If I Fall into a Death Cycle, I Will Start to Commit Suicide.

I really won't die if I don't seek death, but I won't die even if I seek death. Tens of thousands of meters in the air, don't hesitate! Jump directly. When a volcano erupts, don't panic at all, just jump! Because I don't want to be like this either! It's just that I can't die, so seeking death is my only happiness. Why! It's really difficult. "Everyone is welcome to watch my show about not seeking death, but also seeking death." This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.