Resurrection of Terror: a Person Turns into a Ghost in a Single Thought

My name is Shen Xiaohua, gender: male. If my memory is correct, I should have died once. After I died, everything seemed to have changed. The ensuing supernatural events and the disappearance of my father made me continue to explore the secrets behind this supernatural phenomenon. Now, I finally can't tell whether I am a human or a ghost... ... It turns out that I, myself, am the root of the complete end to this supernatural era. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.