For the Rest of My Life, Loving You Is My Illness

I hate Lu Tingchen for his poor judgment. If he had believed Su Nian and investigated, none of this would have happened. If he hadn't cheated on her, he and Su Nian would have a happy family now. I hate Gu Mian for her cowardice. Because of her father's revenge, she planted someone near Lu Tingchen, causing the female lead so much suffering.

I hope that in his next life, Lu Tingchen won't meet a Su Nian who is completely devoted to him. I also hope that in her next life, Su Nian will never meet a Lu Tingchen who doesn't trust or care for her. Su Nian, please walk quickly on your way to the underworld. Don't wait for Lu Tingchen by the Bridge of Helplessness.

Compared to Su Nian and Gu Tingchen's sweet romance in their youth, their vows of eternal love, and their promises of never leaving each other, to Gu Tingchen's infidelity, Su Nian's heartbreak, and finally, her taking sleeping pills and his own suicide, it's not that Gu Tingchen didn't love Su Nian, nor that the old flame couldn't compare to the new.

I feel like Su Nian lived such a tiring life; she really couldn't love anymore. The guy surnamed Gu kept lying to her, and the guy surnamed Lu didn't deserve her previous love. But Su Nian still died. 😭😭😭 Such a good girl, it's heartbreaking. 😭🤧

He's like my ex-boyfriend. He clearly cheated on me, but he wouldn't let go. He'd call me a slut if any guy even glanced at me, and he wouldn't let me wear skirts or shorts in the summer, even in hot weather, just because he couldn't accept it. It was okay at home, but not outside. I'd get criticized for posting selfies. Everything had to be my way. But we've moved on and broken up.

Su Nian is so pitiful. Her life has been so bitter. The years she spent in love with Lu Tingchen were the happiest time of her life. She was there for him as he built his business from scratch and supported the entire Lu family. Eleven years of love couldn't compare to a few words from Han Feifei. Su Nian never cared about being Mrs. Lu; she only cared about Lu Tingchen as a person.

Xiao Huai is such a good man, I really like him. As for the male lead dying, so be it, after all, he betrayed our 11-year relationship. Su Nian suffered so much. Fortunately, in the end, she started a new life through the clone Xiao Yuhuan, ending Su Nian's tragic life.

Su Nian's life has been filled with hardship. She accompanied one man from boyhood to manhood, helping him rise from nothing to become the head of the Lu family. Eleven years of marriage and seven years together couldn't compare to a few nights spent with a bad woman. It's also Su Nian's fault for not loving Lu Tingchen enough.

I can only say that the male lead never loved the female lead; it was more of an obsession. His first obsession was that Nian Nian had stood by him through thick and thin, never showing any disdain, which made him feel guilty. His second obsession was his inability to tolerate her contradicting him or being cold towards him, leading to his possessiveness.

I don't know if anyone has read it, but the novel is so heartbreaking. They were so in love, yet they were still defeated by reality. The male lead turns bad when he gets rich. If he had just a little more trust, the story wouldn't have ended so tragically. Cherish the present moment... The ending is acceptable; at least I didn't end up with a jerk.