I was 20 years old and was reborn at the age of 18. When I lived to be 20 years old, I was reborn again to the age of 18. It seemed like an infinite reincarnation. I had been a nouveau riche, a chef, a celebrity, a scientist, a doctor, a soldier... Frankly speaking, during these two years of endless cycles, I was the god of this world. However, I want to jump out of these two years! I just want to really die. Or... Real life!