I Feel Uncomfortable If I Don't Get Beaten for a Day

The protagonist Liu Xu soul travels to a foreign land, but he has no talent for cultivation. But it doesn't matter. With my 21st century mind, doing business is also a way out. Everything beautiful changed from the day the protagonist turned 16 and got married. My own bride ran away with someone on her wedding day. The family business has also been suppressed. Without any force, I can only watch helplessly and be unable to change all this. Now I have thoughts of committing suicide. Throw yourself into a well. The immortal system starts. The host will not die due to any external force, and the more serious damage it receives each time, the stronger the host will be. "Isn't this just asking yourself to die? It's too simple." So the protagonist is either seeking death or on the way to death. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.