Bomb Life

My name is Xiaopang. I am a boy who has not been very happy in life. He still has no girlfriend. His military career for several years has made his life undergo earth-shaking changes. I don't know why I am really tired in this world. I don't know what the meaning of living is. Xu Sanduo said that meaningful things are to live well, but I still can't understand this sentence. Maybe I am dumber than him, hahaha. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.