
For the Rest of My Life, Loving You Is My Illness
余生,爱你成疾
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- Modern Romance
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- Billionaire CEO
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I hate the unclear "Lu Tingchen". If he had believed Su Nian and investigated, nothing would have happened; if he had not cheated on her, he would have a happy family with Su Nian now. I hate the cowardly "Gu Mian" just because of his father's revenge. Just because of his father, he placed people next to Lu Tingchen and caused the female protagonist black and blue injuries. The funny thing is that afterward, I only regretted it, but I didn't take any action, but I regretted it completely before I died. I hate that "Han Feifei" loved money as much as life, and killed two people one after another, but did not realize her mistakes, and was still making excuses for herself until she died... Su Nian was never Yun Yuan, nor Yu Huan, and Yu Huan was never anyone's substitute, she was who she was. Su Nian: 'If possible, I hope I won't meet you on the Huangquan Road after I die. I think I will walk faster and pray not to meet you again in my next life...' "Lu Tingchen" hopes you won't say anything about atonement in your next life. I hope you can stay away from "Su Nian" and stop being so selfish in your next life, okay? Let her live her own life... The story of "Su Nian" and "Lu Tingchen" tells us that even if big things happen to those who love each other, as long as they love each other enough, nothing below will happen. Facts have proved that Lu Tingchen did not love Su Nian very much, and he did not believe in her very firmly...
I hope that Lu Tingchen will not meet a Su Nian whose heart and eyes are all about him in the next life. I also hope that Su Nian will not meet a Lu Tingchen who does not trust and care about her in the next life. Su Nian must walk faster on the road to Huangquan. Don't wait for Lu Tingchen by the Naihe Bridge. You must drink Meng Po soup, walk across the Naihe Bridge quickly, and enter the world to find someone who has your heart and eyes all over you. Someone who believes in you no matter what, someone who will always stand by your side. I feel sorry for those who love you, so don't always ask yourself who you are. It's fine to live your life in a muddle.
Compared with the sweet love between Su Nian and Gu Tingchen when they were young, and the eternal alliance with each other, never leaving each other, to Gu Tingchen's cheating, Su Nian's giving up, the last one to swallow sleeping pills, and commit suicide. , It cannot be said that Gu Tingchen does not love Su Nian, nor is it that the old man is no better than the new man, it is just that he underestimated Su Nian's love for him, and also underestimated his love for Su Nian. The seven years of falling in love have smoothed all the edges of Su Nian, and also diluted the vows Gu Tingchen made to her when they were young. Su Nian swallowed sleeping pills, and Gu Tingchen committed suicide in repentance. , Maybe this is the best ending. Compared with letting Gu Tingchen regret his whole life in prison, I hope they can be happy together in heaven~ (After reading the abuse article, I no longer believe in love (°¯᷄◠¯᷅°))
I feel that Su Nian is so tired from living, and she really can't love her anymore. The man surnamed Gu also lied to her time and time again. The man surnamed Lu did not deserve the love she had before. But Su Nian still died. 😭😭😭 Such a good girl makes people feel bad😭🤧
He is like my ex-boyfriend. He is obviously cheating on me and he still drags me. When boys look at me, he scolds me. He is not allowed to wear skirts and shorts in summer, even if the temperature is very high, just because he can't accept my wearing them. He can do it at home, but not when going out. , I posted a selfie and was told that I had to listen to him in everything, but I ended up breaking up and I left forcefully. I felt a little bit stupid at the time. I tolerated him for almost two years, but I knew he was cheating but I could do nothing about it. When I left, I laughed. Isn't it a bit cold-blooded?
Su Nian is so pitiful. Her life has been so miserable. The years when she fell in love with Lu Tingchen were her happiest years. She accompanied him to start a family from scratch and supported the entire Lu family with him. Her eleven years of love could not compare to a few words from Han Feifei. Su Nian never cared about Mrs. Lu's identity, she only cared about Lu Tingchen. Lu Tingchen hurt her again and again. The man who was willing to protect her from wind and rain and give everything for her will never come back. Gu Mian lied to Su Nian again and again. Xiao Huai is the best man. Xiao Yuhuan will accompany him for the rest of his life. Rong Ruo is also very good. They are both better than Lu Tingchen. They avenge Su Nian. It's really cruel~
Xiao Huai is such a good man, I like him so much. As for the male protagonist, let him die. After all, he betrayed his relationship for 11 years. Su Nian was killed so miserably. Fortunately, he finally opened another life through the cloned Xiao Yuhuan. End Su Nian's miserable life.
Su Nian's life was very difficult. Accompanying someone from a boy to a man, accompanying him from scratch to being the head of the Lu family, being with him for eleven years and being married for seven years was nothing compared to spending a few nights with a bad woman. It's also because Lu Tingchen didn't love Su Nian enough. He only believed what he saw with his eyes, didn't listen to her explanation, and didn't investigate the truth of the matter. He hurt Su Nian like this. Su Nian knew that Lu Tingchen had cheated on her, slept with the bad woman on the night her child died, and killed Xiao Tao. If she didn't believe her, Su Nian would know that they would never be able to go back to the past... In the middle of the night, I cried with a knife. This whole story is full of knives. The male protagonist abuses the female protagonist = abuses me. The second female protagonist abuses the female protagonist = abuses me. The third male protagonist abuses the female protagonist = abuses me. The full text = keeps abusing me. My eyes are swollen from crying. Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Wuwuwuwuwuwu
I can only say that the male protagonist has never loved the female protagonist. I can only say that it is obsession. The first obsession is that he has never disliked the male protagonist and he has never disliked the male protagonist. The male protagonist feels guilty. The second obsession is that the male protagonist cannot bear the female protagonist's rebuttal. He is indifferent to the male protagonist, which makes the male protagonist possessive. The third reason is his guilt. He feels guilty towards the female protagonist because he has always misunderstood the female protagonist. It can be said that the male protagonist's love for the female protagonist is composed of guilt and regret. The male protagonist is still a Timid people never dare to find out the truth. Han Feifei said that it was never me who was wrong, but you never trusted her. This little trick of mine can be found out by just checking. I think Han Feifei is not wrong, because she was wrong from the beginning to the end. The first mistake of the male protagonist is that the female protagonist was having fun outside when she was hurt by someone. The second fault is that he did not trust the female protagonist because of Han Feifei's little instigation. The third fault is the guilt of the male protagonist. He only wants to do it but doesn't do it, and even wants to destroy Yu. Huan, and Gu Mian. He has always been timid and only listened to his father. Of course it was his father, but he didn't know how to resist. Xiao Huai, Rongruo, and Zhao Yu regarded Yu Huan as A Yuan and Niannian's substitute, and Niannian He is not anyone's stand-in, A Yuan is not anyone's stand-in, and Yu Huan is not anyone's stand-in. They are always their own. If this novel were to be written, I hope that Niannian will never meet the male protagonist again, and that Niannian will find the person who truly loves her, Lu Ting. Shen I hope you won't pester her and let her go. She is tired and can't bear it anymore. Gu Mian hopes you can have your own opinions in the next life. Xiao Huai hopes you won't be negative because of A Yuan's death, and don't regard anyone as A Yuan. Substitute, because it is not her after all. Ajie, although you are Lu Tingshen's help, I also hope that you will live well in the future. Rong Ruo hopes that you will not be yourself. In fact, the biggest regret about this article is that Nian Nian's child is gone.
I don't know if anyone has read it. The novel is so heart-wrenching. Although we were so in love, we were still defeated by reality. The male protagonist becomes evil when he has money. If the male protagonist here had a little more trust, it would not end in an irreversible ending. Cherish the moment... The ending is acceptable. At least I'm not with a scumbag. If you don't love me, you don't love me. Don't force yourself to be together. I hope the author can produce better works and that the heroine in the book can live happily.